I'm posting this one because while I was riding around on friday taking care of business. My feet are FUCKED UP! I've either fractured them or tore both arches. My DUMB-ASS!? STILL OUT HERE LOOKING FOR WORK PLUS TRYING TO GET MONEY TO MAKE THIS WEBSITE GO! So I didn't have any choice but to contact my mother because I can't come up OFF MY FEET, once I start moving around. So I think I've fucked up my arches, which wouldn't surprise me. So my mother is like "Look!? I told you FIVE YEARS AGO TO GO FILE FOR SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY AND YOU STILL TRYING TO DESTROY YOURSELF CHASING EMPLOYMENT AND ALL THIS WHEN YOU GOT NO MEDICAL INSURANCE AND CAN'T GET YOUR BODY PROPERLY TAKEN CARE OF! YOU ARE GONNA KILL YOUR FOOL ASS CONSTANTLY PUSHING YOURSELF LIKE THIS!"
"Damn? You might be right."
and she was like "MIGHT BE RIGHT!? You're body is all broken down, but you STILL TRYING TO LOSE WEIGHT. EXERCISE. LOOK FOR EMPLOYMENT. RUN YOUR EBOOK SITE. FIGHT HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. EAT RIGHT. NO MEDICAL INSURANCE, YOU AIN'T SUPERMAN! THAT'S WHY YOU COULDN'T MOVE ON WEDNESDAY!"
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So I was like...?
So she looked at me and was somewhat disgusted because she felt I was letting my ego override good sense. And she may be right, because we all know that the stereotype is that Black Americans run to the government begging for handouts and all this other bullshit. Meanwhile the mass majority of handouts are given to Whites. We also know that THEIR NEXT CON-GAME is to try to play the "percentages game" and use that to DEFLECT AWAY FROM THE FACTS THAT WHITES EAT UP THE LIONSHARE OF GOVERNMENT HANDOUTS. I still can't find the fuckin money from Cash Assistance of Pennsylvania that Tom Corbett cancelled, NOR CAN I FIND THE SMALL BUSINESS GRANTS, LOANS OR WHATEVER ELSE HE CLAIMED HE'D USE IT FOR, so? I found that interesting to while we were going and I was asking myself have I been INTENTIONALLY AVOIDING GOVERNMENT ASSISTANCE BECAUSE OF MY EGO, INSTEAD OF MY ACTUAL NEED FOR IT.
So she STARTED going down my LAUNDRY LIST OF AILMENTS and looking at me like I'm fuckin crazy for having struggled through all of them the way that I have. Not gonna lie though, I have arthritis in both knees and shoulders AND LEMME TELL YOU SOMETHING!? THIS SHIT WITH MY FEET? GOD DAMN THIS SHIT HURTS! I have a high tolerance for fuckin pain, but this shit with MY FEET!? >_< NOT. FUCKIN. COOL!
So my mother is like "You spent ALL THAT TIME AND MONEY ON NONI'S SNEAKY ASS! Then things didn't work out with Stacey!? Where are these HEIFERS AT NOW!?"
It was a good point and the reason why I did not keep KEEPING US TOGETHER, in either instance. So she pointed out that "How could Noni take you to court for child support, WHEN YOU WERE THE ONE ALWAYS WORKING AND PUTTING A ROOF OVER HER HEAD WHEN HER LAZY-ASS WOULDN'T WORK!"
So I told her "She was trying to get even because I said I was going to file for divorce."
And my mother was like "EXACTLY! So now she THOUGHT the White People are supposed to MAKE YOU PAY FOR A HOUSE AND CHILD THAT SHE IS THEN UNDER NO OBLIGATION TO LET YOU SEE THE CHILD OR GET BACK INTO THE HOUSE!?"
And I told her "But this is why YOU DON'T SEE OTHER RACIAL GROUPS CLOGGING UP THE DOMESTIC COURT SYSTEM LIKE WE DO. Because THEY KNOW that Whites are simply gonna make THEIR BAD SITUATION WORSE. The system DOESN'T EVEN WORK FOR THEM!" and she added the fact that "They make MONEY OFF IT TOO." and that was the worst part. Every thing is profiteered. I've been looking for AT LEAST part time work and can't find that, haven't found that IN YEARS OF SEARCHING. And my full-time searches have been an even bigger joke! But I need to bring some income in so I can pay my bills and reinvest in my business.
But it was funny that Corey speaks on the wickedness of the domestic court system and my mother brought it up on friday where she pointed out that My Ex-Wife was able to run up into the court system and they did NO CHECKS ON WHETHER WHAT SHE WAS SAYING WAS TRUE AND ACCURATE OR NOT. They just ALLOWED HER to do as she pleased with not nary a thought. But the real PROBLEM HERE WAS MY EX-WIFE AND I.
My mistake WAS BEING INVOLVED WITH HER. Which I've said before. THAT IS NOT OUR SON'S FAULT. But when one side or another of a relationship SEES that they can get A LEG UP ON THE OTHER SIDE BY BRINGING IN THE GOVERNMENT!? You find out FAST who was really about WHAT in your relationship. My Ex-Wife DIDN'T NEED TO DO WHAT SHE DID, SHE DECIDE TO. Meanwhile she knew that she'd just rendered me destitute at that time and homeless. The Child Support System AT THAT TIME, could give TWO FUCKS. So things have changed AT LEAST HERE IN PENNSYLVANIA. Whereas in early 2000 it was just where the fuck is the money and we don't give a fuck about facts. Money or else!
Here is the video;
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