Monday, January 10, 2022

COVID CONFIRMED....


Good Afternoon...
...From Philadelphia....

So...?

I hope You are doing well.

As You can see, or read, clearly I'm not dead yet, which is always good.
I haven't been here for a few days because fatigue & low-energy are the norm for right now. That & constantly sleeping, taking cold-&-flu meds, and dealing with chills again, which?

Have made a comeback.

On Friday 1/7/22 I was scheduled for COVID-testing through Curative, which does mass COVID-testing and is one of the AUTHORIZED testers for COVID.
I need to stress again that COVID-19 is not a normal, naturally occurring, virus. From everything that I've read since New Year's Eve I am quite certain that the Chinese government created it using COVID flu-viruses that NORMALLY GIVE ONE WHAT WE KNOW AS, the Flu. I believe that this is the base that they built the Chinavirus on & then worked from there.

Many have pointed out already that bizarre "epidemic-level" viruses have been springing from out of China for the last 10 - to - 15 years where You will have to actually remember for Yourself the previous epidemics that sprung from China, caused panic that they could become pandemic, and then hit the wall and disappeared.
-_-

I type this because much like I get tired of dealing with people who play stupid about what has actually already happened. We see this same pattern of behavior when discussing American-politics & how it pertains to Black-Americans, where My Race is bombarded with lies in an attempt to literally pretend like none of Us were literally alive when, say, George Bush Jr., was president. His Tenure alone is filled with all kinds of blatant-lies and intentional plots-&-ploys, leading to war crimes amongst other things. While Whites run around alongside Their Slaves claiming that Trump was the worst president ever, meanwhile?

For Us?
As Black-Americans?
We have in actuality NEVER had ANY "good presidents", ever.
The same way Black-Americans have never actually had "democracy" nor "peace", "prosperity", and "tranquility".

These things are dependent upon what has actually happened, FACTUALLY.
-_-
So be careful there.
I'm sickly right now.
Not stupid.
And yes, that too, is another trap.
But Facts are Facts.
Black-Americans ARE ALLLLLLLLLLWAYS DISSUADED.
Against HONEST ASSESSMENTS & ACTUAL, FACTUAL-MEMORY, OF EVENTS.
We won't even begin to delve into FACTUAL-RECORDS.
For You see this is where the Critical Race Theory Fears are rooted at.
The Fear of actual FACTUAL-RECORDS.
Becoming part of the actual learning-process of children within this Empire.


No one grows up having it EMPHASIZED TO THEM AS CHILDREN.
That Abraham Lincoln said "I would see THE SUPERIOR POSITION ASSIGNED TO WHITES. Over Blacks."

Because that means more than most understand, and...?

You DO.
Understand what that means, Right?

If he would see the superior position, ASSIGNED TO WHITES, then?
Why was he fighting the Confederate-White South, if that is what he ends up COMMITTING TO NATIONAL RECORD, by the Way....

See?
This is where nuance-&-context play Their Parts.
He wants Us as Black-Americans UNDERNEATH HIS NORTHERN BOOT-HEEL IN A MANNER THAT MAINTAINS THE UNION OF WHITE-AMERICANS.

So HIS STYLE & HIS WAY OF WHITE-OPPRESSION, is how HE NEEDS THINGS DONE, for Us.
Because the White-Confederate Southern-Way IS FOR THEM, White-Southerners.
And THEY, don't wanna maintain the White-American Union, SINCE WHITES IN CONGRESS REFUSED TO GIVE THEM ANYMORE POWER BASED OFF OF HOW THEY DECIDED TO EXPLOIT-ABUSE-&-USE US.

So You see, once again, WE HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON WITH ANYONE ELSE HERE, especially NOT, the People of Color who were classified as Whites prior to 1965. AND LEMME ADD, that You REALLY NEED TO RE-READ WHAT I TYPED & UNDERSTAND IT.

