Up working on WE3-Concept Artwork....

Good.

Morning.

From Philadelphia....

So I've had 4-hours of sleep.

And I've been up since 1am EST getting myself in order.

Nothing to talk about. There are TWO VERTEBRAE in my spine THAT ARE NOT COOPERATING, however!?

I have to admit that the Physical-Therapist was right when she said that My own PREVIOUS DDP-YOGA HABITS WAS & IS A BIG REASON WHY I'M NOT WORSE OFF THAN I AM!

Last few days has been interesting with the Dayjob due to ADJUSTING to being back there. So far I HAVE TO, it isn't an option, I HAVE TO DO BACK-EXERCISES BEFORE I CAN LEAVE OUTTA HERE & THEN WHEN I GET HOME.

I'll be setting up a doctor's appointment with my Primary Care Physician so I can get a full SPINAL X-RAY & THEN AN MRI.

Again?

I was asked how on earth am I so calm when?

And I told'em "So you think I was lying about what has happened with My Son? The False Allegation of Domestic Abuse? Being Homeless? Fighting in Race Wars? I just have nothing better to do with My Life & My Time, but to literally lie about things that nobody should be dumb enough nor desperate enough to lie about."

And it was at this point THAT NUMEROUS PEOPLE SAID "WELL SHAWN IS BACK! SOME OF YOU WHO WERE COMFORTABLE WITH BULLSHITTIN ARE GONNA HAVE TO TIGHTEN IT UP AGAIN!!!!!"

The Place looked like a shithole.

I leave for fuckin 90-days & the place fuckin STOPS FUNCTIONING PROPERLY.

But I told them that Life IS NOT FAIR.

So you then take the whole LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT, meaning!?

Shit is NOT FAIR.

THEN FUCKIN MAKE IT FAIR.

Oh GOD this was SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKIN DEEP!

-_-

No.

It wasn't & it isn't.

I made it clear to them that there is no way that I will be able to continue this Dayjob for years.

That's LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE at this point, however...?

I am being PAID TO DO A JOB.

I WILL DO MY JOB.

UNLESS OR UNTIL I CANNOT.

And I ALREADY KNOW that due to the nature of THIS INJURY?

My Time, AS USUAL, will be shortened or shorter than I WOULD HAVE LIKED, however...?

This is SIMPLY THE WAY THAT IT IS.

I'm OLD NOW.

And not because I'm being DRAMATIC.

But because ONE CANNOT GO THROUGH WHAT I HAVE & SWEAR TO COME OUT ON THE OTHER SIDE PHYSICALLY INTACT.

My PHYSICAL ABILITIES aren't actually what has GIVEN ME THE ABILITY TO MAKE IT THIS FAR.

This is why YOUR BRAIN IS CRITICAL FOR ANYTHING & EVERYTHING YOU INTEND TO DO & CAN DO.

If you can't THINK.

If you DON'T USE YOUR BRAIN.

If YOU DON'T HAVE A SOUND MIND?

All the Physical-Gifts in the World WILL BE WASTED ON YOU.

Because YOU ARE STUPID.

And while I have MADE STUPID DECISIONS FROM TIME-TO-TIME.

BEING ABLE TO BE HONEST ABOUT THEM & THEN ASSESS WHY I THOUGHT THOSE THINGS WERE A GOOD IDEA?

IS CRITICAL IN LEARNING FROM STUPID-MISTAKES AND NOTE THE WORDING.

People WILL ALWAYS MAKE MISTAKES, because We have NO CAPACITY TO BE PERFECT, however...?

STUPID-MISTAKES...?

-_-

No.

And THEY ARE NOT TO BE DISMISSED OR BULLSHITTED ABOUT.

With all that TYPED!?

It's 4:07am EST, lemme finish scanning this artwork in & get ready for the Dayjob. If I can stretch out My Sleep Schedule FOR MORE THAN 4-HOURS so that I can SLEEP from 7pm EST till 2am EST or 3am EST then I'll be GREAT!

Because I'll have those early hours to work on WE3-UNINTERRUPTED.

Then HEAD IN TO THE DAYJOB & handle My Responsibilities there then come home.

Check emails & whatever else.

Pay bills online & plan out the next day.

THEN CALL IT A NIGHT BY 7 OR 8PM EST!

Easier TYPED THAN DONE, but all I can do IS GIVE IT A GO!

Lemme get movin!