Trying to Go to Bed! And Answering a Question....

WELL!? Lemme tell ya something?! The Effectiveness of DDP-Yoga is UNQUESTIONABLE! I only got 4 hours of sleep last night and auto-woke at 5am! I decided to do the Energy Workout and I not only MADE IT THROUGH THE DAY AND DID ALL MY FOOT PATROLS, BUT!?

-_-

Having trouble falling asleep RIGHT NOW!
Now, normally I'd LAUGH THAT OFF, but!?
I have to admit that I've clearly done these workouts long enough where now?

1x is enough to cause an IMMEDIATE POSITIVE EFFECT!
I have spent this time working on more MADtronix and background details for the main character of THEIR STORYLINE. So I haven't just been sitting up over here for no reason, BUT!? I do need to go to bed. I'm gonna CLIMB IN THE BED and give it a shot by just laying in the bed till I fall asleep or something.

Couple of you have asked me if I've read Stacey's latest posts and asked if I'd ever spoken to her about the things going on now, well? I already posted a months ago that I warned her about Project Coast and the like and in typical her fashion, nothing can be taken seriously until it drop kicks her in the ass, so? I checked out what she wrote, you wrote, and just shook my head at the pretend attempts to act like we'd never discussed any of what you posted. Frankly, I'm still not feeling that weak sauce she posted in Saddened where it just left me shaking my head and reminding me that this was why I had to put her aside and get back on track for what was actually important. I've never seen a woman so skillful at relegating herself into unimportance, until I remember the fact that no expectations were ever honestly placed on her until her & I became a couple and that is way too late in life.

I'm sorry, I can't pretend to be dumb or pretend to be ignorant like that. Because nothing good comes from it. Especially when someone figures out you know what they're talking about or what is going on and now you've been revealed to be sneaky and a liar. In a way it simply saddens me that she has no intentions of ever growing up and acting her age or at least pretending to act her age. Just?

Disappointed.

However?
This is who she is.
And that's how she's made it through life.
But that's not me though, I can't do it and I won't do it.
I'm not gonna dumb myself down to make morons, idiots and assholes feel better about themselves. Because once you start doing things like that, not only can you not stop after awhile & it becomes second nature but worst of all!?

You honestly do became, dumb.
Because you condition yourself to be, dumb.