I'm BACK!

Just got back IN THE DOOR! New Drawing IS INKED! COLORED! NEED TO DO THE BACKGROUND AND THE SYMBOL FOR THEIR ORGANIZATION! Got through today, lotta lotta shit happened! And Gina, hahahahahah, I laugh, but? Not really, because she actually, actually!? Was like "Shawn...? Just go on ahead and forgive Stacey and call her."
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I was like "Whut brought this on!?"

And she said flat out "You know why she keeps coming back up on there, because she knows she messed up and she misses you."
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And I was like "Oh so now ONCE AGAIN, I gotta go and put MYSELF OUT ON THE LIMB!?"
And she looked at me and was like "That girl is gonna sit there and sit there, because she's probably ashamed of what she did. I think she still loves you and everybody knows you still love her. Can't ya'll just talk and get it over with and then just move on! Ya'll are wasting time ya'll don't have."
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And I was like "NO!"
And she was like "Why not, ya'll both stubborn!"
"IF I CALL HER THEN I'M CONDONING HER BEHAVIOR!"
Then she was looking at me and she said "You know you've always been the one to set the example in ya'll's relationship. That's why I think she's really ashamed of herself for having done what she did. I don't think she can face you on her own under her own power."

So I was like "Look? I know what you're saying, but? I'm not asking for her to come crawling on her hands and knees. She has to take responsibility for what she did and TAKE THE INITIATIVE HERSELF! If I'd have cheated on her and got caught and then kept lying I'd never hear the end of it! AS I SHOULDN'T! So now SHE GETS A PASS!? No, that's why she's the way she is now. Besides, I've seen Stacey's vengeful side before. There is a 50-50 chance that she honestly hates my guts now, cuz it's the easiest way for her to deal with things."

And Gina looked at me...?
And she was like "You know she doesn't hate you. That's why she keeps coming back. You've said things that would make a grown woman cry. And she keeps on coming back because I think she feels like she deserves to be talked down to like that because of what she did to you. I think she comes back and came back because she knows she deserves what you're saying. But she doesn't have the courage to call you. I already know she wouldn't know what to do with herself if she saw you face-to-face now. Just...!? Be nicer to her, Shawn. I know you want to. You know how she is, I can tell you honestly know her. Just? Ease off of her a little, okay. If ya'll lived in the same country you'd have already gone to see her years ago wouldn't you?"

And I told her "If we lived in the same country shit wouldn't have played out this way and that is and still is the problem. Look?" so I pulled up the blog and let her see the latest posts and she was reading and then she said "You wanna forgive her. Ya'll need to stop and talk to each other." and I told her "I leave that entirely up to Stacey...."

And now a coworker just called in regards to that foolishness that happened on Friday, I may or may not get into that one NEXT. Because THAT BITCH?! Nobody in THEIR RIGHT FUCKIN MIND GETS A TRAIN RUN ON THEM IN FRONT OF THE MUTHAFUCKIN JOB, BUT THIS BITCH!?
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Triflin ASS HOE!
MEANWHILE SECURITY CAMERAS ALL OVER THAT SHIT!
Lemme talk to Rob right quick because he STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THIS SHIT!
Thought I was LYIN, HUH, NOPE! SHIT IS RIGHT ON CAMERA! DUMB-ASS TRICK-BITCH!