This is one reason why I said Polygamy is not some fuckin game. It isn't some bullshit to fuck with so you can have a hard-on because you got multiple women or some other childishly-stupid silly-shit like that and I type all of this because!
When Biggie died, Lil Kim fell apart.
When Biggie died, Charlie Baltimore fell apart.
But for Faith Evans it was probably a relief.
But for the two unofficial wives, side-pieces, whatever!?
Neither of them were the same nor have they been the same since.
Especially Lil Kim.
Now, all of this actually ties into my own life and with the bullshit that went on with Stacey and good ole Baby Dave Evans. Creeping around, sneaking around, lying and trying to be slick over silly shit. Is a GREAT WAY to fuck yourself up. Fuck your family life up. Fuck YOUR OWN HAPPINESS UP and then have to bitch-n-moan about it when your playing around and playing the field, fucks you up! Being honest and open with Your Loved One keeps shit from going off the rails and over the side of a steep cliff or into a tree or other oncoming cars while you're motoring up the highway of life.
But when you're NOT USED TO BE ABLE TO TELL THE TRUTH and then YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH THE REALITY OF WHO YOU ARE, then? You're bound to try to go back to your creepin and sneaking and when you get CAUGHT!? Then;
And I can use the situation between Myself and Baby Dave Evans as an example;
When I went on ahead and told Stacey "Look? I already know that the only thing you really want from this man is some dick and the ability to goof off and then come back home to me, so!? These are the fuckin rules. I need to know when you two are getting together and where. Ya'll go do whatever you are going to do, however!? I wanna video of every time you two fuck! Then? When you come to see me, I will put the video on and you and I will fuck and you can compare and contrast for yourself! Mind you, you have to be responsible for yourself! Come back here pregnant or whatever, that's on you. Lie about shit like this crap I've put up with, then you can keep your ass there. I gave you more than enough warnings over the years to stop fuckin around with whomever it was you were fuckin around with and now you've finally done something where I have to come out and finally confront you about this, so? These are the rules. Take it or leave it, if you leave it, then his ass HAS TO GO! Because you were a-okay to fuck around with him while I was supposedly in the dark, so you should be fine now that everything is above board."
Note; I already knew she wasn't gonna be fine with it now. Which is what makes the whole thing sad, pathetic and unfunny at the same time that it is a peek into BOTH MY OWN PSYCHE AND STACEY'S. When she was creeping around, she had no problems with it. But once I put shit above board, put RESPONSIBILITIES TO IT!? Then it became a problem. And THAT is when I then HAD A PROBLEM WITH IT! Don't fuckin do shit that you can't do with the FUCKIN LIGHTS ON AND THE PEOPLE AND PUBLIC KNOWING HOW YOU GET DOWN!
This is why I said that if Umar Johnson LIKES BLACK STRIPPERS then don't fuckin tell fuckin people DON'T FUCK WITH BLACK STRIPPERS! Because you're LITERALLY SAYING SOMETHING THAT IS CONTRARY TO WHO YOU ARE AS A BLACKMAN AND YOU'RE BOUND TO FUCKIN FUCK YOURSELF UP BY DOING THAT DUMB SHIT!
Needless to say, when Baby Dave Evans heard MY RULES!?
HE INVITED STACEY AND I DOWN TO HIS HOUSE TO SWING WITH HIM AND HIS WIFE!
So when it was all about Her fuckin around and doing whatever, shit was great!
Even though THE REALITY WAS AND STILL IS;
Dave Evans was simply someone who held no responsibilities from or for her, so!? For Stacey, she didn't have to be on her P's & Q's all the time like she had to be and still has to be when she is with me or interacting with me. And for the record, being married and having some sort of SIDE-SOMEBODY APPEARS TO BE TYPICAL FOR COLOURED SOUTH AFRICAN MARRIED COUPLES!
So for those who think White Power Supremacy only fucks up or does a number on Us as Black People and Black South Africans, part of the reason why Stacey was pissed and has said eeeeeeeeeeeeeeevvvvvvvvvvvverything except for ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT I JUST TYPED ABOVE, is because she doesn't want READERS TO KNOW HOW SHE ACTUALLY GETS DOWN! Say whatever you want but in the course of MY RELATIONSHIPS throughout My Life;
1) Melissa Riddick, College Sweetheart and Soulmate, Black American Psychology Major and FARRRRRRRRR SMARTER THAN ME!
