BACK FROM MENTORING!

LITERALLY JUST SPENT EVERY HOUR TILL RIGHT NOW! TALKING WITH ONE OF THE YOUNG GUNS AND JUST SHOWING HIM HOW TO READ AND UNDERSTAND SHIT GOING ON IN OUR COMMUNITY AND WITH OUR PEOPLE!

AND IT TURNS OUT HE LIVES ACROSS THE STREET! FROM ONE OF MY SWORN BROTHER'S MOTHER'S HOUSE!

YO!?
He was like "Yo? You've had 4-hours of sleep! Blood pressure THROUGH THE ROOF! But you're still taking the time to actually sit and share YOUR KNOWLEDGE WITH ME! And YO!? I SEE HOW PEOPLE GOT STRAIGHT NERVOUS AS THEY KEPT LISTENING TO YOU TALK! THE BLACK PEOPLE FELT FUCKIN SELF-CONSCIOUS AS SHIT, LIKE!? 'I'm not DOING SHIT! This fuckin guy is making me feel like SHIT! Why didn't I fuckin SEE THAT!?' Meanwhile the White People is like 'YO!? WE GOT A BLACK GUY ON THE EL SHARING KNOWLEDGE AND GIVING REAL SOLUTIONS! HAVE THE TRANSIT COPS READY AT THE NEXT STOP!'"

WE TALKED FOR HOURS AND THEN I TOOK HIM AROUND HIS OWN NEIGHBORHOOD AND SHOWED HIM HOW AND WHY SHIT IS FUCKED UP AND THEN HOW TO FIX THAT SHIT! THEN I LITERALLY USED THE FUCKIN BLACK PEOPLE IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD, TO HIGHLIGHT TO HIM WHAT TO DO AND WHAT NOT TO DO!

OTHER BLACK PEOPLE WOULD COME AND JOIN IN! THIS ASIAN DUDES GOT NERVOUS AS SHIT LIKE "HE'S TELLING ALL OUR SECRETS!"

IT FELT GOOD TO GET BACK TO BEING MYSELF AND ACTUALLY GETTING OUT HERE AND JUST HAVING A STRAIGHT UP CONVO WITH A YOUNG BLACKMAN WHO HONESTLY NEEDS, not want, NEEDS! TO CONTRIBUTE! Met HIS GIRL! WE TALKED AND SHE WAS LIKE "OH MY GOD!? YOU ACTUALLY FOUND THE MENTOR YOU WERE LOOKING FOR!"

We covered A LOT OF GROUND!
Now!?
I need to eat something right quick.
Meanwhile he kept saying "Yo? I? Your blood pressure is WHAT!? How the FUCK are you able to fuckin KEEP WORKIN KEEP WALKIN! BE COHERENT THEN YOU ONLY HAD 4 FUCKIN HOURS OF SLEEP AND YOU'RE JUST STANDIN HERE LIKE!? This. This. THAT! And its like EVERY QUESTION I THROW AT YOU, ITS LIKE!? NOTHIN! It's like, I CAN TELL YOU ACTUALLY FUCKIN BEEN OUT HERE DOING SHIT CUZ YOU CAN ACTUALLY TELL ME WHAT I NEED TO DO AND THEN BREAKING DOWN WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE AND WHY AND HOW IT NEEDS TO BE DONE!"

When it was said and done I let him know that HE HAS TO FIGURE OUT HOW DOES HE WANT TO CONTRIBUTE! And I never bullshitted him, WITHOUT FINANCES AND MONEY. You can't actually LIVE LIFE AND ENJOY LIFE! But you also have to HAVE A PLAN AND KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOOD AT. YOU HAVE TO HAVE A DIRECTION THAT YOU WANT TO GO! And that was a BIG PART of Our conversation.

Lemme go on ahead and eat.
Nothing to talk about.
Gonna call it a night!
LOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OF OTHER SHIT GOING ON.
>_<
Chick at the job, AT IT AGAIN!
I'm like, what the fuck.
Mad disappointed with how she's gettin down at the job.
And we talked about that briefly where even Kendra was like "Why is she doing this though!?"
And I told her "She fucked her life up long before she got here. So she knows, nobody is going to try to SERIOUSLY DATE HER, because her life is a MESS! And I figured as much. So now she's just fishing around for dudes to fuck around with. Because she knows, no real man can afford to try to UNTANGLE THAT SHIT SHE WAS DOING WITH HER 'HUSBAND'. And I figured she was married! Pathetic."

It has been  A VERY EVENTFUL DAY!
FOR REAL!