We were being FOUGHT OVER.
Like the NATURAL HUMAN RESOURCE WHITES REDUCED US TO BY BRINGING US HERE AS SLAVE-PROPERTY & CLASSIFYING US AS NON-HUMANS.
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How does any of that make Us "like the Irish"?

Who DID NOT HAVE LAWS ON THE BOOKS CLEARLY IDENTIFYING THEM AS SLAVES & PROPERTY WHERE NO WHITEMAN HAS TO RESPECT THE RIGHTS OF ANY BLACKMAN, which is a paraphrase of the Plessy Vs. Ferguson Verdict via the White-judge ruling, how does any of THAT have anything to do with "Asian-American Hatred" and "Commonality" and "DISCRIMINATION", when THEY HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED ANYTHING LIKE THAT NOR HAD IT COMMITTED TO LEGAL-LAW & THEN ENFORCED.
-_-

Don't insult Us any further than You've already been doing, dirtbags.

Black-Americans are always DISSUADED from making decisions based off of FACTS LIKE THESE.
Because it would cause Us to make decisions that would be DETRIMENTAL to the larger American Non-Black Population as a whole.

Ask Yourself what would happen to the White-owned NBA & NFL if it's Black-American players ABRUPTLY STOPPED PLAYING.
And NOTE.
The Wording.
I didn't say, "quit".
I typed:
STOP PLAYING.

These are the types of things that Myself & the Black-males I grew up with, DID.
Oh noh, nobody is quitting.
We're simply not going to play.
-_-
Meanwhile?

There are SPECIFICS.
We are after.
Where it has nothing to do with anything that is about "feeling good" and "integrating" and "getting a fair shake" or some other silly shit, no.
We have an agenda.
It is rooted in gaining POWER OF OUR OWN.
It has NOT been discussed or talked about WITH NON-BLACKS.
And We've found that running that PARTICULAR PLOY will start the Ball Rolling to reach something THAT WE ACTUALLY NEED.
So that We will actually HAVE POWER.
Not friendship.
Nobody plays Mortal Kombat to do Friendship-finishers all day.
And neither did We.


Now...?


As I typed on here & as You can see I've not only never taken it down, but have since been shown to have been correct:
Black-Americans needed to Vote for Donald Trump STRICTLY FOR OUR OWN SELF-INTEREST.

Within that sentence is the keyword:
SELF-INTEREST.
Which is self-explanatory.

It is NOT in OUR BEST INTEREST.
For Illegal-Immigrants & Aliens to be granted ANY KIND OF VOTING RIGHTS.
It is NOT in OUR BEST INTEREST.
For Mass-Immigration to be instituted.
And it is already obvious that it was NEVER IN OUR BEST INTEREST for Asian-Americans to get THEIR OWN HATE CRIME BILL.
Note?
I am aware of how that looks & how anyone can make false claims, however I am NOT HERE TO PLAY GAMES WITH LIARS.
Thus everything I already typed connects to that sentence & the statement it makes.

HISTORICALLY?
It has always been about DOWNPLAYING THE FACTUAL RELATIONSHIPS & HISTORY OF OTHERS WHEN COMPARED TO OURS, this is ESPECIALLY TRUE WHEN OUR INTERACTIONS WITH NON-BLACKS IN AMERICA ARE EXAMINED & ASSESSED.

Asian-Americans, as I have already pointed out, PRIOR TO 1965, have NEVER HAD A LARGE POPULATION HERE.
That of course WAS ON PURPOSE, COURTESY OF WHITES.
Their Population has ONLY GROWN whenever some White-milpol operation HAS FAILED.
Or Whites are engaged in a milpol-operation that CAUSES AN INCREASE IN AMER-ASIANS IN ORDER TO PUSH SAID MILPOL-OPERATION.

Thus the Chinese-American Population HAS INCREASED AS WHITES HAVE INCREASED MILPOL-OPERATIONS WITH CHINA.
-_-
This isn't hard to follow and there is nothing Chess-like about it.
I need to point out that present-day China WOULD NOT EXIST if the Nixon-Kissinger Regime had not done what Whites will do WITH ANY NON-BLACK RACE, BUT ARE KEENLY-AWARE NEVER TO DO WITH ANY BLACKS.

