Sunday, December 31, 2017
Back from Supermarket!
So here it is.
The END OF THE YEAR!!!!
And what a Year 2017 was.
The BEST PART has been finally ESCAPING from the Slumhouse and the Slumwhore Landlady and Her Pussified Slumlord "Husband".
I finished a new pencil-sketch yesterday and it took me 8-hours to finish, which I didn't like. BUT I GOT IT RIGHT! I'll post that NEXT!
The END OF THE YEAR!!!!
And what a Year 2017 was.
The BEST PART has been finally ESCAPING from the Slumhouse and the Slumwhore Landlady and Her Pussified Slumlord "Husband".
I finished a new pencil-sketch yesterday and it took me 8-hours to finish, which I didn't like. BUT I GOT IT RIGHT! I'll post that NEXT!
Saturday, December 30, 2017
LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK IN FROM THE DAYJOB!!!!!
LITERALLY JUST BACK IN THE DOOR!!!!
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd?
The Idiots above My Head are being loud as shit and I think the female up there is DRUNK!
-_-
The people above Me are like the Fools from the Slumhouse where I had the Room for Rent, I'll leave it at THAT!
Friday, December 29, 2017
You Cannot Say Only Blackmen NEED TO BE "ON CODE"
After what happened TODAY and just OVER THE LAST 4-MONTHS!? I've had TOO MANY BLACKMEN looking at Me with Disgust but having to ADMIT!
"Fuck does Cynthia G mean that ONLY BLACKMEN HAVE TO BE ON CODE AND BLACKWOMEN DON'T HAVE TO BE!?!?!?!"
My Response;
Those of Us as Black People and PARTICULARLY AS BLACKMEN, who have been DOING OUR JOBS AND HANDLING OUR RESPONSIBILITIES. Are NOT going to be fooled by those who are only in Our Face now because of SOME REASON OTHER THAN what They are saying or claiming.
I'm not gonna argue with anybody who I know hasn't put in the work and risked Their Life. Doing what You're supposed to do as a Black Person WILL COST YOU YOUR JOB.
YOUR FRIENDS.
YOUR FAMILY.
YOUR HEALTH.
And Ultimately?
Your Life.
This is the Price We Must Pay for SHITTY Black Policies put forward by Nigger-Traitors. Simple as that. I've had people question Me for My Situation with My Son until I LET THEM SEE THE COURT DOCUMENTS AND PRINT OUTS and then all of a sudden THEIR TUNE CHANGES.
Shocking, I know.
Shit IS NEVER CUT-N-DRY FOR US.
It is NEVER just DO THE RIGHT THING TELL THE TRUTH AND YOU'LL BE ALL RIGHT, HA!
Your Ducks Must be in a Row.
They have to have LITTLE BLACK FEATHERS or else YOU FAILED.
The Ducks MUST WADDLE A CERTAIN WAY.
They CANNOT SCATTER FOR ANY REASON.
Etc-etc-etc, but all of THIS is based off of the Fact that WHITES are the ones MAKING RULINGS AND PASSING JUDGMENTS, amazing how that works out, right.
They also make sure TO HIRE NIGGER-TRAITORS, COONS, AND SLAVES!
So They can then say "SEE!?!?!? HE'S BLACK! SHE'S BLACK! NOT OUR FAULT!"
Till You get Their Job Application that got the slave hired and LO-N-BEHOLD IT'S THE VERY SAME WHITE PERSON WHO JUST TOLD YOU THERE WAS NO ANTI-BLACK BIGOTRY GOING ON HERE!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA!
And Yes, I Laughed at the Ludicrousness!
Either Way, if I have to be the Only One On Code then don't come crying when I then HAVE ALL THE POWER AND YOU'RE LEFT WITH NOTHING! I've stopped a number of Blackwomen in Their Tracks when I've laid out IN DETAIL what this kind of LOPSIDED STUPIDITY CAUSES FOR WOMEN!
Then They weren't so gung-ho anymore to agree with Cynthia G.
