Walking Dead, Book-One!
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And of course, as you know, I am fighting TO KEEP MY APARTMENT!
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Wednesday, November 25, 2015
Bad Advertising PRESENTS; Walking Dead Book-One READY FOR DOWNLOAD!
GOOD MORNING FROM UPPER DARBY!
I have JUST FINISHED converting Walking Dead Book-One and I've added it to Williams Works as a FREE DOWNLOAD EBOOK! Here is the Link to it;
Walking Dead, Book-One!
ENJOY!
And of course, as you know, I am fighting TO KEEP MY APARTMENT!
Any DONATION you can OFFER IS GREATLY APPRECIATED!
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Walking Dead, Book-One!
ENJOY!
And of course, as you know, I am fighting TO KEEP MY APARTMENT!
Any DONATION you can OFFER IS GREATLY APPRECIATED!
Click Me to Donate!
Tariq Nasheed - Trump Supporters, and The Shining A Light Special
GOOD MORNING FROM UPPER DARBY!
Here is THE LATEST Tariq Nasheed Ustream Show. Note that at the VERY BEGINNING of this show Tariq TALKS ABOUT BLACK MONETIZING OF SKILLS;
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Recent Revelations of a Recurring Nightmare....
GOOD MORNING FROM UPPER DARBY!
I just finished adding my Gofundme page to my website in the Creator's Corner. I went on ahead earlier and got some much needed sleep. To say my blood pressure is running high is an understatement, so I'm gonna go on ahead and actually take some of my blood pressure meds, which is something I haven't had to do for nearly a month now.
It's been a VERY INTERESTING DAY! I've had my work ethic and planning questioned by, unfortunately, My Mother. But no sooner did that happen I had a conversation with My Sworn-Sister and she was quick to point out that she not only wasn't surprised. But didn't even understand what My Mother's point was except for to intentionally make matters worse.
>_<
Ugh!
I appreciated the help My Mother gave, but truth be told I was uneasy and nervous as shit about it. Because it always has come at extremely steep prices. When I've done well and had money, I've never been shy about looking out for My Mother, but?
As both My Sworn-Sister today and My Sworn-Brother last night and today pointed out in some way or another "I don't think Your Mother loves you, let alone, like you. You tend to do and be the opposite of her and she sees you WON'T stoop to certain levels when she knows YOU COULD. And you could have whatever you want or needed, BUT YOU WON'T."
>_<
Unfortunately, I tend to be hampered by actually having morals. Something I've been honestly criticized before on, where as I said from day-1. I had to GET RID OF A NUMBER OF PEOPLE, because they simply DO NOT CARE WHATEVER THEY HAVE TO DO TO TRY TO GET AHEAD OR SCHEME FOR SHIT.
I'm sorry, but I don't plot and scheme on My Family and Friends.
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd, this has made me the LITERAL Black Sheep of My Family. And within certain circles I've run with in the past and gotten rid of in the present. I can look back on the last few months and say with certainty that, YES! I could have gotten a new job by now!
If I was WILLING. TO LIE. WITH NO CONCERN OF WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I GET CAUGHT. And of course the main LYING POINT WAS;
Do you have A CAR, because we want to HIRE YOU. BUT WE'RE NOT ACCESSIBLE TO PUBLIC TRANSIT.
Now? In a TIGHT KNIT FAMILY?
Then it comes down to me talking to, in this instance, My Mother. And potentially working something out so that I can either use her car or whatever? The funny thing is that My Mother will drive across state lines... FOR MY SISTER. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! She will break her neck to help out My Sister and Her Daughters. Unfortunately? For Me AND My Son, that has never been the case. And like I said at the start of this blog, I'm through keeping Other People's Secrets. My Mother, UNFORTUNATELY, has always hated my ability to be honest, regardless of situation or circumstances. And mind you? This isn't about I don't know how to lie or that I have never TOLD A LIE. No. But I DO KNOW PROPER TIME AND PLACE.
Simply put there are times when you JUST. DO NOT. LIE. You DO NOT LIE TO OR ON FAMILY. YOU DO NOT LIE ON LOVED ONES. YOU DO NOT LIE TO THE PUBLIC, ESPECIALLY WHEN SEEKING THEIR SUPPORT, HELP, ETC! It is BECAUSE OF THIS that I am able to type ANY OF THIS NOW. It is BECAUSE OF THIS PART OF WHO I AM, that I DO NOT OWE CHILD SUPPORT AND THE WHITE DOMESTIC COURT OF MEDIA COUNTY, HAS SIDED AND SUPPORTED ME.
