Getting Back to What Made Me Successful & Productive....

Good.

Morning.

From Philadelphia.

My Sleep-schedule has Me waking up TOO EARLY NOW.

Between 4am & 5am and I'm still adjusting.

Once I'm settled in with that, IF I CAN SETTLE IN WITH THAT?

Then that'll actually allow for Me to GET WORK DONE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING.

I'm typing this post because quite frankly you have been following my long climb from up out of the Depths of HELL. Where the last few days have really allowed for Me TO BE REMINDED OF WHY I WAS SUCCESSFUL AND PRODUCTIVE AT ONE POINT OF MY LIFE.

And then?

HOW I WAS UNSUCCESSFUL AND NON-PRODUCTIVE AT ANOTHER POINT OF MY LIFE.

One thing I've REALLY taken note of is that DURING MY SUCCESSFUL-PRODUCTIVE DAYS?

I really had  LOW-TO-NO TOLERANCE FOR EXPLAINING THE OBVIOUS OR TOLERATING ANYONE WHO CONSTANTLY NEEDED THEIR HAND HELD.

You either UNDERSTOOD.

Or You DIDN'T.

And I was not keen on keeping whomever You were "in the Loop" or "Up to Speed".

Because Frankly?

You weren't too concerned ABOUT STAYING UP TO SPEED ON YOUR OWN, so why should I bother with something You won't bother with.

Over and over, prior to this blog ever being created.

I had told specific people, and you know who you are, that THEY could SEEMINGLY AFFORD TO PLAY AROUND.

THEY.

Could "afford to make decisions the way they did and/or do".

And I then EXPLAINED WHY I SAID SUCH THINGS.

Where I then DIRECTED THEM TO THE WORLD AROUND US.

And the Fact that what is NOW TODAY.

Was actually ALREADY GOING ON BACK THEN.

But?

THE ABILITY FOR HOW HORRIFIC THINGS ACTUALLY WERE AND ARE?

Was LIMITED AND CAREFULLY CONTROLLED. But that the ability TO MAINTAIN THE ILLUSION OF STABILITY WAS NOT GOING TO MAINTAIN ITSELF IN THE COMING YEARS.

And yes, I AM BEING VAGUE ON PURPOSE, because I simply DO NOT HAVE THE TIME TO TYPE INTRICATE, INTIMATE, details, of what I specifically said and to whom, when, etc.

The Bottom Line is this, I pointed out THAT THEIR METHODS AND MEANS OF GOING ALONG WITH THESE LIES AND PRETENDING LIKE TALKING ABOUT WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE IS THE SAME AS ACTUALLY DOING WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE.

They ARE NOT EVEN REMOTELY THE SAME.

And the World, AS CRAFTED BY WHITES IN POWER AND SUPPORTED BY THE EVERYDAY WHITE-PERSON.

Has CREATED.

A LIE.

That TALKING ABOUT BEING ONE WAY.

WHILE DOING SOMETHING COMPLETELY HIDEOUS AND VILE, is okay, as long as YOU CLAIM YOUR INTENTIONS WERE GOOD. But you just BOTCHED IT UP while trying to DO THE RIGHT THING, and that, NOBODY SHOULD CARE THAT YOU HAVE LITERALLY COUNTLESS "ATTEMPTS".

That ALWAYS START OFF "allegedly" IN DOING THE RIGHT THING.

But ALWAYS END IN YOU DOING WHAT WAS IN YOUR OWN BEST SELFISH-INTEREST REGARDLESS OF ANY AND ALL ELSE, and, that YOU SHOULD NOT BE JUDGED NOR TREATED BASED ON THE FACT THAT YOU ARE ACTUALLY A CHRONIC AND INTENTIONAL.

LIAR.

And that, AT BEST.

ALL YOU CAN DO IS SAY THE RIGHT THING.

Yet when IT COMES TIME TO DO THE RIGHT THING?

You NEVER DO.

EVER.

And somehow it is simply supposed to be, ACCEPTED.

That YOU ARE A "WELL-MEANING".

LIAR.

We live in a World THAT RATIONALIZES.

CONDONES.

ACCEPTS AND EXPECTS.

PEOPLE TO LIE AND MANIPULATE ONE-ANOTHER TO FURTHER WHATEVER THEIR OWN GOALS-N-GAINS ARE.