Cynthia G is frustrated, fine whatever. But when You start trying to say Blackmen need to get this done get that done and it's all Our Fault, YO!?
I'm not gonna DEBATE WITH YOU.
Because all that matters to ME IS;
I gotta do ALL THE WORK AND I GET ALL THE BLAME THEN WHEN I FIX THIS PROBLEM, THESE PROBLEMS!?!?!?
THEN I GET ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THE CREDIT!
And...?
"Fuck does Cynthia G mean that ONLY BLACKMEN HAVE TO BE ON CODE AND BLACKWOMEN DON'T HAVE TO BE!?!?!?!"
My Response;
I'm not gonna argue with anybody who I know hasn't put in the work and risked Their Life. Doing what You're supposed to do as a Black Person WILL COST YOU YOUR JOB.
YOUR FRIENDS.
YOUR FAMILY.
YOUR HEALTH.
And Ultimately?
Your Life.
This is the Price We Must Pay for SHITTY Black Policies put forward by Nigger-Traitors. Simple as that. I've had people question Me for My Situation with My Son until I LET THEM SEE THE COURT DOCUMENTS AND PRINT OUTS and then all of a sudden THEIR TUNE CHANGES.
Shocking, I know.
Shit IS NEVER CUT-N-DRY FOR US.
It is NEVER just DO THE RIGHT THING TELL THE TRUTH AND YOU'LL BE ALL RIGHT, HA!
Your Ducks Must be in a Row.
They have to have LITTLE BLACK FEATHERS or else YOU FAILED.
The Ducks MUST WADDLE A CERTAIN WAY.
They CANNOT SCATTER FOR ANY REASON.
Etc-etc-etc, but all of THIS is based off of the Fact that WHITES are the ones MAKING RULINGS AND PASSING JUDGMENTS, amazing how that works out, right.
They also make sure TO HIRE NIGGER-TRAITORS, COONS, AND SLAVES!
So They can then say "SEE!?!?!? HE'S BLACK! SHE'S BLACK! NOT OUR FAULT!"
Till You get Their Job Application that got the slave hired and LO-N-BEHOLD IT'S THE VERY SAME WHITE PERSON WHO JUST TOLD YOU THERE WAS NO ANTI-BLACK BIGOTRY GOING ON HERE!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA!
And Yes, I Laughed at the Ludicrousness!
Either Way, if I have to be the Only One On Code then don't come crying when I then HAVE ALL THE POWER AND YOU'RE LEFT WITH NOTHING! I've stopped a number of Blackwomen in Their Tracks when I've laid out IN DETAIL what this kind of LOPSIDED STUPIDITY CAUSES FOR WOMEN!
Then They weren't so gung-ho anymore to agree with Cynthia G.
Cynthia G is frustrated, fine whatever. But when You start trying to say Blackmen need to get this done get that done and it's all Our Fault, YO!?
I'm not gonna DEBATE WITH YOU.
Because all that matters to ME IS;
I gotta do ALL THE WORK AND I GET ALL THE BLAME THEN WHEN I FIX THIS PROBLEM, THESE PROBLEMS!?!?!?
THEN I GET ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THE CREDIT!
And...?
All the Power....
Thursday, December 28, 2017
New IACF ARC-Mang Drawing
Good Evening...
From Philadelphia....
Like I typed to You earlier in the Week.
I needed to get some drawings done of ARC-Mangs.
And so.
Here is THE FIRST ONE;
Ice Cold Winter Reflections from This Morning
Good Evening from Philadelphia
Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooh!!??!?!
I get up
this morning and get out to get to the dayjob and of course it is freezing
cold.
Which is
NORMAL for Philadelphia WINTER WEATHER.
I really
had a chance to just think and reflect on the Fact that I have survived
homelessness in the past, TWICE.
Where one
of those times I was homeless IN WEATHER LIKE THIS.
Freezing
cold.
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd?