I am NOT A COWARD who NEEDS OTHERS TO GET AHEAD OR DO MY DIRTY WORK FOR ME. But I was reminded last night by My Own Mother, just how much DIFFERENT WE ARE AND THE FACT THAT I REALLY SURVIVED AN UPBRINGING THAT MOST MALES, regardless of Race-n-Place, SIMPLY WOULD NOT. AND WILL NOT. When you can feel someone's hatred through a phone...? I was reminded this morning of WHERE I get my temper from and why I ALWAYS CONTROL IT;
It is one reason why I DO NOT LIKE TO BE LIED UPON.
I know when I have FUCKED UP. I know when I have done something WRONG. I do NOT WANT NOR NEED ANYONE TO MAKE MATTERS UP WHEN I'VE COMMITTED NO OFFENSE EXCEPT FOR SEEING THROUGH THEIR BULLSHIT AND MOVING ON. I've always been told that some of the times when this has happened is BECAUSE OF THE FACT that I have no problems with moving on from CERTAIN SHIT. Where the person is left to see that they no longer matter to me and they get pissed about it and try to cause a BIG ASS SCENE!
Instead of shuttin up, SHUTTIN UP! And steppin OFF!
I will say that My Mother's behavior yesterday was PREDICTABLE. And while I LOVE MY MOTHER AND APPRECIATE WHAT HELP SHE'S GIVEN AS OF LATE. I honestly do not think I'll be talking to her any time soon just because she seems to want me to be this heartless asshole who just uses people and places, then steps on to the next victim. And I'm sorry. That's not who I am and that's not who I ever was, even during my days running the street and even afterwards when I was involved in all the Race Wars growing up. Negative Emotions, HAVE TO BE CONTAINED AND CONTROLLED AND DIRECTED, whenever you have them. But for whatever reason, My Mother really knows that if I would just BE LIKE HER.
Then I wouldn't need gofundme pages where I'm asking for help from others, however?
The BEST TIMES IN MY LIFE HAVE BEEN WHEN I HAVE BEEN THERE FOR OTHERS AND OTHERS HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME. And I had to acknowledge last night that My Mother has never experienced what it HONESTLY MEANS to be a part of a BLACK COLLECTIVE WORKING TOGETHER AND ACHIEVING OUR GOALS. If she taught me something yesterday, it was that I was naive and stupid to have disbanded the Black Raptors. Having a core group of Blacks who aren't about bullshit here in this country is critical. I must have listened to My Mother tell me too many times in the last few months how I need to go along to get along and not worry about anything else. Get what you can get, don't worry about anything else.
Tch...!
>_<
It was a very bipolar set of conversations and discussions where I was thankful that TBA couldn't hear what she was saying to me. And I didn't want to argue with her, either. And I realize now that I should have said something more than just trying to "keep the peace" with her. Because peace between us, unfortunately, NEVER LAST. This FACT, was also a HUGE REASON why I lost all tolerance for Stacey. I've ATTEMPTED to live that LIFE of LYING ABOUT how things REALLY ARE BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR PARENTS. It doesn't work. At some point or another, everything comes out in the wash. Some situation or circumstance comes up or comes out, where the true nature of HOW THINGS ARE, comes to the forefront.
I let My Mother speak her peace OUT OF RESPECT, last night and this morning.
But? I was left with no choice but to have to admit that we're TOO FUNDAMENTALLY DIFFERENT to coexist for any LONG PERIODS OF TIME. And while that MAY NOT BE HOW I WOULD LIKE IT, REALITY? Is UNCONCERNED ABOUT WHAT I FEEL. There is only WHAT IS AND THE WAY THINGS ARE AND RIGHT!?
Me being POWERLESS OR DEPENDENT, IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM. Then INTERACTING WITH HER? It never ends well, FOR ME. And that is NOT something that I want or like to type about My Own Mother....
It's been a VERY INTERESTING DAY! I've had my work ethic and planning questioned by, unfortunately, My Mother. But no sooner did that happen I had a conversation with My Sworn-Sister and she was quick to point out that she not only wasn't surprised. But didn't even understand what My Mother's point was except for to intentionally make matters worse.
>_<
Ugh!