A) Proposed TO ME that I have TWO OTHER GIRLFRIENDS and ACTUALLY SUGGESTED
POLYGAMY TO ME! Attempted to talk with HER MOTHER ABOUT IT, of course SHE
FREAKED THE FUCK OUT! Meanwhile Melissa's lying-ass father had too many children
from DIFFERENT WOMEN, which HE DID TAKE CARE OF, to an extent. Where Melissa
was the smartest and BEST of His Children, but since the other Blackwomen HATED HER then she was given THE LEAST RESPECT ON ALL FRONTS.
2) Nonikai Sahron Williams, Ex-Wife, Black American Financial Chief Administrator, 1st Libra I ever dated. Cunning and crafty when she's out for self. Concocted Wifebeating Scheme Against Me by Used Dumb-Ass White-bitch Feminazi's to do her dirty work and then IMMEDIATELY DOUBLE-CROSSED ALL OF THEM ALONG WITH MY MOTHER! When it came to actually following the plans I came up with, actually LISTENED AND DID AS INSTRUCTED. But often wanted MORE CREDIT THAN SHE CONTRIBUTED. Insanely jealous of ANY WOMAN WHO LOOKED AT ME BUT ONLY FOR AS LONG AS SHE DIDN'T THINK SHE HERSELF COULD GET A CHANCE TO FUCK HER!
Upon learning about Stacey nearly flew into a psychotic rage IN FRONT OF THE JUDGE! Where even Dan said afterwards "Jesus Christ, she nearly went berserk right in front of the same judge she'd just told you'd abused her!? I'm sorry but she is crazy. Does Stacey know that this woman will attempt to beat her to death if she so much as bat's an eyelash wrong!?" and that is NOT an exaggeration. Noni and I have actually fought OTHER COUPLES AND WON! Regardless of race-n-place. She has also gotten into bar room brawls AGAINST OTHER MEN and has NO PROBLEMS WITH USING LETHAL FORCE TO CUT YOU OPEN!
Unlike Stacey who is passive-aggressive and will talk you to death. Noni will STOP TALKING and begin looking around for possible weapons with which to FATALLY INJURE YOU! >_< No, I am NOT PLAYING. Even My Sworn-Brothers were on-guard when dealing with Her and they made it clear that the only person she HONESTLY LOVES OR LIKES, is me. And Our Son.
A) Bisexual since the day I was introduced to her. So since that was always a part of who she was,
in Our Relationship I let her know that she could do whatever when it came to women, BUT!?
When I told her it was time to get in the fuckin house and leave those bitches alone!? If you
don't show up, DON'T FUCKIN BOTHER COMING BACK! And not one time did she ever
give me a problem and AGAIN!? For all the Black Lesbian BULLSHIT that I heard about.
Time-after-time whenever she was with a supposed Black Lesbian and they would see her
LITERALLY stop whatever she was doing and leave them in the lurch. They'd eventually
DEMAND to have a threesome because TO THEM they always thought that their Black
Lesbian whatever was gonna mysteriously trump Noni actually having A BLACKMAN WITH
SOME SENSE AND HALFWAY DECENT DICK!
Noni never objected.
I always did.
Because that SET-ASIDE was FOR HER.
3) Stacey Ann Kell (Simmer), Former Fiancee and still Dirty Daughter, South African Coloured Administrator, what's up with me and administrative-women!? Another Libra. Both Noni and Stacey's birthday's are one after the other. Stacey hid the fact that she was a Libra from me and I played stupid when she pretended like she hadn't chosen to keep that fact from me, based on how I spoke about Noni.
A) ???? Unlike with Noni, Stacey is unsure about what she's sure about, at least for as long as it is not in her favor. She's far more personable than Noni, but unlike Noni she's a coward who will yap till she shouldn't and then end up in a situation that yapping can't get her out of. Unlike with Noni, Stacey and I were far more intimate and not just through sex. She was much closer to Melissa in her ability to be compassionate and she enjoyed being able to be close to me just as much as I enjoyed her being close to me. She was clingy and possessive, which she doesn't like to admit, however I had no problems with any of that. My issue was the fact that she'd become accustomed to lying all the time and lived in and still lives in an environment that values lies and deception and manipulation more than the truth and honesty, thus leading to all kinds of shitty situations that can easily be avoided by 6-seconds of truth.
