The BEST AND BRIGHTEST AMONG US HAVE TO GO THROUGH HELL AND HIGH WATER TO GET THE MOST BASIC THINGS OUT OF LIFE!
I am NEITHER THE BEST NOR THE BRIGHTEST!
But I have been told TO MY FACE REPEATEDLY, how "good of a man" I am and then PROMPTLY THE PERSON ATTEMPTS TO PULL SOME BULLSHIT!
THAT!?
Is MY BIRTHDAY OBSERVATION FOR YOU MY SON FOR WHEN YOU READ THIS;
GET.
RID.
OF BULLSHITTERS IN YOUR CIRCLE!
DO NOT MAKE THE MISTAKES THAT I HAVE MADE IN LISTENING TO WHITE PROPAGANDA ABOUT HOW YOU CAN GIVE EVERYONE A CHANCE NO MATTER WHO THEY ARE, while of course Whites DON'T ACTUALLY BELIEVE NOR FOLLOW THAT! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, it does make GREAT PR THOUGH, WOO-WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
It also makes you a LIAR AND PHONY.
So I'd suggest that YOU AVOID such behavior and BE WHO YOU ARE.
One of the things that I DID LEARN while talking to Your Mother is the fact that she was openly honest about the fact that even in My Unfortunate Absence, You have been exactly like I WAS at Your Age.
Do not accept NONSENSE, SON.
When someone TELLS YOU SOMETHING and you SEE AND FIND EVIDENCE FROM THEIR OWN BEHAVIOR THAT THEIR WORDS DO NOT MATCH THEIR ACTIONS...?
DO NOT MAKE THE MISTAKES I HAVE MADE.
GET RID OF THEM!
And it is NOT because of spite or inhumanity, but because of the fact that as a growing Black male you simply DO NOT HAVE THE LUXURY OF GIVING CHANCES AND OPPORTUNITIES TO THOSE WHO ARE SUSPECT.
Unfortunately FOR US, We are living in dangerous times.
And fools seem to believe that NOT ENSURING THAT ARE PEOPLE HAVE SOUND, SOLID AND STRONG BLACK MALES IS THE WAY TO GO!
-_-
GO STRAIGHT TO OBLIVION!!!!!
^_^
So because of this We don't have the luxury of being OVERLY LENIENT AND UNDERSTANDING, BECAUSE THESE ARE THE TOOLS THAT WERE USED TO REDUCE US TO DIRT IN THE FIRST PLACE, and ALWAYS REMEMBER!
Those who do not LEARN FROM HISTORY ARE DOOMED TO REPEAT IT.
This is a Life-lesson that I myself have HAD PROBLEMS WITH.
Because I have gone out of My Way to be OVERLY LENIENT AND UNDERSTANDING of people whose only families have made it clear THAT THEY ARE EXPENDABLE.
Now!?
Here is THE TRICK TO WHAT I JUST TYPED!
A person's own family CAN DEEM AND TREAT THEM EXPENDABLE IF THEY CHOOSE TO.
And YOU YOURSELF AND BEFRIEND THAT PERSON, and if it is a female, YOU CAN CHOOSE TO EVEN DATE THAT FEMALE.
However much like this video it ALL COMES TOGETHER IN THE END!
It is NOT JUST THE TREATMENT OF THE PERSON'S FAMILY THAT YOU GO BY.
But it is HOW THE PERSON ACTS THAT DETERMINES WHAT YOU DO NEXT AND WHY AND WHEN AND HOW YOU DO IT.
You see a PERSON can be treated a certain way FOR VARIOUS REASONS, some legit, SOME NOT, HOWEVER!? It is AND LEMME RETYPE THAT NOW;
IT IS UP TO THAT PERSON TO DETERMINE WHO THEY ARE AND BE WHO THEY CLAIM TO BE.
In other words, I am typing to you NOW.
I am NOT DROWNING IN CHILD SUPPORT.
I AM NOT BEHIND BARS.
I AM BUILDING AND STRIVING AND PUSHING FORWARD COME HELL OR HIGH WATER TO REACH YOU!
Because I am, WHO I HAVE ALWAYS STATED I AM.
I am NOT someone who simply listens to people and stands there and PRETENDS TO GIVE A FUCK.
If I am uninterested in what you have to say, then I TACTFULLY STATE IT AS SUCH TO SAVE US BOTH THE TIME.
I am HONEST ABOUT WHO I AM WHAT I BELIEVE AND WHY I BELIEVE IT AND I HAVE LIVED MY LIFE THAT WAY.
Your Uncles, both biological AND SWORN, can attest to the fact that I do NOT HYPE MYSELF UP. And I am NOT SOME KEYBOARD WARRIOR, BECAUSE I WAS NOT BORN IN TODAY'S TIMES WHERE LYING ABOUT WHO YOU ARE CAN TURN YOU INTO A MULTI-MILLIONAIRE AND MAKE YOU FAMOUS!
And when I last talked with Your Mother, she specifically stated, much to her... displeasure.
THAT YOU CANNOT STOP FATE!
You, without having seen me IN 99% OF YOUR LIFE!
HAVE GROWN UP TO BE EXACTLY LIKE ME!
Honest TO A FAULT, BUT NOT NAIVELY STUPID ENOUGH TO ALLOW OTHERS TO PLAY YOU BECAUSE OF IT!
AND THIS IS WHERE I HAVE TO STEP IN!
Because I am FULLY AWARE THAT YOUR MOTHER IS LIKE MY MOTHER WAS.
Once she sees THAT YOUR NATURAL TRAITS OF INTEGRITY WILL ULTIMATELY CAUSE YOU TO BE AT ODDS WITH HER SHE WILL ATTEMPT TO CHANGE WHO YOU ARE SO THAT SHE CAN CONTINUE TO HAVE WRONGFUL INFLUENCE ON YOU!
This is the reason why I have cut back on my email journal entries to you and have been WORKING MY ASS OFF TO GET WILLIAMS WORKS IN ORDER!
Because YOU WILL NOT END UP CORRUPTED AND COMPROMISED LIKE I WAS.
Be PROUD OF YOUR ABILITY TO ACCEPT OTHERS.
BUT DO NOT MINDLESSLY KEEP LISTENING TO THOSE WHO DEMONSTRATE THAT THEY ARE INCOMPETENT AND UNWILLING AND UNABLE TO CHANGE THEMSELVES AND THEIR BEHAVIOR!
These are of course, one of the MANY THINGS WE WILL TALK ABOUT.
Sooner THAN BOTH OF US THINK!
Because I found the program I needed to be able to get My Designs APPROVED FOR THE WEBSHOP!
TODAY IS YOUR DAY AND REGARDLESS OF EVERYTHING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED I HAVE NEVER STOPPED REMEMBERING HOW I FELT WHEN I SAW YOUR HANDSOME FACE FOR THE FIRST TIME!
When We see each other again later on THIS YEAR.
It will once again be like it was on that day.
Because I cannot wait to see how much YOU have grown!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SON!
Love, Your Father....
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