This Post is Taking Forever....

I've been TRYING to type up this post and failing miserably! >_< ARGH! I also know that my LITERAL next door neighbor Stephanie is waiting to see what I do, especially after we talked and even Wayne weighed in too.
-_-
"You've always been the adult, Shawn" Stephanie said yesterday "and that's not gonna change and you know it." -_- "You can be mad. You can be upset. But? Even you know that once somebody dies...? That's it. It's over. You don't get to say or do anything more with that person or to that person, so? This is pretty serious."

>_<
I really DON'T.
Like this.
Because what EVERYBODY HAS SAID, is true.
And I'm NORMALLY not gun-shy about shit, as you have all read, but...?
>_<
It's, ugh...!
>_<