Tuesday, February 16, 2021

Good Morning & an Update...


From Philadelphia....
I would hope that because of what I have been typing about over the last 30-days REGARDING WE3-work, then?
It should be obvious that I am LITERALLY spending ALL OF MY TIME FLESHING OUT & DRAWING LITERALLY ALL OF THE GENERICS OF ALL SIDES INVOLVED IN THE UPCOMING STORYLINES.

This is THE SOLE REASON why I have NOT BEEN POSTING.
Last weekend I HIT THE WALL where I was SEVERELY LACKING IN SLEEP, which of course triggered My Back acting up, WHICH I PROMPTLY DID MORE EXERCISES FOR & THEN KEPT WORKING.

I was asked while I was at the Dayjob last week "WAIT!? You're DESIGNING THE FUCKIN CLOTHES-&-COSTUMES TOO!?"

Yes.
That's how it works when You're NOT COPYING SOMEONE ELSE &/OR AREN'T BASING YOUR WORK OFF OF EVERYDAY REAL-LIFE. It's VERY HARD TO DESCRIBE WHAT MAKES PEOPLE LOOK THE WAY THEY LOOK?

If YOU NEVER TOOK THE TIME TO AT LEAST THINK ABOUT IT & SKETCH IT OUT.
This is why PLENTY OF PEOPLE when CREATING SOMETHING SCI-FI FANTASY &/or OTHERWORLDLY.

THEY ALWAYS FIND A SKETCH-ARTIST OR SOMEONE WITH ARTISTIC-TALENT TO DRAW WHAT THEY SEE IN THEIR MIND'S-EYE. 
SO THEY CAN PROPERLY WRITE IT OUT IN BOOK-FORM.
OR!?

For a Costume Designer/Wardrobe Artist TO BE ABLE TO MAKE WHAT THE CREATOR SEES IN THEIR MIND'S-EYE.
And THAT is what I have been doing THIS ENTIRE TIME.
And of course it is TIME CONSUMING.
Meanwhile?
I have spotted the Mic I will be using for content-creation:
I ALREADY HAVE a handheld that, while old, IS YOUTUBE RECORDER-READY & DESIGNED FOR UPLOADING TO YOUTUBE.

So...?
It's all coming together & the real issue is simply FINISHING THE CONCEPT-ARTWORK so I can FILL IN THE BLANKS FOR MY WRITINGS.
Lemme get moving because it is nearly 6am EST.
Of course I've had NO SLEEP, but I'm heading in to the Dayjob regardless.



Thursday, February 11, 2021

Up working on WE3-Concept Artwork....


Good.
Morning.
From Philadelphia....
So I've had 4-hours of sleep.
And I've been up since 1am EST getting myself in order.
Nothing to talk about. There are TWO VERTEBRAE in my spine THAT ARE NOT COOPERATING, however!?

I have to admit that the Physical-Therapist was right when she said that My own PREVIOUS DDP-YOGA HABITS WAS & IS A BIG REASON WHY I'M NOT WORSE OFF THAN I AM!

Last few days has been interesting with the Dayjob due to ADJUSTING to being back there. So far I HAVE TO, it isn't an option, I HAVE TO DO BACK-EXERCISES BEFORE I CAN LEAVE OUTTA HERE & THEN WHEN I GET HOME.

I'll be setting up a doctor's appointment with my Primary Care Physician so I can get a full SPINAL X-RAY & THEN AN MRI.

Again?
I was asked how on earth am I so calm when?

And I told'em "So you think I was lying about what has happened with My Son? The False Allegation of Domestic Abuse? Being Homeless? Fighting in Race Wars? I just have nothing better to do with My Life & My Time, but to literally lie about things that nobody should be dumb enough nor desperate enough to lie about."

And it was at this point THAT NUMEROUS PEOPLE SAID "WELL SHAWN IS BACK! SOME OF YOU WHO WERE COMFORTABLE WITH BULLSHITTIN ARE GONNA HAVE TO TIGHTEN IT UP AGAIN!!!!!"

The Place looked like a shithole.
I leave for fuckin 90-days & the place fuckin STOPS FUNCTIONING PROPERLY.

But I told them that Life IS NOT FAIR.
So you then take the whole LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT, meaning!?

Shit is NOT FAIR.
THEN FUCKIN MAKE IT FAIR.
Oh GOD this was SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKIN DEEP!
-_-
No.
It wasn't & it isn't.
I made it clear to them that there is no way that I will be able to continue this Dayjob for years.
That's LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE at this point, however...?

I am being PAID TO DO A JOB.
I WILL DO MY JOB.
UNLESS OR UNTIL I CANNOT.
And I ALREADY KNOW that due to the nature of THIS INJURY?

My Time, AS USUAL, will be shortened or shorter than I WOULD HAVE LIKED, however...?

This is SIMPLY THE WAY THAT IT IS.
I'm OLD NOW.
And not because I'm being DRAMATIC.
But because ONE CANNOT GO THROUGH WHAT I HAVE & SWEAR TO COME OUT ON THE OTHER SIDE PHYSICALLY INTACT.

My PHYSICAL ABILITIES aren't actually what has GIVEN ME THE ABILITY TO MAKE IT THIS FAR.
This is why YOUR BRAIN IS CRITICAL FOR ANYTHING & EVERYTHING YOU INTEND TO DO & CAN DO.
If you can't THINK.
If you DON'T USE YOUR BRAIN.
If YOU DON'T HAVE A SOUND MIND?

All the Physical-Gifts in the World WILL BE WASTED ON YOU.

