Earning the Benefit of the Doubt....

Just had an intense and realistic dream that just finished. I've gotten about 4 hours of sleep maybe. But the bottom line is that from everything that went on in the dream I know that it is about whether or not I have earned the right to be given the Benefit of the Doubt. Whether or not My Actions have been enough and are enough, to merit being given more time to do or finish what I have started or said.

There are people who want the benefit of the doubt, but know full-well they have not produced enough to earn it or have so much negative-gain history throughout their life, that this also disqualifies them from being trusted and given the chance to show that they mean what they say or are going to DO as they say. I think that is what got my attention the most in my dream, because I saw people around me, not working hard and not actually striving to achieve their goals or bring to life the things that they say and it stuck with me how everyone was in my face regardless of how many times I produced and came through and got it done.

While these other people in my dream were loafing and slacking off and lying and their lies were not only tolerated, but accepted. However I started to understand that their mediocrity was ACCEPTED, because NOTHING OF ANY WORTH WAS EXPECTED FROM THEM. So that was when I understood that what I needed to do was give Myself some breathing room and get people off My Ass since they knew I could be counted on but these others couldn't. I needed to make it clear that they couldn't OVERBURDEN ME BECAUSE I WAS RELIABLE, while ALLOWING UNRELIABLE PEOPLE TO CONTINUE TO BE, UNRELIABLE.

There is a lot more that I want to type but it is 5:30am EST & I need to put this time to good use before I leave out for the day job, so?

Lemme get moving.
And?

Good Morning from Philadelphia....