Thursday, October 19, 2017

Phase-1. Complete....

People kept questioning Me.
Repeatedly.
Because in Today's World of Microwave Morons.
Fools always see how Reckless-Idiots are seemingly rewarded.
For Their Lack of Patience and Recklessness.

Until Reality catches up to Them.

So I had people scoff at Me.
I had people.
Mock Me.

And it creeped Them Out when I did not become enraged.
Or Bitter.
Or Angry.
Over Their Insults and Antics.

I worked at a Wendy's.
Because that was what Necessity.
Dictated.

I preached and pushed DISCIPLINE.
AND PROFESSIONALISM.
To the Younger Black Americans there.
Where I made it clear to Them that just because the Job is a wage-slave Job.

Maintain Your Discipline.
And Professionalism.
And Understand that You are SUPPOSED TO keep working and searching for Better.
While also looking for ways TO IMPROVE YOUR JOB SKILLS AND ABILITIES.
Be it at the Wage-Slave Job, or...?

Somewhere Else....

Some listened.
Others didn't.
One thing that everybody saw though.
Was the Fact that I was more concerned about ACHIEVING MY OBJECTIVES.
Instead of Worrying About what anyone thought of Me being a 40-Year old working at Wendy's.

The IRONY WAS.
That this was THE SAME WENDY'S that Stacey and I used to go to, down the street from My Old Apartment.
In the End...?

The GM for That Wendy's.
Refused to give Me the 40-hours per week where I could have KEPT My Old Apartment.
Had I have gotten the full 40-hours.
At the Time, I was unaware of the Latest Tricks and Gimmicks that White Employers had DEVELOPED.
Since I hadn't been in the White American Workforce for over 10-Years.

The INTENTIONAL undercutting of hours.
The HIRING of Part-Timers.
The PUSHING AND PROMOTION of Single-Parent Blackwomen, whom They could MANIPULATE AND INGRATIATE THEMSELVES WITH AND UPON.

While They worked OVERTIME to LIMIT BLACKMEN'S HOURS.
And to KEEP US AS FAR APART SHIFT-WISE, AS POSSIBLE.
Some of what I type NOW.
Was discussed.
BACK THEN.
And is on THIS BLOG.
In the 2015 TO 2016 first 3-months.

Bottom line is....
I told Blacks there.
Don't let Your DISLIKE AND CONTEMPT OF THE JOB.
Cause You to LOSE YOUR PROFESSIONALISM.
To Lose, YOUR EDGE.
In regards to DOING YOUR JOB PROPERLY.

They didn't exactly like it, some of Them.
Too many of Them.
Didn't even REALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEANT OR WHY I WAS EVEN SAYING IT.
Till They began to see that Their Negative Attitude towards the Job.
Of course impacted Their Performance, but also...?

It began to SEEP INTO OTHER PARTS OF THEIR LIFE. 
Fast Forward to RIGHT.
NOW.

Where once again.
People kept telling Me.
Just DO IT!
Just BE RECKLESS!
Just NOT GIVE A FUCK!
Go on ahead.
And just HAVE NO JUSTIFIABLE REASON TO STOP PAYING RENT TO THE SLUMLORD AND SLUMLADY AND JUST SAY "FUCK THEM!!!!!"

The Lack of PATIENCE.
And PLANNING.
Is running wild in these Days and Times.
Then when all of the wild, seat-of-the-pants shit crashes and burns...!?

Now its time to scream for help and talk about how it's unfair what just happened.
Even though You INTENTIONALLY DIDN'T GIVE 2-FUCKS ABOUT THINKING FIRST BEFORE YOU MOVED!
I'm sitting here tonight.
It's after 10pm EST.
And My Patience.
And Planning.
And constantly LOOKING FOR AN OPPORTUNITY AND OPENING.
To CORRECTLY HANDLE MY LIVING SITUATION.

Has Paid Off.

My PROFESSIONALISM.
At The Dayjob.
Has ALLOWED FOR ME.
To Make Inroads with Others where it IS BECAUSE OF HOW I HANDLE MYSELF.
That an ADJOINING DOOR.
OPENED UP.

I then PUT IN THE WORK.
On ALL FRONTS.
Where EVERYTHING HAS COME TOGETHER.
And now finally I will have My Peace of Mind Again.
When it comes to My Living Quarters.
Now...?

As Time Goes Forward.
I can THINK ABOUT honestly inviting Others Over to a place THAT IS WORTHY OF MY MONEY AND TIME. 
In calling it, My Home.
And I will be able to fulfill MY REQUIRED COMMITMENT AS A BLACK AMERICAN MAN.
In DESTROYING THOSE who seek to Prey Off of Us.
And think They can get away with It....



























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