I appreciated the help My Mother gave, but truth be told I was uneasy and nervous as shit about it. Because it always has come at extremely steep prices. When I've done well and had money, I've never been shy about looking out for My Mother, but?
As both My Sworn-Sister today and My Sworn-Brother last night and today pointed out in some way or another "I don't think Your Mother loves you, let alone, like you. You tend to do and be the opposite of her and she sees you WON'T stoop to certain levels when she knows YOU COULD. And you could have whatever you want or needed, BUT YOU WON'T."
>_<
Unfortunately, I tend to be hampered by actually having morals. Something I've been honestly criticized before on, where as I said from day-1. I had to GET RID OF A NUMBER OF PEOPLE, because they simply DO NOT CARE WHATEVER THEY HAVE TO DO TO TRY TO GET AHEAD OR SCHEME FOR SHIT.
I'm sorry, but I don't plot and scheme on My Family and Friends.
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd, this has made me the LITERAL Black Sheep of My Family. And within certain circles I've run with in the past and gotten rid of in the present. I can look back on the last few months and say with certainty that, YES! I could have gotten a new job by now!
If I was WILLING. TO LIE. WITH NO CONCERN OF WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I GET CAUGHT. And of course the main LYING POINT WAS;
Do you have A CAR, because we want to HIRE YOU. BUT WE'RE NOT ACCESSIBLE TO PUBLIC TRANSIT.
Now? In a TIGHT KNIT FAMILY?
Then it comes down to me talking to, in this instance, My Mother. And potentially working something out so that I can either use her car or whatever? The funny thing is that My Mother will drive across state lines... FOR MY SISTER. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! She will break her neck to help out My Sister and Her Daughters. Unfortunately? For Me AND My Son, that has never been the case. And like I said at the start of this blog, I'm through keeping Other People's Secrets. My Mother, UNFORTUNATELY, has always hated my ability to be honest, regardless of situation or circumstances. And mind you? This isn't about I don't know how to lie or that I have never TOLD A LIE. No. But I DO KNOW PROPER TIME AND PLACE.
Simply put there are times when you JUST. DO NOT. LIE. You DO NOT LIE TO OR ON FAMILY. YOU DO NOT LIE ON LOVED ONES. YOU DO NOT LIE TO THE PUBLIC, ESPECIALLY WHEN SEEKING THEIR SUPPORT, HELP, ETC! It is BECAUSE OF THIS that I am able to type ANY OF THIS NOW. It is BECAUSE OF THIS PART OF WHO I AM, that I DO NOT OWE CHILD SUPPORT AND THE WHITE DOMESTIC COURT OF MEDIA COUNTY, HAS SIDED AND SUPPORTED ME.
I am NOT A COWARD who NEEDS OTHERS TO GET AHEAD OR DO MY DIRTY WORK FOR ME. But I was reminded last night by My Own Mother, just how much DIFFERENT WE ARE AND THE FACT THAT I REALLY SURVIVED AN UPBRINGING THAT MOST MALES, regardless of Race-n-Place, SIMPLY WOULD NOT. AND WILL NOT. When you can feel someone's hatred through a phone...? I was reminded this morning of WHERE I get my temper from and why I ALWAYS CONTROL IT;
I know when I have FUCKED UP. I know when I have done something WRONG. I do NOT WANT NOR NEED ANYONE TO MAKE MATTERS UP WHEN I'VE COMMITTED NO OFFENSE EXCEPT FOR SEEING THROUGH THEIR BULLSHIT AND MOVING ON. I've always been told that some of the times when this has happened is BECAUSE OF THE FACT that I have no problems with moving on from CERTAIN SHIT. Where the person is left to see that they no longer matter to me and they get pissed about it and try to cause a BIG ASS SCENE!
Instead of shuttin up, SHUTTIN UP! And steppin OFF!
I will say that My Mother's behavior yesterday was PREDICTABLE. And while I LOVE MY MOTHER AND APPRECIATE WHAT HELP SHE'S GIVEN AS OF LATE. I honestly do not think I'll be talking to her any time soon just because she seems to want me to be this heartless asshole who just uses people and places, then steps on to the next victim. And I'm sorry. That's not who I am and that's not who I ever was, even during my days running the street and even afterwards when I was involved in all the Race Wars growing up. Negative Emotions, HAVE TO BE CONTAINED AND CONTROLLED AND DIRECTED, whenever you have them. But for whatever reason, My Mother really knows that if I would just BE LIKE HER.
