I'M UP!

Good Morning.

From.

Philadelphia...!

I've gotten 5 hours of sleep IF I'M LUCKY!

But thanks to last night's confirmation of why I was NOT HAPPY to be forced to move to a Room for Rent!? I figured I'd respond IMMEDIATELY BY WAKING UP FIRST THING WITHOUT ANY ALARM CLOCK AT 6'AM EST AUTOMATICALLY!

It is a clear cut sign on all fronts that I know IT IS TIME TO MOVE BACK UPWARDS and CONTINUE CLIMBING ON THE HOUSING FRONT! As it has now been 14 years since I OWNED A HOME. I was also REMINDED LAST NIGHT, that putting up with and trying to BABY a grown woman who has had the audacity to BRING CHILDREN INTO THE WORLD WHILE SHE HERSELF IS STILL A CHILD...?

Is a recipe for ABSOLUTE DISASTER.

When people decide to coddle and feel sorry for Her DUE TO HER OWN POOR CHOICES IN LIFE. It is 6:35am and I am ALREADY DRESSED AND READY TO ROLL OUT! Because that meeting last night and staring into the face OF FACTS. That It is NOT FOR ME to have to EXPLAIN the most BASIC OF THINGS. To people who PRETEND TO BE GROWN and have then had THE AUDACITY to lay down, get pregnant, have a child and then ATTEMPT to pass on THEIR HORRIFIC NON-PARENTING AND PERSONAL TRAITS, onto THEIR CHILD.

Last Night's Display, showed me why I have done all that I have done to get this far where it has been all about understanding and using the fact that I already know how people and places will move and why. Now? It is time for me to push the boundaries of my own SELF-IMPOSED LIMITATIONS. And stop hindering myself when I can actually already SEE what needs to be done AND why. Cryptic?

Not really. Because when you can correctly project how things and people and places move around you. Then when I decide to honestly apply myself and not worry about the fact that This Ability gives me a rather massive unfair advantage the moment I am able to figure out how everything is moving. Frankly, I have always known that My Mother saw this and has always criticized me for not using it to its full potential till she saw that BECAUSE OF THIS, I had no need to be nice to people that I could already see through AND KNOW that they were a waste of my time.

It is 6:42am.

Thanks to that empty and hollow BUT NEEDED experience last night.

I didn't get the scan of my new artwork done.

Didn't get the chance to use my new sketchpads and DID NOT get Williams Works looking the way I needed it to be, because by the time I was done having to put up with one woman CODDLING ANOTHER when the situation is OBVIOUS. That even that Woman who was CODDLING the Other, knew "Bitch you couldn't fuckin share a closet with me, let alone a fuckin house!" yet?

Excuses were made to keep this nice person ON THE PERSONAL LEVEL.

But UNFIT ON THE HOUSING LEVEL, person, HERE.

For My Part?

I'll pull EXTRA DUTIES to help WIPE THIS GROWN WOMAN'S ASS.

But only because IF I DO NOT, then things will DEGENERATE back to where they just were.

But I am doing so STRICTLY BECAUSE I HAVE NO CHOICE.

Not because I NEED NOR WANT TO.

I do NOT like having My Time Wasted.

And last night, as I'd correctly predicted and DODGED when the Terrible Twosome was upstairs RAISING HELL AND BEING COMPLETE DIRT-BAGS!

I saw once again that it is past due time for ME to return to Power.

And use My God Given and Life-Tested Skills to HONESTLY REGAIN that Power.

And it is time that I get back to what I used to do and what I used to enjoy.

And that is steamrolling anyone and anything that intentionally tries to fuck up or fuck with what I am doing.

Good.

Morning.

From Philadelphia....

It is going to be a great day....