Good Morning from Philadelphia...!

Getting ready to HEAD OUT!

I have new Williams Works post to type up.

New piece of artwork is sitting on the desk at the guard-shack waiting to be inked & colored.

Gotta replace my entire set of black micron pens.

I've beaten them to death.

-_-

I didn't really realize I'd done so much drawing and used them so much.

I've just been trying to put my head down and just get it done, but my 005 and 01 pens are shot to shit. They're both split where I have to hold them a certain way or else they'll leave a smaller separate ink-line, so, yeah.

I need to go get them replaced today or tomorrow.

Really should've done it yesterday but I was too tired.

Thinking about the fact that My Son will be 16 years old on the 31st.

16 years old and not one ounce of contact with me.

Not one.

But some people wonder why I reacted negatively to Stacey's Bait of Satan post.

Worse than that is the reality that I had it right and understood the fact that I needed to finish what I started in getting My Son back.

But I made the wrong decision in investing time I didn't have in a relationship and to a person who quite frankly has proven unfortunately not to have ever deserved it.

I'm going to be spending what's left of My Life dealing with and cleaning up the mess I made in not being smarter in choosing My Son's mother and My Wife.

Ironically.

A lesson that has was and is painful, but did show me not to repeat that mistake when push came to shove with Stacey.

-_-

Indeed Jason Black is quite correct that when you mess up in marrying in a woman you shouldn't and then bring a child into this world with her, then?

The situation has the capacity to infinitely spiral out of control potentially forever.

And it takes a LOT OF WORK.

To address it.

And CLEAN IT UP.

With all that typed.

I am continuing to move forward.

The Road is long and at times painful, however!?

I am the one who decided to travel this road, so!?

IT'S MY RESPONSIBILITY TO PAVE THIS SUCKER CORRECTLY AND MAKE IT POSSIBLE FOR MY SON TO USE IT SO THAT IT HONESTLY FUCKIN FUNCTIONS THE WAY A ROAD IS SUPPOSED TO!