I need to
add that I was homeless BECAUSE I ACTUALLTY STUCK TO WHAT WAS RIGHT AND MY OWN
PRINCIPLES AND BELIEFS.
And that
is IMPORTANT.
I wasn't
homeless because of bullshitting on My Part.
I was
homeless because I actually STUCK WITH My Principles and WHAT WAS HONESTLY THE
RIGHT THING TO DO, so.
I'll
DEFINITELY get into those two situations another time.
But
during those two times guess what I DIDN'T DO?
I DID NOT
PAN-HANDLE.
I DID NOT
BEG STRANGERS FOR MONEY.
AND I WAS
NOT RIDING THE SUBWAY LINES PUTTING ON STREET SHOWS FOR SIDE CHANGE, no.
I get in
this morning and I was really reminded of the Fact that for all the talk about
get an education it is a bunch of bullshit. You have to get a degree in
something that is USEFUL and/or in something THAT YOU KNOW YOU CAN MAKE MONEY
OFF OF IT, otherwise...!?
You've
wasted Your Time.
You've
wasted Your Money.
Getting a
HVAC-certification.
Getting
IT-Certified.
Being a
LICENSED Carpenter.
Plumber.
Welder.
Etc!
Is far
more valuable and capable of keeping and putting food on the table PARTICULARLY
AS A MAN.
It is
something I'm definitely going to talk with My Son about....
Tuesday, December 26, 2017
Time to Call it A NIGHT!
I'm gonna be back to 1st-Shift Working Hours, SO I GOTTA GET TO BED NOW!
Last Two Days I was doing 3rd-Shift and that is now over!
2018 IS RAPIDLY APPROACHING!
I'll be putting up new Williams Works Posts and I did more typing for the Priest-13 storyline and fleshing out for the Scargill-storyline as well!
LEMME TAKE MY ASS TO BED!
SEE YOU TOMORROW!
Last Two Days I was doing 3rd-Shift and that is now over!
2018 IS RAPIDLY APPROACHING!
I'll be putting up new Williams Works Posts and I did more typing for the Priest-13 storyline and fleshing out for the Scargill-storyline as well!
LEMME TAKE MY ASS TO BED!
SEE YOU TOMORROW!
An Obstacle in the Way of My Quest For Power
Good Evening from Philadelphia
Another
thing that has definitely been tossed in My Face today is the Fact that a
Blackman honestly striving and seeking power, is seriously frowned upon and heavily
challenged as well.
This was
another thing that went hand-in-hand with the sheer stupidity of random idiots
and oafs getting pissed at Me today.
Because I
wouldn't take the Bait of Their Disrespect.
I have an
Ego.
I have
Pride.
Dignity.
Self-Respect.
And
Self-Esteem.
But these
things do not override the Fact that fools intentionally try to tempt and
entice and anger Me.
With
petty-disrespect.
PETTY.
Contemptuous
behavior towards Me, without justification.
Which is
a huge problem.
But shit
gets outta hand in a hurry when whomever is attempted to heap some petty-bait
for bullshit on Me. And They figure out that I'm not only not gonna jump simply
because of Their Stupidity. But also because I understand that They can Think
whatever They WANT OR WISH TO THINK OF ME.
But at
the End of the Day MY ACTIONS AND WHAT I THINK OF MYSELF IS WHAT IS GOING TO
DETERMINE MY SUCCESS OR FAILURE.
Even if
that Means I have to GO THE LONG WAY, like what You are Witnessing right now.
It's at
this point that the person says either INDIRECTLY OR DIRECTLY "Who do You
THINK YOU ARE!?"
And I
always reply INDIRECTLY OR DIRECTLY "A Blackman who isn't going to fall
for Your Bullshit. And IS NOT HERE FOR YOUR APPROVAL."
I'm here
FOR A SPECIFIC REASON.
Nothing
more.
Nothing
less.
And this
bullshit right here, is not one of those reasons.
And now
You are putting Me in a position where I HAVE TO DECIDE HOW I AM GOING TO DEAL
WITH YOU.
And Deal
with You, I MUST.