Because YOU ARE STUPID.
And while I have MADE STUPID DECISIONS FROM TIME-TO-TIME.
BEING ABLE TO BE HONEST ABOUT THEM & THEN ASSESS WHY I THOUGHT THOSE THINGS WERE A GOOD IDEA?

IS CRITICAL IN LEARNING FROM STUPID-MISTAKES AND NOTE THE WORDING.
People WILL ALWAYS MAKE MISTAKES, because We have NO CAPACITY TO BE PERFECT, however...?

STUPID-MISTAKES...?
-_-
No.
And THEY ARE NOT TO BE DISMISSED OR BULLSHITTED ABOUT.
With all that TYPED!?

It's 4:07am EST, lemme finish scanning this artwork in & get ready for the Dayjob. If I can stretch out My Sleep Schedule FOR MORE THAN 4-HOURS so that I can SLEEP from 7pm EST till 2am EST or 3am EST then I'll be GREAT!

Because I'll have those early hours to work on WE3-UNINTERRUPTED.
Then HEAD IN TO THE DAYJOB & handle My Responsibilities there then come home.
Check emails & whatever else.
Pay bills online & plan out the next day.
THEN CALL IT A NIGHT BY 7 OR 8PM EST!

Easier TYPED THAN DONE, but all I can do IS GIVE IT A GO!
Lemme get movin!




Wednesday, February 10, 2021

TEIMULTIMEDIA - Wise Intelligent of Poor Righteous Teachers


Ahhhh, the Kerner Commission Report...?
I have typed to You REPEATEDLY.
That White-Americans LITERALLY USE Black-American Tax Dollars TO LITERALLY INVESTIGATE NEW WAYS, MORE WAYS, TO KEEP ANTI-BLACK BIGOTRY GOING & THEIR WHITE-POWER PRIVILEGE INTACT....

The Kerner Commission Report was critical in crafting the Current BENIGN NEGLECT STRATEGY that is used AGAINST BLACK-AMERICANS EVEN AS I TYPE THIS, yet...?

Dumb-asses deliberately DECIDED that voting for Biden/Harris, WHO ONLY ATTACK BLACK-AMERICANS, was a great idea. 

It is silly, stupid-shit like this, that ALLOWS THE LOW-IQ LIES TO PERSIST ABOUT US. Either way here is some information once again SHOWING THE SLOP.
SHIT.
AND CRAP!

That awaits Black-Americans when they are a rapper....

Welp!? Today is gonna be "CHALLENGING"...!


Good Morning from PHILADELPHIA!!!!!

So I've had ONE HOUR OF SLEEP!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH, -_-, OHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M IN TROUBLE!
But I'm gettin ready to HEAD IN TO THE DAYJOB!
I finished a new piece of concept-artwork yesterday, my MAIN PRIORITY TODAY IS TO SURVIVE IT WITHOUT FUCKING UP MY BACK.

Again!?

This was PART OF THE REASON WHY I WASN'T POSTING LAST WEEK.

Getting WE3-work done WHILE ALSO TRYING TO GET MY SLEEP-SCHEDULE BACK IN ORDER.
That's it, that's all, lemme GET MOVING!

Tuesday, February 9, 2021

Back Exercises Done...! Time to Get Ready for the 1st-Day back at the Dayjob...!


Good.
Morning....
From Philadelphia....

It's that time.
It literally took 3-months to be able to get back to this point.
And to say that Life is...?
DIFFERENT NOW...?
Is an understatement.
But?

I at least still HAVE A LIFE.
A couple have asked Me, including My Mother "How on earth do you keep ADAPTING to what happens to You?"

Because that is the Meaning of Life.
Learning.

And THAT IS ALL THAT ADAPTATION IS.
It is a FORM.
Of Learning.

Lemme get moving.
Last thing I wanna do is be late for My 1st-Day back.
Have a Great One...!

No matter who You are.
Wherever You are.
APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE.
Because eventually...?

Life Ends....

I've been Strictly Working on WE3....


Good Evening...
From Philadelphia....

All I've been doing is working on WE3-work. Right now as I type this it is 4:32am EST 2/8/20!
But this won't be posted till tonight!
I'm still trying to get My Sleep Schedule IN ORDER.
And?
Due to last week's snowstorm I was withheld from returning to the Dayjob, because THEY CANCELLED ALL WORKNET VISITS, so!?

I couldn't get My Final Review TO CLEAR ME TO RETURN TO WORK.

So!?
I spent ALL LAST WEEK WORKING & I DID NOT POST ANYTHING HERE.
Which, hindsight being 20/20, was rude, TO AN EXTENT.
But I need to get this right AND I'M STILL DEALING WITH LIFE NOW WITH BACK-ISSUES.
Where I've had to change A NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY LIFE, so I can BE ABLE TO MOVE AROUND & BE PRODUCTIVE ON A DAILY-BASIS!

Physical-therapy IS OVER.
But I've already investigated & found out that I can USE MY INSURANCE TO PAY FOR VISITS TO THE PHYSICAL-THERAPIST I USED OVER THE LAST 90-DAYS, so!?

It's been ALL WORK!
GOOD WORK THAT HAS TURNED INTO GREAT WORK AS I FOUND A NEW METHOD FOR GETTING ARTWORK DONE FASTER!!!!!

Decided to type this up while gearing up for today. If everything goes as it should then TOMORROW will be my first day BACK at the Dayjob since NOVEMBER THE 4TH!
Either way, I'll know where I stand by the time I post this post tonight....