They INVESTED in Communist-China WITH THE INTENT OF DOING TRADE & LUSTING AFTER THE POTENTIAL DUE TO CHINA'S MASSIVE POPULATION.
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Once again?
Whites ARE COMFORTABLE & QUITE STUPID WHEN DEALING WITH ANYONE WHO ISN'T BLACK.
I find it interesting, because it is AN ADMISSION that They are FULLY-AWARE THAT WE ARE ENEMIES & THAT THEY WORK TRIPLE-OVERTIME TO MAKE SURE NOT TO GIVE ANY BLACKS ANYWHERE ANY ACTUAL ABILITY TO POTENTIALLY STABILIZE THEMSELVES...!?

In any way, but ESPECIALLY, economically.
-_-

It is OUR OWN STUPIDITY, for missing these blatantly obvious Facts. And wasting Our Time AND ALLOWING OTHERS TO LIE TO US. This leads back to the constant REVISIONIST LIES about how things are the way that they are when it comes to "American" milpol-matters and specifically Black-Americans PLACE WITHIN THEM.

Obama did nothing for Us.
He did however SAVE Whites.
Ironically MOST WHITES don't actually ever say this flat out.
Bush Jr., did nothing for Us.
There is still debate over whether or not His Government intentionally destroyed the levees of New Orleans, which I wouldn't be surprised since he already stole the 2000-election, where his brother & countless others, where I would dare to type that I AM CERTAIN THERE WERE PLENTY OF BROWN PEOPLE INVOLVED IN PUTTING BLACK-AMERICANS ON THE FELONY-ROLLS OF FLORIDA, since no one to my typing as of literally right now has been held accountable for that. And no jail time has been served by anyone, anywhere, at any level, for any reason, again?

This then ties into the Asian Hate Crime Bill, where?
We read & know about incidents like this for Asian-Americans, right?
Where an entire state-government including the Governor will CONSPIRE AND CARRY OUT SAID CONSPIRACY, oh, by the Way?

For the Stupid People?

Conspiracy and the Attempt/s to Commit Conspiracy?
You dumb-fucks do know those are actual crimes, right?
Don't you think it is ironic that "Conspiracy Theories" are made fun of, yet?

CONSPIRACY IS ACTUALLY A PUNISHABLE CRIME WITH LAWS ON THE BOOKS ON ALL LEVELS FOR CENTURIES.
-_-
Rethink your life, idiot.
Rethink.
Your Life.

I've typed far-enough.
So now lemme come back full-circle and end this post.
I typed what I typed because they are interconnected.
The current COVID-pandemic may not even exist, had We as Black-Americans, gotten Ourselves together milpol-wise, way back when Nixon and Dumb-Ass Kissinger, used typical White-greed to honestly think that nothing could go wrong with building up Communist-China. As if they would play stupid the way Whites are clearly accustomed to Us doing, which is changing once again, by the Way.

The Chinavirus, COVID-19?
Required money-manpower & med-sci expertise to make.
But Communist-China ONLY EXISTS TODAY.
Because fraudulent "democracy-loving Whites".
DECIDED.
That Profit.
Is, as Usual, more important than Principle.
Within this Whitewashed and HARDLY EXAMINED REALITY, that present-day events are ONLY TAKING PLACE BECAUSE WHITES DECIDED TO ROLL THE DICE & BUILD UP COMMUNIST-CHINA, within that clusterfuck of crap...!?

Is the Reality THAT HAD WE STUCK TO BUILDING OUR MILPOL-POWER IN THE 70'S INTO THE 80'S & SAID FUCK ANYONE ELSE, then...?