Then I wouldn't need gofundme pages where I'm asking for help from others, however?
The BEST TIMES IN MY LIFE HAVE BEEN WHEN I HAVE BEEN THERE FOR OTHERS AND OTHERS HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME. And I had to acknowledge last night that My Mother has never experienced what it HONESTLY MEANS to be a part of a BLACK COLLECTIVE WORKING TOGETHER AND ACHIEVING OUR GOALS. If she taught me something yesterday, it was that I was naive and stupid to have disbanded the Black Raptors. Having a core group of Blacks who aren't about bullshit here in this country is critical. I must have listened to My Mother tell me too many times in the last few months how I need to go along to get along and not worry about anything else. Get what you can get, don't worry about anything else.
Tch...!
>_<
It was a very bipolar set of conversations and discussions where I was thankful that TBA couldn't hear what she was saying to me. And I didn't want to argue with her, either. And I realize now that I should have said something more than just trying to "keep the peace" with her. Because peace between us, unfortunately, NEVER LAST. This FACT, was also a HUGE REASON why I lost all tolerance for Stacey. I've ATTEMPTED to live that LIFE of LYING ABOUT how things REALLY ARE BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR PARENTS. It doesn't work. At some point or another, everything comes out in the wash. Some situation or circumstance comes up or comes out, where the true nature of HOW THINGS ARE, comes to the forefront.
I let My Mother speak her peace OUT OF RESPECT, last night and this morning.
But? I was left with no choice but to have to admit that we're TOO FUNDAMENTALLY DIFFERENT to coexist for any LONG PERIODS OF TIME. And while that MAY NOT BE HOW I WOULD LIKE IT, REALITY? Is UNCONCERNED ABOUT WHAT I FEEL. There is only WHAT IS AND THE WAY THINGS ARE AND RIGHT!?
Me being POWERLESS OR DEPENDENT, IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM. Then INTERACTING WITH HER? It never ends well, FOR ME. And that is NOT something that I want or like to type about My Own Mother....
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
Bad Advertising PRESENTS; My GoFundMe Page...!
GOOD NOON-TIME TO YA FROM UPPER DARBY!
Well!? I decided to post a GOFUNDME PAGE to try to raise the $2,000 I need to STAVE OFF EVICTION! I have even set up a Rewards Level for anyone who donates! To say that I'm NOT HAPPY about having to put together a gofundme page is an UNDERSTATEMENT, BUT!? I've worked too hard to get this far to simply lose my apartment because it took me TOO LONG to get the hours I NEEDED. That's what PISSES ME OFF THE MOST!
Mind YOU!? I have PHONE INTERVIEW THIS EVENING. For one job.
And I have set up an INTERVIEW for another job NEXT WEEK!
Which is ANOTHER REASON WHY I PUT UP THIS GOFUNDME PAGE!
I cannot afford to lose my apartment now that I'm getting call backs from employers that I CAN HONESTLY REACH! Who will HONESTLY PAY ME!
If YOU WISH to DONATE, I'D APPRECIATE IT! Here is THE LINK;
My Gofundme Page...!
Whatever you can give is GREATLY APPRECIATED!
Mind YOU!? I have PHONE INTERVIEW THIS EVENING. For one job.
And I have set up an INTERVIEW for another job NEXT WEEK!
Which is ANOTHER REASON WHY I PUT UP THIS GOFUNDME PAGE!
I cannot afford to lose my apartment now that I'm getting call backs from employers that I CAN HONESTLY REACH! Who will HONESTLY PAY ME!
If YOU WISH to DONATE, I'D APPRECIATE IT! Here is THE LINK;
My Gofundme Page...!
Whatever you can give is GREATLY APPRECIATED!
Can't... SLEEP!
GOOD MORNING FROM SLEEPLESS IN UPPER DARBY!
Well!?
I've tried every fuckin thing I know to settle down and try to sleep, IT AIN'T HAPPENING! I've been reading over Pennsylvania Eviction Laws and Landlord Tenant and I've found a LOT OF INTERESTING INFORMATION. What's most important is the fact that I've paid rent for nearly 15 years here without incident, so I'm more than PISSED to have to waste time going down to court.