Because
as I typed in the previous post, PEOPLE.
PEOPLE
BELIEVE that DISRESPECTING BLACK AMERICAN MEN AND BLACKMEN IN PARTICULAR, is
cool and cute and funny and FUN!
And that
means that once the Village Idiot.
Town
Tramp.
Bastards
of the Block!
And the
Rest of the TRASH!
Starts
Their Shit...!?
You
really have to be prepared for the Fact that shit could HONESTLY GET WAY OUTTA
HAND IN A HURRY.
Especially
when They figure out THAT YOU'RE NOT THERE FOR GAMES.
It really
just goes to a whole nother level when They find out that You're Not There FOR
GAMES.
You're
There FOR BUSINESS.
You're
There FOR WORK!
Not for
FUCKIN AROUND AND PUTTING UP WITH THEIR CONTEMPTUOUS ATTITUDE AND
SNIDE-SNAPPIN, MOUTH!
But it
gets extra special when They see, realize, or understand.
That
You're there, FOR POWER.
Then it
gets fun.
And
again, only in a sick and twisted way.
Today?
Some
people realized "Oh You real serious about Your Business, huh?!"
And I
told Them "I'm still not doing ENOUGH."
And then
They just GOT UPSET because They Themselves, have given up.
And have
had to ACCEPT that THEY MUST LIVE OFF OF WHATEVER SOMEONE ELSE DECIDES TO GIVE
THEM OR ALLOW THEM TO HAVE.
Me on the
other hand?
I'm
cleaning up My Credit.
I'm
continuing to look over new equipment and My Current Finances.
I have
Opportunities Lingering and Lurking just in front of Me.
But
They're NOT.
IMMEDIATE.
I've
pitched a GREAT IDEA to Others and They've come back and said "HOLY SHIT
THIS WILL ACTUALLY WORK!!!!!!"
Yes it
will gentlemen.
Yes it
will.
Now?
We gotta
pony up the MONEY FOR EQUIPMENT.
We gotta
find TIME for Us to all be able to GET ON THE SAME PAGE.
Power
isn't something that GETS GIVEN EASILY!
Especially
when You are a part of a CONQUERED AND OVERLY MONITORED GROUP!
However,
I'm not a rookie at this.
And fools
trying to tempt Me with bullshit, because OTHER BLACK AMERICAN MEN PUT UP WITH
BULLSHIT, well...?
That's
THEIR CHOICE, however!?
My Ego
and Pride aren't weak and whimsical.
Some shit
said and done to entice Me to anger and violence?
Keep
playing with Me.
Keep
poking at Me.
I have a VERY
LONG MEMORY.
And I'm
not from the MLK Fake-Black Way of Forgive My Enemy and Idiots who Fucked with
Me and Fucked Me Over, no.
Keep
right on with Your Bullshit.
Go on
ahead and think I FORGOT ABOUT YOU and WHAT YOU DID.
Hope for
that.
PRAY FOR
THAT.
Because
best believe You are ON THE LIST.
And I AM
ANGRY WITH MYSELF.
For
LETTING GO OF THE FACT THAT I USED TO BE ABLE TO IMMEDIATELY DEAL
WITH IDIOTS AND ASSHOLES WHO NEEDED TO BE DEALT WITH IMMEDIATELY FOR
THEIR TRANSGRESSONS.
So I'm
gonna keep climbing.
But best
believe as soon as I reach MY SHIP that is sitting at the top of these fuckin
mountains.
I'ma fly
the fuck back down this bitch AND WIPE YOU THE FUCK OUT!!!!!!
My Self-Control Really Pisses People Off
Good Evening from Philadelphia
So I've
gotten off from work and I'm back up in the apartment now.
It's been
blistering cold, which is actually normal for Philadelphia-weather at
this time of the year.
Today
however...?
Has
really shown Me that My Initial Thoughts when I was a teenager and especially
as a Young Blackman, were beyond, absolutely correct!
