Where'd You Run to Stacey...?

For the record, I've been in this situation and as you can read I still live. Again, shout out to Mike Watson who was in MY CAR during Our Sophomore Year at Lincoln University.  I'm sure some of you honestly think I'm simply someone who types up some shit and hasn't actually LIVED the way you have read me type. Of course if you are Black, much of what you read here you have either had to figure out A WAY AROUND what I have spoken on and typed about, or?

You've had to go THROUGH what I have typed on here and spoken about. One reason why I DO NOT USE My Youtube channel and make actual videos is because I'm NOT the supposed TYPICAL Blackman. I have shocked the shit out of Random People when I have APPEARED ON THEIR DOORSTEP. And asked them what their issue was with what I'd typed and their unnecessary, OVER THE TOP, BULLSHIT COMMENT.

Where it still amazes me that fools believe that because they are sitting behind a keyboard somewhere, nobody will find them and then HONESTLY APPROACH THEM, about what they thought was CUTE AND FUNNY. When Whites do studies of Black Americans and release findings that state that Black Americans have the same psychological readings as A COMBAT VETERAN OF WAR WHO HAS SEEN SO MUCH DEATH THEY NOW SUFFER FROM POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER.

You can google that, be prepared to do some slight digging, because that IS NOT information that can be dismissed as Black-on-Black Crime bullshit. Because to REACH THAT LEVEL as A CIVILIAN POPULATION, then someone and something else is being done to Us that neatly goes without acknowledgement.

Over the last 24 hours do you know who I have been watching?

Stacey.

Yeah, I've been watching pageviews and checked out Her Blog and mysteriously, totally quiet now. And the pageviews here have mysteriously stopped. And I know exactly why, because REALITY has INTRUDED AGAIN. This is REALITY, AND UNDERSTAND READER, I highlight this FOR A REASON. When We go and get INTO INTERRACIAL AND INTERNATIONAL RELATIONSHIPS, it BEHOOVES US AND YOU, to REMEMBER WHERE THIS PERSON LIVES AND COMES FROM. If they are living in a place, coming from a place AND FAMILY. That is under CONSTANT DURESS! You cannot just DISMISS that Your Significant Other AND THOSE THEY KNOW AND LOVE has to DEAL WITH CONSTANT STRESS OF;

I'ma head out this door today.
I gotta dodge the fools who have QUIT IN LIFE! Who live around me.
They don't give TWO-FUCKS that they can get A GUN FASTER THAN A JOB and don't think that shit IS SUSPICIOUS AS FUCK!
I have to get past THESE LOSERS!
To get to WORK!
If I am driving A CAR, I gotta make sure the car ISN'T TOO NICE!
Because before I can get out of MY OWN NEIGHBORHOOD, the very same "police" could STOP ME FOR SUPPOSEDLY SELLING DRUGS THAT THEY DUMP IN MY FUCKIN NEIGHBORHOOD ALONG WITH THE GUNS THESE QUITTERS HAVE IN THEIR HANDS!

So now I have to worry about if My Car is too NICE, I can be MURDERED by Nazi-Cops! So for the record, THIS IS WHY you see so many Black Americans always running away from other Black People, because as Professor Black Truth said "The real issue is that you don't have the ABILITY to defend yourself WITH IMPUNITY! You can't DO THINGS AT THE LEVEL YOU NEED TO, SO YOU CAN STOP WHAT IS GOING ON AROUND YOU!"

And I typed about THAT BEFORE TOO. And while I may have SPOKEN to Stacey about it, NONI has been there TO SEE ME DO IT and so did MELISSA, where Melissa, I mean!? I was in fuckin college as a Freshman and we're SUPPOSEDLY up on a Black College Campus and I wake up to find her AT MY DORM DOOR IN TEARS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKIN NIGHT! Because she just had ANOTHER NIGHTMARE and all she kept saying is "You CAN'T GO OUT INTO THE WORLD AND START TALKING!"

And I'm like, ?, fuck is she talking about? And what the fuck has happened to cause this reaction?

And alllllllllll she kept saying was "I can't take this anymore! I keep having these NIGHTMARES! That if you go out here and DO WHAT YOU'VE BEEN DOING YOU'RE GONNA GET YOURSELF KILLED!" and I was like;

Death comes for everybody. Everybody dies. You can't live in fear of what might happen

And SHE JUST WENT BERSERK! 

She fuckin ABSOLUTELY LOST IT and all she kept saying is I was gonna get myself KILLED! If I go out here and actually LEAD AND RALLY BLACK PEOPLE AND ORGANIZE US and she just starts GOING DOWN THE LIST! And you see, when you're in a relationship with a Blackwoman WHO IS SERIOUS WHEN IT IS TIME TO BE SERIOUS!?

She starts GOING DOWN THE LIST! AND EVEN MENTIONS STEVEN BIKO!

You see, this is what Blackwomen have to DEAL WITH AND LIVE WITH EVERY FUCKIN DAY! Can't have a Blackman THAT'S TOO MUCH OF A BLACKMAN cuz then he'll get himself MURDERED! By some PETTY WHITE TRASH POSING AS SOME AGENT OF AUTHORITY! Noni, same thing "HEY!? FUCK ARE YOU DOING!? YOU CAN'T CALL THE POLICE ON THE FUCKIN POLICE YOU IDIOT!"

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That wasn't one of My Smarter Moments by the way.

I honestly PICKED UP THE PHONE! To CALL THE POLICE ON THE POLICE! Because 39th District NAZI-COPS! WERE BEHIND OUR APARTMENT FUCKING PROSTITUTES IN THEIR GODDAMN FUCKIN SQUAD CAR!