However, as I have said and ADMITTED! I made TWO MISTAKES that I took TOO LONG TO CORRECT. And when I took the job I now have and was told I had to EARN FULL-TIME HOURS? That was my THIRD MISTAKE. Because of course, I HAVE A JOB. But it took me TILL THIS MONTH to finally GET FULL-TIME HOURS.
I think that is what is REALLY PISSIN ME OFF RIGHT ABOUT NOW! The time I SPENT on this job doing PART-TIME HOURS, is what PUT ME IN THE HOLE IN THE FIRST PLACE. But with all this ONLINE ONLY BULLSHIT, it makes it HARD AS HELL TO FIND NEW WORK QUICKLY WITHOUT A CAR!
So far the jobs that will HIRE WALK-IN'S AND WALK-ON'S!? HAVE ALL BEEN IN PREDOMINANTLY WHITE AREAS WHERE YOU HAVE TO HAVE A CAR JUST TO LIVE IN THAT AREA ANYWAY!
>_<
And that is VERY CUTE.
These job ops however SUFFER FROM STEADY EMPLOYMENT, because the Whites in these areas, DON'T FUCKIN NEED THE WORK! They have cars, generally come from good family incomes, so!? They simply UP AND QUIT WHENEVER THE MOOD STRIKES THEM!
This type of quitting at random, is DEFINITELY HELD AGAINST BLACK PEOPLE WHO DO THIS. You'd be HARD PRESSED to find a Black Person who will just UP AND QUIT without concerns that they'll not be able to find A NEW JOB... THANKS TO THE OLD EMPLOYER SABOTAGING THEM WITH BAD REFERENCES!
Again!?
When you OWN-N-CONTROL SHIT!?
Then you GET TO MAKE THE RULES.
When YOU DON'T!?
Then you GET.
WHATEVER YOU GET!
>_<
I've missed out on A NUMBER OF NEW JOBS, simply because I DON'T HAVE A CAR! And that's another thing that is pissing me off right about now, too. The fact that I had to LITERALLY TURN DOWN JOBS, due to lack of transportation of my own. Now of course?! These things are nagging me right fuckin now because of the fact that I have to go to court and I could have LIED or WHATEVER!? Months ago, when some of these positions OPENED UP and OFFERED ME EMPLOYMENT, but?
I had no car.
I've had to find out THE HARD WAY, that some of the people who have told me the place is INACCESSIBLE to public transit, WERE LYING. They simply didn't want to deal with someone who had to depend on public transit to reach them! Some of the places I had to miss out on, claimed non-accessible to public transit, but?! I DIDN'T ALWAYS GET THEIR LOCATION, SO I HAD NO CONCRETE PROOF OF WHERE IN SUCH-N-SUCH THEY WERE. They only gave GENERAL LOCATIONS, but NOT SPECIFIC! This can now be RECTIFIED THOUGH, now that I have full-time hours, where NOW?!
I can honestly RENT A CAR, and get around this barrier. ^_^!!!! I'll be the first one to type that I believe my current employer knew and understood that as long as I COULDN'T GET FULL-TIME HOURS, then of course I couldn't MAKE ENOUGH MONEY TO DO THINGS LIKE RENT A CAR TO GO ELSEWHERE. Thus it is STILL TRUE.
It takes money.
To MAKE money....
I've tried every fuckin thing I know to settle down and try to sleep, IT AIN'T HAPPENING! I've been reading over Pennsylvania Eviction Laws and Landlord Tenant and I've found a LOT OF INTERESTING INFORMATION. What's most important is the fact that I've paid rent for nearly 15 years here without incident, so I'm more than PISSED to have to waste time going down to court.
However, as I have said and ADMITTED! I made TWO MISTAKES that I took TOO LONG TO CORRECT. And when I took the job I now have and was told I had to EARN FULL-TIME HOURS? That was my THIRD MISTAKE. Because of course, I HAVE A JOB. But it took me TILL THIS MONTH to finally GET FULL-TIME HOURS.
I think that is what is REALLY PISSIN ME OFF RIGHT ABOUT NOW! The time I SPENT on this job doing PART-TIME HOURS, is what PUT ME IN THE HOLE IN THE FIRST PLACE. But with all this ONLINE ONLY BULLSHIT, it makes it HARD AS HELL TO FIND NEW WORK QUICKLY WITHOUT A CAR!
So far the jobs that will HIRE WALK-IN'S AND WALK-ON'S!? HAVE ALL BEEN IN PREDOMINANTLY WHITE AREAS WHERE YOU HAVE TO HAVE A CAR JUST TO LIVE IN THAT AREA ANYWAY!
