This BGP-Broadcast is interesting because the INITIAL QUESTION made Me realize that I MYSELF WAS NEVER TAUGHT HOW TO DATE. This ties into something where My Mother has spent the last year CONSTANTLY APOLOGIZING TO ME.
Because as she said "You had to figure everything out for Yourself. And I'm sorry."
And while this is fine-&-good that she said that, however...?
SHE MADE SURE ANYTIME I MET & KNEW ADULTS WHO COULD TEACH ME ANYTHING, ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY WERE BLACK-AMERICAN MEN, INCLUDING MY FATHER, by the Way.
SHE GOT RID OF THEM WITH A QUICKNESS SO SHE COULD MAINTAIN HER ABSOLUTE CONTROL OVER WHAT I COULD AND COULD NOT DO.
WHO INTERACTED WITH & FOR HOW LONG, ETC., ETC.!
This had a VERY INTERESTING AFFECT ON ME in regard to ME..?
CONSTANTLY FINDING WAYS.
TO KEEP MYSELF AWAY FROM HER ABILITY TO DO THIS AS I ACCEPTED HER BEHAVIOR AS A BOY AND THEN WORKED ACCORDINGLY AS I GOT OLDER AND BECAME A TEEN.
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