This however is the penalty that Coloured South Africans, or at least THIS GROUP AND FAMILY, had to pay for being COMPLICIT WITHIN THE APARTHEID SYSTEM! She frequents this board and I have done an about face and support and condone that. She likes BLACKMEN and she loves ATTENTION FROM BLACKMEN. And she's now had to see for herself that the shit shown on TV isn't even remotely close to who most of Us are.
Now?
Why have I TYPED ALL THIS?
Because these three women, in a POLYGAMOUS situation, would probably result in me being murdered at some point or another by one of them or one of them murdering the other two. Melissa was actually FOR POLYGAMY WITHIN THE BLACK AMERICAN COMMUNITY. She even PICKED OUT TWO OTHER COLLEGE WOMEN AT LINCOLN and I remember when we sat down with Gloria and Gloria was shocked that Melissa was woman enough to point out that her concern was all about the fact that Blackmen are being EXTERMINATED ON PURPOSE. And when open warfare is declared on Us, we won't have enough ABLE-BODIED MEN to be able to fight back with. Never mind that she felt as though the number of Blackwomen was now too far out of proportion with Blackmen, so? How does the situation get solved unless polygamy isn't instituted even as an EMERGENCY MEASURE to allow for more boys to be brought into the world BY MEN WHO ARE WORTHY ENOUGH TO BE IN A POLYGAMOUS MARRIAGE AND CAN PROPERLY TEACH THE BOYS HOW TO BECOME MEN AND BE CONTRIBUTORS TO OUR SOCIETY!
Noni?
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Noni is strictly out for Noni.
I already know when she sees a picture of Stacey she will ask me all kinds of sexual questions and compare-contrast in regards to herself and between the two of them. She'll also be curious as to why I decided to become involved with her since she's in another country and the fact that she's NOT a Blackwoman. In the end, if given the opportunity, she will murder Stacey if she can't sleep with her and then murder her and lose no sleep over it. Because she put me IN THIS MESS, so I'd HAVE TO COME BACK TO HER AND ONLY HER. She didn't do all of this for some other bitch to come along, ESPECIALLY, another Libra.
Now!? If she can't just murder Stacey, with things being what they are RIGHT NOW!? Oh then she'll get along JUST FINE WITH STACEY FOR AS LONG AS STACEY STAYS CLEAR OF ME! They'll BE BEST FRIENDS! Because then she has someone she can talk shit about me to and with, but it would really be all about the old adage of;
Keep your friends close and your enemies even closer!
Stacey on the other hand simply will claim to not want anything to do with ANY OF THIS! Cuz I'd never be in a polygamous marriage! And I'd KILL MYSELF FIRST! AND YOU WON'T GET ME INTO THAT MISTER! AND LEMME TELL YOU SOMETHING!? YOU CAN'T JUST TREAT WOMEN THAT WAY! AND
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I think you can figure out the rest. You simply take her arm-in-arm and lead her to wherever you want or need her while continuing to let her talk. Then you tell her what she has to do while she complains. Then she goes and does it. NOW!? I know when you read this Stacey you'll either shrug it off, as you should. Or you'll get pissed, however!? You did voluntarily participate in being Dave's side-piece and mistress, so you don't actually have any credibility to talk in this matter.
Bottom line with all of this is that polygamy doesn't work if the man has conflicting women with him. Never mind the fact that finances have to be in order and people have to WORK TOGETHER. And when WOMEN DON'T LIKE EACH OTHER!? >_< Not. Pretty. And in case you've forgotten the video is about Lil Kim, however!? Lil Kim went off the deep end when her man died and because Biggie DID NOT ACTUALLY HAVE A LEGIT AND OPEN POLYGAMOUS RELATIONSHIP WITH HER AND CHARLIE BALTIMORE AND FAITH EVANS, then!? Once he was out of the picture, then the whole thing just fell the fuck apart. Lil Kim's last straw of sanity was, I'm sure, tied to Biggie. And with Biggie gone and no actual SUPPORT SYSTEM from His "Other Wives", then?
This helped to contribute to the end result we see here in this video by Chris Miller;
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