We would have had THE POWER TO BLOCK WHITES HERE FROM INVESTING IN COMMUNIST-CHINA BACK THEN.
Never mind that We also had Black-Americans who somehow swore that helping & even supporting Mao, which IS ALSO SOMETHING THAT FACTUALLY WENT ON AS WELL.
Didn't work.
The same way IT DIDN'T WORK WHEN WE HELPED Ho Chi Minh, who learned the Principles of Marcus Garvey. Yet Vietnam NEVER BECAME ANY KIND OF HAVEN FOR BLACK-AMERICANS IN ANY WAY.
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And You did KNOW about that, right?

This stupidity of thinking that We do not & should not & cannot have OUR OWN GOVERNANCE WITHIN THE EXISTING LARGER IMPERIAL-GOVERNANCE, is why We are also on the Bottom & is normally pushed by Slaves & Nigger-Traitors, who know that the existence of a stable Black-American GOVERNMENT would mean THEY COULD NO LONGER OPERATE FREELY AS THE DISGRACEFUL DIRTBAGS THEY ARE.

That's it.
I'm done with this post....




Thursday, January 6, 2022

Professor Blacktruth - Dr Clarke Memorial Address & 2021: The Year In Review

Quickly WHILE I HAVE THE ENERGY!
Here is Professor Truth's Year in Review:



Good Afternoon....


From Philadelphia....

So?
I finally was able to book an appointment & that'll be tomorrow.
Then it'll take this weekend & My Test Results will probably come back Tuesday, in the meantime...?

I have literally just finished eating food that was cooked SUNDAY, because LITERALLY EATING IS EXHAUSTING.
-_-
Yeah, that's one I DEFINITELY DIDN'T SEE COMING.
I made some spaghetti with meat sauce ON SUNDAY.
It LITERALLY TOOK TILL YESTERDAY to FINALLY FINISH EATING THAT, because ANY ATTEMPTS TO EAT EVEN DECENT-SIZED PORTIONS RESULTED IN IMMEDIATE FATIGUE. As I attempted to EAT.
-_-
Thankfully when I went out Sunday I ANTICIPATED AS MUCH and made sure to stock up on oranges and that has PRETTY MUCH BEEN My Go To MEAL.
-_-
An orange.

AN.
Orange.

What I've loved is the Fact that I'VE BEEN ABLE TO SUSTAIN MYSELF THIS WAY. As it is easily-obvious there isn't much else I can do. So TODAY marks 1st time I've been able to stay upright long enough to type this & not suffer from immediate exhaustion, AGAIN!?

I am FAR BETTER OFF THAN I WAS WHEN THIS ALL STARTED, so let THAT sink in!
Lemme post this before I can't. 


Tuesday, January 4, 2022

I'm Fighting COVID-LIKE SYMPTOMS, posting will be LOW TO NO, BUT!?


I am slowly but surely RECOVERING...!
Today is THE MOST ENERGY I've had & I'm actually able to sit & type this, SO LEMME QUICKLY GIVE A BREAKDOWN OF WHY WE AS BLACK-AMERICANS HAD BETTER STOP FUCKIN PLAYING GAMES:

#1) The Whites in charge of the entire Pandemic-Handling ARE COMPLETELY UNTRUSTWORTHY ON ALL FRONTS!
I literally just finished talking to My Mother she HAS COVID-19 CONFIRMED AS OF YESTERDAY. And SHE IS COMPLETELY VACCINATED & BOOSTER-SHOT AS OF THE TOP OF DECEMBER 2021, so LET THAT SHIT SINK IN!

She got HER BOOSTER SHOT at the top of December AND BY THE END OF DECEMBER, start of the New Year, COVID-POSITIVE & LAID OUT FLAT IN THE BED UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING!
-_-
She is SHOCKED that I am NOT VACCINATED and have RECOVERED MY SENSE OF TASTE & ENERGY LEVEL FASTER THAN HER!

