So, I'm UP!
Doin laundry.
Got that started.
Of course My Stuff is still scattered in various places inside this rooming house thanks to the Slumlady and Friends, and Her Illegal Lockout!
Gonna turn in paperwork for a brand new apartment TODAY!
If everything goes well, then I'll be approved and able to pay for the security deposit.
Get My Utilities turned on by Monday NEXT WEEK.
And then PAY THE REMAINDER AND MOVE MY STUFF OUTTA HERE FOR THE MOST PART!
Cuz I meant what I typed.
I am GOING TO THE COURT DATE WITH THIS SLUM-BITCH SO I CAN GET HER AND THIS RAT-TRAP OF HER'S SHUT THE FUCK DOWN!!!!!
My wrists and forearm scars are healing up nicely, I'd expect nothing less.
Been going bandage-free for the last few days just so I can let these scars not only heal. But also get My Skintone back in order. They're healing nicely though. A number of dayjob coworkers noted that they saw the Fact that I HAVE SCARS ON TOP OF MAJOR VEINS AND ARTERIES.
Yes.
I do.
Which means, yes.
I could have killed Myself breaking into My Own Place on the 30th of September.
I'll definitely remember IN THE FUTURE to simply USE A ROCK OR BRICKS TO BREAK WINDOWS, however.
The Reality is that it wasn't MY BREAKING THE WINDOW that fucked up My Wrists. It was HAVING TO CLIMB INTO THE WINDOW WHERE IT SITS AT AN AWKWARDLY HIGH HEIGHT OFF THE GROUND AND THEN I HAD ALL OF THAT SHATTERED GLASS AND SUCH IN MY FUCKIN WAY! STILL IN THE FRAME OF THE WINDOW! WHERE I COULD NOT FUCKIN AFFORD TO FALL THE FUCK OUT THE WINDOW!
Had I have FALLEN, THEN I MOST DEFINITELY WOULD HAVE BEEN DEAD!
And that is NOT an exaggeration.
It's is ALSO A TESTAMENT TO HOW NAZI-COPS OF AMERICA INTENTIONALLY WILL NOT DO THEIR FUCKIN JOBS WHEN IT COMES TO ACTUALLY ASSISTING US AS BLACK AMERICANS.
It would be days later when I would find out that the local Nazi-cops PER THE DISTRICT SARGENT, KNEW ABOUT THE ANTI-LOCKOUT LAW THAT THE SLUMLADY WAS BLATANTLY VIOLATING! And understand something, HAD I HAVE DIED TRYING TO GET BACK INTO THIS PLACE!?!?!?
It would NOT HAVE EVEN MADE A FUCKIN BLIP ON THE RADAR REGARDING THE FACT THAT I WAS ILLEGALLY LOCKED OUT IN THE FIRST PLACE! And the Fact that when I turned to the Nazi-cops SO THAT I WOULD NOT BE ACCUSED OF BREAKING-N-ENTERING!?
They simply said "Do what You gotta do to get back in." and then left it at that.
-_-
So when situations arise where it can be ESCALATED INTO MORE VIOLENCE, CHAOS AND NONSENSE...?
Ay, do what YOU GOTTA DO.
But when I then stated NEARLY A WEEK LATER that I am TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT AND I'M GONNA RALLY SOME BLACKMEN WITH SLEDGEHAMMERS AND PUT A STOP TO ALL THIS LOCKOUT SHIT!?!?!?!?
Now?
I've gone too far.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
So DRAMA AMONG US AS BLACK AMERICANS, a-okay!
BUT PUTTING AN END TO THE DRAMA AMONG US AS BLACK AMERICANS BY BLACK AMERICANS!?!?!?!?
Now I've gone too far.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
And to the Previous Generations of Black Americans who fought for Integration.
I say.
FUCK YOU!
Because;
Nobody respects whiners and beggars.
And all Integration did was reduce Us to Whiners and Beggars.
And now We're scrambling TO REVERSE COURSE AND GET BACK TO BEING SELF-SUFFICIENT!
Still cannot believe We used to MANUFACTURE CARS.
>_<
But some BUTT-KISSING SLAVES DIDN'T LIKE BEING SEPARATE FROM WHITES.
And FOR THE RECORD, yes.
White Americans DID ATTACK AND DESTROY OUR AUTOMOTIVE INDUSTRY AS IT WAS GETTING OFF THE GROUND, BUT!?!?!?
This kept Black Americans BACK THEN, HONEST about the Fact that We are CLEARLY SURROUNDED BY A HOSTILE ENVIRONMENT THAT DESPERATELY NEEDS AND WANTS TO WORK OVERTIME TO KEEP US POWERLESS AND PENNILESS!
Something that caused Previous Generations of Black Americans TO RISE TO THE CHALLENGE AND FIGHT BACK IN A MEANINGFUL MANNER!
Not just with mindlessly standing around "protesting" while NOT BUILDING AND PRODUCING ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR HOT AIR!
That's it.
I'm done.
Lemme go put these clothes in the dryer.
Good.
Morning.
From Philadelphia....
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