But then PRETENDS LIKE THIS KIND OF SOCIAL-DYNAMIC DOESN'T RESULT IN VIOLENCE BECOMING THE PRIMARY MEANS OF DESTROYING WHAT NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED AS A PART OF SOCIETY IN THE FIRST PLACE;

Again.

The Caps are intentional.

Because I've no tolerance for anymore Bullshit in My Life or in any area where I CAN EXERT MY WILL.

If Caps and phony internet-etiquette is what is important to You, fair enough.

Go somewhere else.

Because this is NOT the place for You.

And it NEVER WILL BE.

And just typing that much is why I am doing far better than I used to, because I have GOTTEN BACK TO THE STANDARDS THAT MADE ME SUCCESSFUL AND PRODUCTIVE.

I'm NOT INTERESTED AND WILL NOT BE BOTHERED WITH, liars.

I DO NOT CARE ABOUT, whatever "you think or feel", where YOUR EVERYDAY BEHAVIOR LITERALLY SHOWS THAT YOU ARE FULL OF SHIT ABOUT WHAT YOU SAY IN COMPARISON TO WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE DOING IN YOUR LIFE, WITH YOUR LIFE.

With all this typed?

Let Me get prepared for the Dayjob.

It is now 6am EST.

My ATTEMPTS.

To be MORE UNDERSTANDING AND TOLERANT OF OTHERS.

Was a MISTAKE.

And it was ONLY BECAUSE I DID NOT LOOK AT THE REALITY OF WHAT I JUST TYPED ABOVE.

We live in a World.

That ENCOURAGES PEOPLE TO LIE ON PURPOSE.

So that THEY CAN ATTEMPT TO PRESENT THEMSELVES AS "Good People".

While they WILLFULLY DO HORRIFIC SHIT.

To Themselves.

To Others.

And then BITCH-N-MOAN AND CRY-N-WHINE AND RUN LIKE A COWARD!

When THEIR OWN LYING, NASTY, MANIPULATIVE-METHODS!

Finally CAUSE THEIR OWN DESTRUCTION!

Or?

CAUSE OTHERS, be they an Individual and/or a Group.

TO COME RUNNIN TO CHOP OFF THEIR FILTHY FUCKIN HEAD. 

FOR ALL THE SHIT THEY'VE DONE WITH THAT LYING-ASS MOUTH OF THEIRS!

Giving PEOPLE, the Benefit of the Doubt?

Has become a MASSIVE PROBLEM, because it makes the Liars, it ENCOURAGES MANY OF TODAY'S WORLD.

To swear up-n-down that the very same person WHO IS GIVING THEM THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT, is weak, gullible, and STUPID!

Someone to be TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF.

Until they find out, TOO LATE.

That PLAYING AROUND WITH PEOPLE'S ABILITY TO SHOW COMPASSION AND UNDERSTANDING AND EMPATHY.

DESTROYS WHAT MAKES US HUMAN.

And any chance for ANY OF US, to HOPE to COEXIST, WITH ONE ANOTHER.

I don't have to LIKE NOR LOVE EVERYBODY I COME ACROSS.

However I can RESPECT AND UNDERSTAND THOSE WHO CAN AT LEAST BE HONEST ABOUT WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY ARE ALL ABOUT.

Being a Liar, in today's World, has been made PROFITABLE.

And?

A Virtue.

Or at least...?

Scumbags thought that was the case, because White-Power Supremacy, rewards and encourages such behavior. In order to sustain itself. Which is why I have ALWAYS TYPED and ALWAYS SAID. That White-Power Supremacy, actually DESTROYS WHITE-PEOPLE AS WELL IN THE END. 

I'm NOT HERE HOWEVER, to repeat THE SAME MISTAKES AS PREVIOUS GENERATIONS OF BLACK-PEOPLE, I DO NOT EXIST TO ABSOLVE WHITES OF WHAT THEY KNOW THEY ARE DOING.

Because I DO NOT EXIST TO ABSOLVE MY OWN PEOPLE FROM OUR OWN SHORTCOMINGS EITHER.

So you can FORGET IT IF YOU ARE NON-BLACK.

I don't tolerate that from My Own.

I WON'T TOLERATE IT from Non-Blacks.

Enough.

Lemme get moving....