Add to this that SHE WAS ONLY ABLE TO GET A TEST, because, PREPARE YOURSELF!?
Delco-county, where I had My Hinterlands-Apartment, THEY ACTUALLY USE THE INTERNET FOR USEFUL-PURPOSES & NOT FUCKIN AROUND & STALLING LIKE HERE IN PHILADELPHIA, and this is ON PURPOSE, by the WAY!

Delco-county authorized TEST-SITES USE INTERNET REGISTRATION & NOT PHONE CALLS!!!!!
-_-


So for all of the STUPID BLACK-AMERICANS & DUMB-NIGGERS WHO VOTE BLUE NO MATTER WHO...!?

In the WHITE-OWNED, DOMINATED & CONTROLLED SUBURBS!?
They USE THE INTERNET & COMPUTERS TO MAKE CIVIL-SERVICE & GOVERNANCE EFFICIENT, at least, AS EFFICIENT AS POSSIBLE, MEANWHILE!?

The USELESS BLACK-POLITICIANS HERE IN PHILADELPHIA DO NOT PUSH TO HAVE A FUCKIN THING MODERNIZED FOR SHIT WHEN IT COMES TO MAKE LIFE EASIER FOR ITS MAJORITY BLACK-AMERICAN PHILADELPHIA POPULATION!

And if THE NIGGER-TRAITORS AREN'T DOING IT, then You don't need Me to TYPE what THE WHITE-POLITICIANS ARE DOING.

Now!?

Watch this!?
READ THIS...!?

Like all SCAM-SYSTEMS & CON-GAMES, there is ALWAYS SOME BACKDOOR BULLSHIT SOMEWHERE, the Question becomes FINDING IT before whatever Your issue is becomes UNRESOLVABLE.

My NIECE?
Was able to get My Mother a DELCO-test, cuz that's where My Mother lives & where I USED TO LIVE, but for her to do it...!?

SHE HAD TO LITERALLY STAY UP FOR 24-FUCKIN HOURS!!!!!!
SWIMMING BACK-&-FORTH ON THE VARIOUS WEBSITES UNTIL AN OPENING FOR AN APPOINTMENT COULD BE FOUND & THEN PUT MY MOTHER'S NAME & INFO IN, meanwhile, even My Mother just said "My God, this stuff SAPS YOU OF YOUR STRENGTH, how is anybody supposed to be able TO DO THAT...!?"

She then realized WE DON'T HAVE THAT HERE IN PHILADELPHIA. 
EVERYTHING IS CALL IN.
^_^
So here in LITERALLY ONE OF THE LARGEST CITIES OF THE AMERICAN-EMPIRE, this is THE BULLSHIT GOING ON.

We're in the Age of Social-Media.
But somehow THESE LAZY-USELESS, WELL-PAID & WELL HEALTHCARE BENEFITTED, individuals!?

Have NOT MADE SURE NOR STRESSED that having people TRYING TO CALL IN TO SCHEDULE APPOINTMENTS IS ASKING FOR FAILURES. Now I need to make something CLEAR!?

My MOTHER?
Is RETIRED.
In MY INSTANCE FOR MY JOB?
I MUST HAVE A MEDICAL-PROFESSIONAL ADMINISTERED TEST TO GET THE PROPER COVID-EXEMPTION STATUS.

So I CANNOT SIMPLY GET A TEST KIT & DO IT MYSELF.
I CANNOT SIMPLY GO TO ANY OF THE PHARMACIES OFFERING TESTS, where again, YOU STILL NEED AN APPOINTMENT.
Because THEY ARE NOT "MEDICAL-PROFESSIONALS".

My time spent doing this over the last 2-days has been a ridiculous waste of My Time where a number of places WERE PERPETUAL BUSY-SIGNALS, where I typed about this yesterday:

COVID-19's symptoms ARE EXACTLY LIKE COLD-&-FLU.

My Mother didn't understand why everyone was in as much of a panic to get tested & I didn't bother to TELL HER THAT IT IS BECAUSE OF THE MANDATES JOE BIDEN CREATED.
With all of HIS MANDATES IN PLACE?
People now ARE RUNNING TO GET TESTED EVERY 3-SECONDS BECAUSE YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ANYMORE, at least, not the Shit that Fools think is so fuckin important.

