1-Year Anniversary of Youngest Brother's Death....

So it's been 1-full year, since My Youngest Sworn-Brother died due to COVID, where he was INTENTIONALLY EXPOSED TO IT BY HIS SCHEMING, COONISH, NIGGER-TRAITOR, Biological, Older-Brother.

And how did it happen?

Plain-&-simple, he needed to get disability-paperwork in & needed an Uber or Lyft & didn't have the money.

Mind You, he had a number of critical health-issues where HE TOO, fell for the whole "Black-American Men need to be more responsible TO THE POINT OF POINTLESS-SCAM", where he literally cost himself some toes & could have lost his entire foot...!

From TRYING TO WORK WHEN HIS PERMANENT DISABILITIES & INJURIES MADE THAT IMPOSSIBLE, which He found out VERY QUICKLY, and then STUBBORNLY tried to keep secret from Me, till he couldn't.

1st of All, Youngest-Brother was BORN, with Diabetes, which...?

Wow.

-_-

Of course His Mother was always heartbroken over that, but of course because things can't simply be any easier, His Father died while His Mother was pregnant with Him. Where of course, because We have NOT ADDRESSED the MASSIVE NEGATIVE-PR CAMPAIGN RUN ON US BY WHITES & ANYONE ELSE FOR CENTURIES, then...?

The Deaths of Black-American Husbands being the Cause for a Black-American Woman being a SINGLE-PARENT WIDOW, is NEVER ACKNOWLEDGED, or even considered, but you know "Wakanda Forever".

Youngest-Brother grew up with His IDIOT Older-Brother, whom I might add, Middle-Brother KNEW OF THIS PIECE OF SHITS EXISTENCE, while I ONLY LEARNED ABOUT HIM when Youngest-Brother's Mother died & I attended the Funeral.

I was told that I looked like a Hitman.

As well as the Lord of Darkness.

Youngest-Brother of course found this hilarious & while We were at the Repast for His Mother's Funeral, he noted the Fact that His Mother's Coon-Ass Fake-Friends, were RIGHTFULLY, fearful of Me, which, I of course saw & UNDERSTOOD WHY.

Nigger-Traitors are supposed to Fear those They KNOW don't tolerate "Their Kind".

Needless to say Youngest-Brother & I exchanged words where he admitted that he should have gotten His Mother AWAY from these liars, decades ago, because of course, now that she had passed...?

Their True-Feelings & Stances, were coming out, which is, We can't USE HER ANYMORE, so it's time to move on. This is another reason why I never actually interacted with Youngest-Brother's Mother while she was alive & truth be told, UNLIKE WITH MIDDLE-BROTHER & HIS FAMILY, where I interact with THEM, whenever I see HIM or whenever I stop by.

I understood that Youngest-Brother & His Mother had seen a lot of grief & hard times & Youngest-Brother did what HE THOUGHT WAS RIGHT, in His Younger-Years. In order to help His Mother who was constantly giving, giving, and more giving, to the Assembled Scum & Spookist-Intergrationist Trash! 

That had gathered at Her Funeral.

When Youngest-Brother was giving Her Eulogy at the Church, I knew full-well & it began to come out in His Words, that what HE WANTED TO DO, was kill all of these people right there in the Church, and, in His Younger-Years he probably would have.

And then went and ate a sandwich, because, no one should waste energy mourning for manipulative liars & losers who monetize Religion-&-Spirituality to fleece others for whatever They have. I wanna make it clear that for some reading this you will think or believe that I am exaggerating or even painting My Youngest-Brother out to be a horrible person, however?

What I am actually doing is pointing out what I have always typed about and actually done in the real world which is:

Those of Us as Black-Americans who KNOW BETTER.

Are OBLIGATED TO TEACH-&-GUIDE THOSE OF US WHO DON'T, so that THEY CAN.

This?

Is HOW, Youngest-Brother, BECAME, My Youngest Sworn-Brother.

Because I was the one who actually sat down, took the time & effort, to show him, that I ACTUALLY SEE YOU, for WHO YOU ACTUALLY ARE.