>_<
And that is VERY CUTE.
These job ops however SUFFER FROM STEADY EMPLOYMENT, because the Whites in these areas, DON'T FUCKIN NEED THE WORK! They have cars, generally come from good family incomes, so!? They simply UP AND QUIT WHENEVER THE MOOD STRIKES THEM!
This type of quitting at random, is DEFINITELY HELD AGAINST BLACK PEOPLE WHO DO THIS. You'd be HARD PRESSED to find a Black Person who will just UP AND QUIT without concerns that they'll not be able to find A NEW JOB... THANKS TO THE OLD EMPLOYER SABOTAGING THEM WITH BAD REFERENCES!
Again!?
When you OWN-N-CONTROL SHIT!?
Then you GET TO MAKE THE RULES.
When YOU DON'T!?
Then you GET.
WHATEVER YOU GET!
>_<
I've missed out on A NUMBER OF NEW JOBS, simply because I DON'T HAVE A CAR! And that's another thing that is pissing me off right about now, too. The fact that I had to LITERALLY TURN DOWN JOBS, due to lack of transportation of my own. Now of course?! These things are nagging me right fuckin now because of the fact that I have to go to court and I could have LIED or WHATEVER!? Months ago, when some of these positions OPENED UP and OFFERED ME EMPLOYMENT, but?
I had no car.
I've had to find out THE HARD WAY, that some of the people who have told me the place is INACCESSIBLE to public transit, WERE LYING. They simply didn't want to deal with someone who had to depend on public transit to reach them! Some of the places I had to miss out on, claimed non-accessible to public transit, but?! I DIDN'T ALWAYS GET THEIR LOCATION, SO I HAD NO CONCRETE PROOF OF WHERE IN SUCH-N-SUCH THEY WERE. They only gave GENERAL LOCATIONS, but NOT SPECIFIC! This can now be RECTIFIED THOUGH, now that I have full-time hours, where NOW?!
I can honestly RENT A CAR, and get around this barrier. ^_^!!!! I'll be the first one to type that I believe my current employer knew and understood that as long as I COULDN'T GET FULL-TIME HOURS, then of course I couldn't MAKE ENOUGH MONEY TO DO THINGS LIKE RENT A CAR TO GO ELSEWHERE. Thus it is STILL TRUE.
It takes money.
To MAKE money....
Just Sent Confirmation....
Good Morning from Upper Darby!
I just sent confirmation for a job interview appointment for a VERY GOOD JOB in. If I can land THIS ONE? Where this is one where I simply need to nail a FACE-TO-FACE interview, then? There won't be ANYMORE POSTS of problems paying bills or anything else. The fact that I was even able to GET CONSIDERED for this position shows me that at one time, like I used to say to some of my friends and family, yes. I do know what it means to actually be well-paid and all of that. Right now, my MAIN CONCERN is that THIS YEAR IS RAPIDLY ENDING.
I need to get this money together TO BE THERE FOR MY SON'S BIRTHDAY IN JANUARY. My search for gainful employment goes far beyond just KEEPING A ROOF OVER MY HEAD. I've got A LOT OF CATCHING UP AND MAKING UP TO DO WITH MY SON. And I promised MYSELF that I'd be there for his birthday next year COME HELL OR HIGH WATER! Well!?
I've survived the HIGH WATER PART!
Now to get through HELL!
I just sent confirmation for a job interview appointment for a VERY GOOD JOB in. If I can land THIS ONE? Where this is one where I simply need to nail a FACE-TO-FACE interview, then? There won't be ANYMORE POSTS of problems paying bills or anything else. The fact that I was even able to GET CONSIDERED for this position shows me that at one time, like I used to say to some of my friends and family, yes. I do know what it means to actually be well-paid and all of that. Right now, my MAIN CONCERN is that THIS YEAR IS RAPIDLY ENDING.
I need to get this money together TO BE THERE FOR MY SON'S BIRTHDAY IN JANUARY. My search for gainful employment goes far beyond just KEEPING A ROOF OVER MY HEAD. I've got A LOT OF CATCHING UP AND MAKING UP TO DO WITH MY SON. And I promised MYSELF that I'd be there for his birthday next year COME HELL OR HIGH WATER! Well!?
I've survived the HIGH WATER PART!
Now to get through HELL!
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