Monday, April 19, 2021

BGP EPISODE 2 - WHO TAUGHT YOU HOW TO DATE? Pt. 1

This BGP-Broadcast is interesting because the INITIAL QUESTION made Me realize that I MYSELF WAS NEVER TAUGHT HOW TO DATE. This ties into something where My Mother has spent the last year CONSTANTLY APOLOGIZING TO ME.

Because as she said "You had to figure everything out for Yourself. And I'm sorry."

And while this is fine-&-good that she said that, however...?

SHE MADE SURE ANYTIME I MET & KNEW ADULTS WHO COULD TEACH ME ANYTHING, ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY WERE BLACK-AMERICAN MEN, INCLUDING MY FATHER, by the Way.

SHE GOT RID OF THEM WITH A QUICKNESS SO SHE COULD MAINTAIN HER ABSOLUTE CONTROL OVER WHAT I COULD AND COULD NOT DO.

WHO INTERACTED WITH & FOR HOW LONG, ETC., ETC.!

This had a VERY INTERESTING AFFECT ON ME in regard to ME..?

CONSTANTLY FINDING WAYS. 

TO KEEP MYSELF AWAY FROM HER ABILITY TO DO THIS AS I ACCEPTED HER BEHAVIOR AS A BOY AND THEN WORKED ACCORDINGLY AS I GOT OLDER AND BECAME A TEEN.

But all My Mother was interested in WAS THE CONTROL-FACTOR.
Actually BEING A MOTHER &/OR PARENT, was something RESERVED FOR MY HALF-LATIN SISTER.

And yes I TYPED THAT.
Because it is IMPORTANT.
So when I was TAUGHT ANYTHING BY ANYONE.
UNLESS IT WAS FROM MY MOTHER'S OWN FATHER.
Where THIS WAS THE ROOT OF HER OWN CRAZED BEHAVIOR TOWARDS ME, where, as Usual.

Whites are ONCE AGAIN INVOLVED.
And ONCE AGAIN.
NEVER HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR THE HORRIFIC DAMAGE THEY DID.

So when I saw THIS VIDEO by BGP where they are asking WHO YOU TAUGHT YOU HOW TO DATE, where they are speaking to Black-American Women...?
I DID NOT CARE & DO NOT CARE ABOUT THE GENDER IT IS DIRECTED TOWARDS BECAUSE IT RAISED THE QUESTION FOR ME & LED TO ME TYPING THIS FOR YOU TO READ.

With ALL THAT TYPED...!?
Here is the Video:

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