I Have Survived SEVERE cold-&-flu, OR SOMETHING ELSE....

I don't have THE FAINTEST IDEA WHAT THE FUCK THAT WAS!?

I DO KNOW, I suffered A SIMILAR ATTACK TWO-YEARS AGO, and Youngest Brother had to keep checking up on Me BECAUSE I REFUSED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL!

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If I'm gonna DIE.

Then I'm GONNA DIE IN THE COMFORT OF MY OWN FUCKIN HOME!

DOING EVERYTHING I CAN TO GET BETTER UNDER MY OWN POWER WHEN IT COMES TO SHIT LIKE THIS!

New Year's EVE?

Was when this shit ALL STARTED.

I kept pressing forward to get the Posts out & then when it hit 12-midnight I was already suffering from SEVERE BRAIN-PAIN, CHILLS, RIDICULOUS FEVER!

NUMBNESS-&-WEAKNESS!

Now I don't know if this is FROM ME GROWING OLD, because there ISN'T REAL CONVO ABOUT HOW THE BODY BEHAVES AS ONE AGES, because IT VARIES PER PERSON, BUT THIS SHIT HERE, GODDAMN!!!!!

I kept thinking about Youngest Brother and I said "I'm not ready to join You yet Brother, SO LEMME GET TO SWINGIN & GET THROUGH THIS BULLSHIT!"

I took the High Blood Pressure cold-&-flu meds I have, I have ONE LEFT!

I had some Pine Bros EXPIRED lozenges, I looked up what could happen from taking those after 2-yrs BEYOND EXPIRATION & they were like "could be nothing, COULD BE SOMETHING! DON'T DO IT!"

YOU KNOW I DID IT!

My Main concern IF THIS WAS THE CHINAVIRUS WAS TO KEEP MY NASAL-&-RESPITORY PASSAGES FREE-&-CLEAR, because THAT IS WHAT KILLED YOUNGEST BROTHER.

I went on ahead got a bucket, tissues, had ONE FIJI APPLE LEFT, killed THAT! AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT THAT HELPED TREMENDOUSLY!

Then I just STAYED IN THE BED, BECAUSE I HAD NO FUCKIN CHOICE!

I could only sleep in RANDOM BLOCKS of a 3 or 4 hours TO LITERALLY AN HOUR!

The Brain-Pain WAS NOT AS SEVERE AS THE FIRST TIME BUT IT WAS SEVERE ENOUGH!

The real kicker WAS THE OUTRAGEOUSLY HIGH FEVER, NUMBNESS & WEAKNESS!!!!!

I felt DISCONNECTED FROM MY HANDS, ARMS & FEET!

Which DIDN'T HAPPEN, 2-years ago.

WORSE!?

I DID NOT RESTOCK THE KITCHEN WITH THE SHIT I NEEDED LIKE LEMONS & MORE APPLES, WATERMELON & OTHER FRUITS & VEGETABLES!

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My Procrastinating WAS ALMOST COSTLY!

But I just stayed under MULTITUDES OF BLANKETS & ALSO WORKED ON SWEATING IT OUT!

I still have that HORRIBLE SICKLY-BREATH & SICKLY-TASTE IN MY FUCKIN MOUTH!

>_<

BUT I MADE IT!

Everything started to break BETTER AT 3AM EST THIS MORNING!

^_^

So My FIRST TASK WAS TO GET TO THE CHOPPER!!!!!

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Get to THE SUPERMARKET!

And get what I SHOULD'VE GOTTEN LAST WEEK!

Of course A LOT OF EMPTY SHELVES BUT ALL THE THINGS I NEEDED WERE THERE, annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd, as I'm typing this MY FINGERS ARE GOING NUMB, so I'm not fully-recovered yet, so lemme not push it any further!