And meanwhile MOST BLACK PEOPLE SEE THIS KIND OF ABUSIVE SHIT!

ON THE FUCKIN REGULAR!

So?

Do I go down there and POLITELY ASK THEM TO MOVE THEIR BUSINESS ELSEWHERE?

Yeah, how's THAT CONVO GONNA FUCKIN GO!?

"Say, excuse me sirs, could you not FUCK WHORES BEHIND OUR FUCKIN APARTMENT BUILDINGS! BECAUSE WE HAVE CHILDREN WHO CAN SEE AND HEAR THIS BULLSHIT YOU ARE OUT HERE DOING!"

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Really, you gonna shoot me over that are you?

And of course they WOULD shoot me over that, BECAUSE THEY'RE FUCKING BITCHES THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO BE FUCKIN ARRESTING! And oh by the way IT IS FUCKIN BROAD GODDAMN DAYLIGHT WHEN THEY'RE DOING THIS SHIT!

But then Whites talk about "What's wrong with North Philadelphia, look at how the Blacks run the place into the ground! That's why they don't have shit!"

When the local LAW ENFORCEMENT is FUCKIN PROSTITUTES BEHIND APARTMENT HIGH-RISES AND THEN MURDERING THEM!? And if you think this type of shit is made up, GO GOOGLE THE 39TH DISTRICT CORRUPTION SCANDAL! Go and read that SKIMPY-ASS WIKI and see if YOUR OWN MIND doesn't start saying "Well, shit if they were doing just this amount, then?" and then PAY ATTENTION TO THE END FUCKIN RESULT!

Minimal.

FUCKIN NOTHING!

Not a FUCKIN FUCKIN THING HAPPENED AFTER THESE ASSHOLES HAD FRAMED AND MURDERED WHO KNOWS HOW FUCKIN MANY! Over 1500 POLICE CASES OF THEM AND THEIR BULLSHIT! But mysteriously some SMALL ASS NUMBER WERE "overturned". So UNDERSTAND SOMETHING, when we were IN OUR APARTMENT!? And I actually REACHED DOWN IN DISGUST! Dialed 9-1

AND NONI LEAPED AND TOOK THE PHONE OUT OF MY HAND AND WAS LIKE "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!?"

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Really?

That's how it is SUPPOSED TO GO?

My Woman is SUPPOSED TO DIVE TO STOP ME FROM DOING THE RIGHT THING?

But nobody knows why Black Peoples morals and values ARE ALL FUCKED UP RIGHT!?

My Woman has to DIVE TO STOP ME FROM GETTING US BOTH FUCKIN MURDERED!

Because MY DUMB-ASS is NOT THINKING! 

"YOU CAN'T CALL THE COPS ON THE COPS! WHAT DO YOU THINK IS GOING TO HAPPEN THE MOMENT YOU REPORT THIS AND THEY'RE DOING THIS BEHIND THE APARTMENT-BUILDING IN BROAD-DAYLIGHT!?"

This is REALITY. When you bitch an moan about how Jacob Zuma needs to pay back some money, TAKE YOUR ASS OUTSIDE! FORM A PROTEST GROUP! AND LET HIM SEE AND HEAR YOUR CONCERNS! And let's see what happens next if you BECOME a thorn in his fuckin side. GO LIVE THE SHIT YOU TYPE! Try it, DO IT! And see whether or not you can handle looking out your window and that same fuckin car's been following you around ALL FUCKIN DAY. And that goes for ANY OF YOU READING THIS, go out AND CHALLENGE THE SYSTEM WHEREVER YOU LIVE AT FOR WHATEVER YOUR REASONS ARE AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT!

Gotta LOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTA COWBOYS AND COWGIRLS OUT HERE TALKING SHIT! How things "SHOULD BE" AND "NEED TO BE", but when it comes time to STRAP UP AND SADDLE UP AND GET OUT HERE AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT SHIT!?

 

And I SPECIFICALLY USED THIS VIDEO TO SHOW, that when you put somebody under CONSTANT psychological DURESS!? They eventually resort to ESCAPISM AND DANCING AND COONING AND COWARDICE! WHEN THEY'RE NOT ABOUT THE THINGS THEY TALK ABOUT! All this PEACE THIS AND PEACE THAT! I'M GONE PRAY ABOUT IT!? Yeah, well, when your number gets called, make sure you pray that the beating, lynching, BULLET! Or whatever!? Catches you in a manner where it is QUICK AND PAINLESS. And I'm gonna TYPE IT AGAIN! People resort to INAPPROPRIATE BEHAVIOR WHEN A CRISIS COMES UP, people SUDDENLY GO SILENT WHEN THE SHIT HITS THE FAN! Because they KNOW, you wanna change SHIT, you want this SHIT TO STOP! Then the opening bet to PLAY THIS GAME;

Is Your Life.

Or Your Children's Lives.

Your Parents Lives.

Your HUSBAND or WIVES LIVES!

Your FRIENDS! Lives.

YOUR PEOPLE'S, lives.

Never mind that you may need to take some lives if you wanna have a fuckin life yourself.

All of a sudden people get REALLLLLLLLLL COONISH AND QUIET! When they see and KNOW, I gotta put MY ASS ON THE LINE and it is AGAINST PEOPLE WHO HAVE MADE IT CLEAR "We have MURDERED PEOPLE TO GET SHIT THIS WAY, so you better KNOW I will MURDER YOU NEXT! If you step out of line."

So now? 

Stacey Ann Kell (SIMMER)!

WHERE YOU AT THOUGH!?