A lot of
people honestly do think it is great that Black American Men don't have any
actual power.
And They
attempt to pick-fights and start-shit, unnecessarily so.
And then
look crazy when They encounter a Black American Man who isn't going to follow
the preplanned stereotyped-script.
In the
last 24-hours I've essentially been reminded that as a Black American Man I
have to have My Ducks in a Row and I've got to be prepared for the Fact that I
get ONE SHOT.
AND ONE
SHOT ONLY.
The Irony
is that My Father told Me this FACT when I was 12 or 13 and My Mother IMMEDIATELY
ATTEMPTED TO TEAR IT DOWN and tell me "Oh that's not true! It's not really
LIKE. THAT! How could You say that to Him!?" etc-etc.
But when
the actual gravity of Our Situation is examined and then actually acknowledged
and then ACCEPTED!?
Today I
saw?
A Black
American Man who ACCEPTS THIS IS THE CASE.
Then
WORKS TO CHANGE HIMSELF, FIRST.
So that
HE CAN END THIS FACT FOR HIMSELF AND GAIN THE BREATHING ROOM TO BE ABLE TO HELP
OTHERS, well...!?
That's
tantamount to TREASON AND DECLARING WAR!
Damn near
on ANYBODY.
And
EVERYBODY.
Working
to obtain Power and Stability as a Black American Man, really does scare the
shit out of a LOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT of PEOPLE!!!!!!
I had
random Black People, waiting for Me to explode because of Their Bullshit.
AND OF COURSE I had random White People
ALWAYS ON HOT STANDBY TO START SHIT.
And
coming at Me with some seriously fucked up sideways shit!
The
Constant Attempts to try to get Me
to FLY OFF THE HANDLE or ACT WILD AND CRAZY!?
That shit
was annoying.
And
insulting.
But it
was definitely...!?
CLARIFYING.
Because
as I was going through the day, I honestly just...?
Observed
how people were FULLY AWARE that They were INTENTIONALLY TRYING TO PROVOKE A
REACTION FROM ME, and it was all about trying to provoke A VIOLENT AND NEGATIVE
REACTION.
Every
fuckin time.
After
awhile I actually laughed in one person's face.
Because
by the time They'd started Their Shit, I'd already put up with 4 other RANDOM
ASSHOLES.
Trying to
push My Buttons prior to Them.
The Stress
Level is what I was REALLY PAYING ATTENTION TO and I've always known that part
of the reason why We die from heart problems and eat unhealthy and all of that
is because We're under constant assault from too many sides. For some of the
most asinine reasons. With too much of it being assholery simply for the sake
of assholery and starting some shit just to start shit.
And the
dagger-stares and side-eyes are almost comical whenever We DON'T RESPOND.
However
it is this kind of bullshit that has many of Us walking around here snapping
and freaking out.
I've
typed it before and I'll type it again.
Fuck Dr.
Martin Luther King Jr.
Fuck
Nelson Mandela.
And fuck
Bishop Desmond Tutu.
And note
I highlight these Blackmen.
But there
were PLENTY OF BLACKWOMEN who have and who did, come to Us as previous Black
Americans and Blacks Globally.
Talking
this Integrationist, Tree-Hugging, Bootlicking, COWARDLY CRAP!
Where We
get and GOT.
No fuckin
closure AS A RACE, where MASSIVE CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY HAVE BEEN AND STILL
ARE BEING PERPETRATED AGAINST US.
I'm
watching fools yap about slavery in Libya, fuck have You been at?
Slavery
in ARAB North Africa HAS BEEN ONGOING ASSHOLES.
Fuck have
You BEEN AT?
Today I
had people talking slick and trying to provoke and incite Me to act wild and
whatever and I was like "No. I cannot and I will not help You with
whatever crazed reaction You Expect from Me, but? My Life is worth More Than
That and My Self-Respect and Self-Expectation of being ORDERLY AND DISCIPLINED.
Is worth More Than That too!"
There is
a time and a place for everything.
But it
has been made clear to Me again today.