I know & understand WHY YOU ARE DOING, WHAT YOU ARE DOING.

And THERE IS A BETTER WAY.

And HERE IT IS.

This is the Reason why He DID NOT, murder those Old, USELESS, Spookism, Nigger-Traitors.

Who were His Mother's...?

"Friends".

However He never was able to honestly sit down with His Mother & convince Her to move on FROM THEM, from THE WHITE-CHRISTIAN CON-GAME CHURCH, until unfortunately, she got sick. And then everyone finally showed Their True Colors.

Of course by this point it was too late, however?

I wasn't going to interfere in His Relationship with His Mother, because He'd already gone through enough growing up without His Father & then, unbeknownst to Me, having an Idiot Older-Brother. To say Our Meeting at the Funeral was...?

Interesting.

To type the Least.

His Idiot Older-Brother immediately showed Me he felt threatened while I made it clear in our little convo that I saw how much of a scheming scumbag he was just from 1st-meeting. And Youngest-Brother & I had a VERY LONG TALK, in regard to Him, and He explained WHY he NEVER said anything about this Fool, and the Reason should be quite obvious.

Because He was embarrassed by Him.

He wanted HIM, to be LIKE I TURNED OUT TO BE, towards Him.

And I don't think I've really conveyed that properly in that quick-snippet of sentences so lemme explain-easily, that:

Younger-siblings always have some sort of IDEAL in Their Mind/s, about WHO & WHAT THEIR IDEAL OLDER-SIBLING SHOULD BE.

One of Them is that They can LOOK UP TO THEM WITH PRIDE.

Youngest-Brother?

Had NEVER been able to look up to that Disgrace & as They grew up together HE, ENDED UP HAVING TO BE, thee, OLDER-BROTHER, to this "Man". This was another key-factor in why Youngest-Brother went down the Wrong-Path initially because His Biological Older-Brother was NOT MEETING HIS FAMILIAL OBLIGATIONS FOR THE CIRCUMSTANCES-&-SITUATION THEY'D BEEN BORN INTO WITH THEIR MOTHER.

However when Middle-Brother introduced HIM, TO ME, meaning Middle-Brother & I HAVE BEEN SWORN-BROTHERS LONGER THAN YOUNGEST-BROTHER.

Youngest-Brother started off as a friend to Middle-Brother.

I already knew Middle-Brother.

Who then eventually introduced Him, to Me, and what struck Youngest-Brother immediately was the Fact that I was able to quickly figure out WHAT YOUNGEST-BROTHER WAS ABOUT, WHAT HE'D BEEN DOING, BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY...!?

Why.

This is ANOTHER THING that gets NO UNDERSTANDING NOR RESPECT NOR COMPASSION, because Black-American Men engaging in IMPROPER BEHAVIOR, the Reason/s behind it, ARE IRRELEVANT.

All that matters is that "This is simply how those niggers are".

^_^

"Wakanda Is Never". 

And yes there is a reason why I keep taking shots at Wakanda is a Joke & I've typed about that before. Too bad I don't have a Search Option on here so You can scour backwards & find those posts. I don't have that option of including a Search-Feature, so, not much I can do about that.

Bottom line...!?

Youngest-Brother & I had long, deep, conversations.

He himself swore We both came from "the Same line of Work", which We do not, at Least, not in the Way HE THOUGHT.

Cao Cao (Sao Sao) had His Qing-Troops, if memory serves was Their Name. Where this branch of His Army was composed of Former Yellow Turbans. And I had my own as well. This was the Reason why I have been so effective in steering WAYWARD Black-American Males in the Right Direction for the Service of Our People. Because talking about how "I'm gonna save the Children" while somehow thinking the ALREADY EXISTING ADULT-MEN ARE JUST GONNA VANISH INTO THIN-AIR...!?

Is unrealistically, laughable.