FYI?

I don't care about eating in restaurants.
I don't care about going to sports events & theaters & all of the large-group gathering types of activities that idiots-&-assholes go to where they get drunk or pretend to be people they aren't. Feel good for a few hours. Then return back to Their Normal Shitty-Lives.

Meanwhile?
If they'd spent that fuckin time-&-money on doing something that They can move ahead with, instead of trying to BUY some feel-good for the Moment-shit, then...?

They wouldn't go crazy like they are now, where...?
This PANDEMIC?
If You can UTILIZE THIS TIME TO LEARN-&-GROW, YOUR BUSINESS?
Mind You, this is THE MOST I've been able TO TYPE, since New Year's Eve. But My Point is still the same. I've been laid up but for someone else they MAY have the opportunity to start learning coding, maybe some video-production, so-&-so forth!

And I've noticed that THIS IS NOT REALLY BEING PUSHED BY THE WHITE-MASS MEDIA & THEY DON'T SEEM PLEASED THAT MANY ARE RIGHTFULLY LEARNING HOW TO DO SHIT FOR THEMSELVES AND LEAVING BEHIND JOBS WHERE THEY WORKED FOR OTHERS.

Bottom line is the infrastructure to even handle testing for COVID IS NOT HOLDING UP AT ALL and experiencing first-hand how poorly it is set-up? From top-to-bottom it has a bunch of Blue Democrats who are now trying to pretend like they don't know THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE MAKING SURE THAT THINGS ARE WORKING AT THE VARIOUS LEVELS OF GOVERNANCE THEY NOW CONTROL regarding this Pandemic.

This whole 3G discontinuance NEEDS TO BE STOPPED IMMEDIATELY.
Because WE ARE IN THE MIDST OF A FUCKIN PANDEMIC!
-_-
AND THESE FOOLS ARE AS USUAL TRYING TO TURN PROFITS & THEN ARE NOT BEING SLAPPED WITH GOVERNMENT ORDERS TO STOP DUE TO THE CURRENT CRISIS!

That's it. 
I'm done with this Post.




Monday, January 3, 2022

This Whole Set-Up Is Bullshit


So I'm trying to get tested for COVID and welp!?
I can tell You with 100%-certainty that it is EASIER TO GET THE EXPERIMENTAL-VACCINE THAN IT IS TO GET TESTED AT A STATE-LOCAL-FEDERAL FACILITY.

You see for Me to use the COVID-status for My Job I have to have A DOCTOR AUTHORIZED TEST DONE, which means simply going to ANY DRUG STORE FOR THEM TO DO TESTING OF ANY KIND WILL NOT COUNT, isn't that great!

Add to the Fact that I have been UNABLE TO GET THROUGH AT ANY LOCATIONS & WHEN I HAVE IT ENDS UP BEING VOICEMAIL & THEY REQUEST THAT YOU LEAVE YOUR NUMBER SO THEY CAN CALL YOU BACK....

-_-

So?

Yeah.
Mind You there is more to type but I'm in NO CONDITION to type it.
So THAT'S IT!

Sunday, January 2, 2022

My Taste-Buds ARE SHOT! Nothing to Guess about Now....


Sooooooooh, since I came back from the Supermarket this morning & put up that post earlier...?
My sense OF TASTE has been going STRAIGHT TO SHIT.
I just tried to eat a piece of chocolate, YEAH THAT DIDN'T WORK AT ALL!
It tasted HORRIBLE!
The apple juice I bought went from tasting FINE a few hours ago TO TASTING FLAT NOW!
-_-
I also tried to eat some chicken-soup?

That didn't work either, never mind that My Appetite is SHOT TO SHIT TOO!
I'm gonna have to get tested, great.
If I do have COVID then I have to quarantine, BUT WHAT MATTERS MOST IS THAT I GOT THROUGH THAT NIGHTMARE-MADNESS from New Year's Eve THROUGHOUT New Year's DAY.