That as a
Black American Man My JOB is to CREATE FINANCIAL MEANS FOR MYSELF THAT IS NOT
TIED TO NON-BLACKS.
And I am
to then BUILD MEANS OF COMMERCE AND TRADE AND BANKING SO THAT I CAN THEN HIRE
AND EMPLOY MORE BLACKMEN AND GET THEM INTO BEING PRODUCTIVE AND EARNING INCOME
LEGITIMATELY.
Once the
Men are put TO PRODUCTIVE USE AND WORK.
Then that
will allow for the Women to have the means TO DO THEIR WORK AS WOMEN.
But I've
seen a WILLFUL ATTEMPT TO THWART THIS FACT, because, again, as I've typed
before.
We have
TOO MANY PROFITEERS and Nigger-Traitors who LIVE OFF OF THIS ANARCHY AND
DESTABILIZATION AND LACK OF CENTRALIZED BLACK POWER AND ORGANIZATION HERE IN
NAZI-AMERICA.
It has to
End.
And it
Will.
But even
as I'm climbing these mountains and making My Way back Up.
I've
really paid attention to the number of people who honestly are feasting on the
flesh of Black American Men due to Our Collective Disarray and Powerlessness.
And I'm
not staying in THIS kind of position.
And
people are working hard to TRY TO STOP ME.
On
Purpose.
And it is
hilarious.
But only
in a sick and twisted way.
JUST GOT BACK IN THE DOOR!!!!!
I got off work at 10pm.
Had to huff-it, WALK IT from the dayjob back to the subway.
Then I forgot that the Eagles had a Monday Night Football Game tonight.
I was too busy thinking about how I'd finally gotten comfortable typing for the Priest-13 storyline and then IT WAS ALMOST 10PM EST AND TIME TO GO HOME!!!!!
So I get into the station and its standing room only.
Train finally shows at 10:53pm EST.
Train then BREAKS DOWN OR SOMETHING WHILE WE'RE HEADED ON OUR WAY!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
>_<
So now We're all standing on the platform waiting.I'm thinking about whether anything is open or not.
Then I said to Myself, I'm going the fuck back home.
I've got another 2pm - 10pm tomorrow then BACK TO NORMAL HOURS.
Last thing I need nor want is to GET ACCUSTOMED to 2nd-shift hours when I'm 1st-shift.
Next subway finally shows up AND HERE I AM.
So with THAT TYPED.
I'm going to bed.
Monday, December 25, 2017
Saturday, December 23, 2017
Friday, December 22, 2017
Celebrating My Birthday Today!
POSTIN IS GONNA BE A LITTLE SLOW TODAY CUZ I'M CELEBRATIN MY BIRTHDAY!
WOOOOOOOOOOO-WHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, December 21, 2017
Wednesday, December 20, 2017
I Have Returned Home....
Good Evening....
From Philadelphia.....
It's been too long since I honestly did a blogpost Myself.
Clearly, things have been busy, which they have.
I've a lot of work to do, as USUAL.
And things continue to progress POSITIVELY.
Positively enough to such a point that people now say to Me, from time to time, that I am pushing too hard.
And to Them I have said.....
Shut up.
I've much work to do and time is NOT MY FRIEND.
Next month My Son will be 17 years old by the end of January 31st 2018.
And NEITHER OF US will know what the other looks like.
My Own Birthday will be this Friday.
And while I have accomplished getting a new place and expanding Williams Works.
AND I HAVE BEEN MAKING SOME MONEY.
It still isn't enough.
Again, I have GREAT NEWS that I cannot type about yet.
YET.
But I am backlogged on artwork.
I've gotten 4 more pages done for the Priest-13 storyline.
I need to find an EDITOR.
And I need to type a FAQ-page for Williams Works concerning My Webshop.
Which I will do THIS WEEKEND.
I also need to get NEW ARTWORK UP FOR SALE on the Webshop.
But lemme stop FOR NOW.
Because My Dinner is getting cold.
I'll be back....
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