Because it'll be the Wayward grown Adult-Men that'll ruin what You are doing sometimes outta sheer spite, because You think You can BUILD AROUND THEM & EXCLUDE THEM, you know, like the Whites have done & are doing.

Rookie mistake I guess.

Either way, Youngest-Brother got himself in PROPER ORDER.

And then began to FLY RIGHT, as He should, where He then was able to see quite quickly that the Moment HE BEGAN TO OPERATE WITHIN THE "NORMAL RULES OF SOCIETY"...?

It became 10x's harder to get ANYTHING DONE, in comparison to when He was a ruthless "Businessman of the Community".

^_^

And this actually is what caused Him to see that EVERYTHING I'D EVER TOLD HIM, was 100%-right, in regard to HOW THINGS ARE DESIGNED TO BE DYSFUNCTIONAL FOR US. What I didn't know AT THAT TIME, that He'd been COMPARING-&-CONTRASTING ME, to the Scumbag who would ULTIMATELY KILL HIM IN THE END, which is...?

Ironic.

With all of the Shit He'd Survived, to Me however...?

I'd warned Him to cut all ties with His Older-Brother ONCE I LEARNED THE EXTENT OF HOW DEEP THE RABBIT-HOLE WAS BETWEEN THE TWO OF THEM, and!?

The Fact that He'd kept My Existence a secret from His Biological-Brother, where?

There was a FEW TIMES where His Biological-Brother couldn't properly hide His Envy-&-Jealousy of the Fact that Youngest-Brother & I had AN ACTUAL SIBLING-BOND & RELATIONSHIP, where He DID NOT HAVE THAT with Youngest-Brother, again...!?

The Lack of HONEST CONVERSATIONS WITHIN OUR OWN RANKS, allows for Sitches like this, SITUATIONS, like this...?

To APPEAR TO BE LESS DANGEROUS THAN THEY FACTUALLY ARE, bottomline!?

Youngest-Brother did not contact Me, nor Middle-Brother, to get down to the Social Security Office. Because He'd become tired of having to constantly ask Us for money, because His Disability WAS NOT KEEPING PACE WITH RISING COSTS OF LIVING, again, Run Go Vote. But don't worry about having Black-American Politicians WHO ONLY CARE ABOUT BLACK-AMERICAN ADVANCEMENTS & ISSUES, and...!?

Who needs Reparations, huh, c'mon, Black-Americans are JUST FINE CONSTANTLY PAYING OUR WAGE-SLAVE SALARIES OUTTA POCKET TO OVERKILL, while BEING ROUTINELY DENIED FAIR CREDIT-ACCESS & EVALUATIONS.

FAIR BANK-LOANS, where Donald Sterling highlighted that White-Jews CONDUCT BUSINESS AT DISCOUNTS FOR EACH OTHER, which is ILLEGAL, by the Way, JUST SO YOU ARE REMINDED, heh, cuz, Anti-Semitism & Black-Americans go together like SHIT ON A STICK!

Nobody does that.

Nobody INTENTIONALLY PUTS SHIT ON A STICK!

In case I have any Idiots still in here reading this.

At the End of it All...?

Youngest-Brother called His Biological-Brother.

To take Him to the Office to turn in Paperwork, while...?

His Biological-Brother.

KNEW HE HAD COVID.

And KNEW that EXPOSURE TO COVID WOULD KILL YOUNGEST-BROTHER.

Youngest-Brother INTENTIONALLY did NOT contact Me, while He was on His Deathbed, because He KNEW. What HE WOULD EITHER SAY, or?

What I would DO.

In regard to His, Loving, Older-Brother.

And He did what He did, out of RESPECT & LOVE FOR ME, AS HIS OLDER-BROTHER, because He knows how hard I'd worked to GET BACK TO WHERE I AM TYPING TO YOU FROM TODAY.

Rest Well, Brother.

You are Truly Missed everyday, and, AS YOU ALWAYS SAID:

"Let's go on ahead & get this started so We can get this done, because...? There are NO DAYS OFF, with shit being the Way that it is, till We make it the way WE NEED IT TO BE...."