I Have Survived SEVERE cold-&-flu, OR SOMETHING ELSE....


I don't have THE FAINTEST IDEA WHAT THE FUCK THAT WAS!?
I DO KNOW, I suffered A SIMILAR ATTACK TWO-YEARS AGO, and Youngest Brother had to keep checking up on Me BECAUSE I REFUSED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL!
-_-
If I'm gonna DIE.
Then I'm GONNA DIE IN THE COMFORT OF MY OWN FUCKIN HOME!
DOING EVERYTHING I CAN TO GET BETTER UNDER MY OWN POWER WHEN IT COMES TO SHIT LIKE THIS!

New Year's EVE?
Was when this shit ALL STARTED.
I kept pressing forward to get the Posts out & then when it hit 12-midnight I was already suffering from SEVERE BRAIN-PAIN, CHILLS, RIDICULOUS FEVER!
NUMBNESS-&-WEAKNESS!

Now I don't know if this is FROM ME GROWING OLD, because there ISN'T REAL CONVO ABOUT HOW THE BODY BEHAVES AS ONE AGES, because IT VARIES PER PERSON, BUT THIS SHIT HERE, GODDAMN!!!!!

I kept thinking about Youngest Brother and I said "I'm not ready to join You yet Brother, SO LEMME GET TO SWINGIN & GET THROUGH THIS BULLSHIT!"

I took the High Blood Pressure cold-&-flu meds I have, I have ONE LEFT!
I had some Pine Bros EXPIRED lozenges, I looked up what could happen from taking those after 2-yrs BEYOND EXPIRATION & they were like "could be nothing, COULD BE SOMETHING! DON'T DO IT!"

YOU KNOW I DID IT!

My Main concern IF THIS WAS THE CHINAVIRUS WAS TO KEEP MY NASAL-&-RESPITORY PASSAGES FREE-&-CLEAR, because THAT IS WHAT KILLED YOUNGEST BROTHER.

I went on ahead got a bucket, tissues, had ONE FIJI APPLE LEFT, killed THAT! AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT THAT HELPED TREMENDOUSLY!

Then I just STAYED IN THE BED, BECAUSE I HAD NO FUCKIN CHOICE!
I could only sleep in RANDOM BLOCKS of a 3 or 4 hours TO LITERALLY AN HOUR!
The Brain-Pain WAS NOT AS SEVERE AS THE FIRST TIME BUT IT WAS SEVERE ENOUGH!
The real kicker WAS THE OUTRAGEOUSLY HIGH FEVER, NUMBNESS & WEAKNESS!!!!!

I felt DISCONNECTED FROM MY HANDS, ARMS & FEET!
Which DIDN'T HAPPEN, 2-years ago.
WORSE!?
I DID NOT RESTOCK THE KITCHEN WITH THE SHIT I NEEDED LIKE LEMONS & MORE APPLES, WATERMELON & OTHER FRUITS & VEGETABLES!

-_-
My Procrastinating WAS ALMOST COSTLY!
But I just stayed under MULTITUDES OF BLANKETS & ALSO WORKED ON SWEATING IT OUT!
I still have that HORRIBLE SICKLY-BREATH & SICKLY-TASTE IN MY FUCKIN MOUTH!
>_<
BUT I MADE IT!

Everything started to break BETTER AT 3AM EST THIS MORNING!
^_^
So My FIRST TASK WAS TO GET TO THE CHOPPER!!!!!
-_-
Get to THE SUPERMARKET!
And get what I SHOULD'VE GOTTEN LAST WEEK!
Of course A LOT OF EMPTY SHELVES BUT ALL THE THINGS I NEEDED WERE THERE, annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd, as I'm typing this MY FINGERS ARE GOING NUMB, so I'm not fully-recovered yet, so lemme not push it any further!