At some point or another someone who is DIFFICULT FOR DUMBSHIT!?
They end up GETTING THE HEAVE-HO!
Men? Who are stubborn. ALWAYS EXAGGERATING ABOUT THEIR FUCKIN ACCOMPLISHMENTS. ALWAYS CLAIMING THEY DID THAT TOO. When they show by their DAILY FUCKIN LIVES no such thing exists OR EVER EXISTED!
The Young Rae Gun, one of the Young Blackmen I mentor. We left from work yesterday and were on the Orange Line-subway talking. I pointed out to him that as a Blackman YOU MUST PICK WHAT BATTLES AND WARS YOU ARE WILLING TO GIVE UP YOUR FREEDOM FOR. GIVE UP YOUR REPUTATION FOR. Because until We as a COLLECTIVE RE-ESTABLISH Our Proper PR-Image and Reputation. You have to ACKNOWLEDGE THE FACT THAT WE ARE BEHIND AND NOT AHEAD NOR EVEN. Now?
You don't have to OVERTLY ACT THAT WAY, BUT!?
You do have to ACKNOWLEDGE THE REALITY AND KEEP THAT IN MIND.
So you DO NOT let Your Personal so-called success and acceptance, OVERRIDE THE FACT THAT AS A WHOLE WE ARE LOOKED AT NEGATIVELY.
This is just the tip of that convo.
Needless to say when We got off the subway I asked him "Did you see that...?"
And he immediately said "THEY WUZ EAR-HUSTLING THE SHIT OUTTA WHAT YOU WERE SAYING!"
And understand that THIS FALSE BELIEF THAT WE DON'T NEED LEADERS?
Rae sees it ANYTIME HIM AND I HAVE CONVO'S IN CONFINED PUBLIC SPACES AND PLACES. The Black People LISTEN INTENTLY. And the White People BECOME NERVOUS AND ANXIOUS.
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Lemme type that shit AGAIN.
The Black People. LISTEN INTENTLY.
While the White People?
Become NERVOUS.
AND ANXIOUS.
One time Rae told me "Damn these muthafucka's act like YOU SAYING KILL ALL WHITE PEOPLE OR SOME BULLSHIT WHAT THE FUCK!?"
And I told him "They understand that AS WE ARE. We are NOT A THREAT TO THEM. So they can SAFELY continue to NOT WORRY ABOUT HONEST BLACK COMPETITION IN AREAS THAT MATTER AND EFFECT THEIR QUALITIES OF LIFE, however?"
And he finished for me "The shit THAT YOU SAYIN!? Makes Black People fuckin get out here and start FUCKIN WORKING AND DOING AND APPLYING THEMSELVES! Now!? PROBLEM. That's a fuckin PROBLEM. Look where We at right now. They WASTE MILLIONS ON THE REGULAR! But they don't have to worry about A BLACK COMPETITIVE COMPANY CHALLENGING THEM WHILE THEY'RE FUCKIN WASTING MONEY AND MANPOWER AND SHIT!"
"Exactly."
Exactly.
Here is what TBA had to say where it is COMMON SENSE. But We are living in an age where common sense is NO LONGER COMMON. And after reading it, IT MOST DEFINITELY REMINDED ME OF YOU STACEY. But it ALSO REMINDED ME OF NONI. And it is the PRIMARY REASON WHY I HAVE NOT GONE OUT DATING OR FUCKING AROUND WITH THE WOMEN THAT I COULD HAVE. Because clearly MY DECISION-MAKING HAS BEEN COMPROMISED, SO!?
First rule of War.
STABILIZE MY INTERNAL SITUATION/S.
Particularly, MY ABILITY TO FINANCE AND PROVIDE FOR MYSELF AND THOSE WHO ARE AUTOMATICALLY UNDER MY RESPONSIBILITIES TO PROVIDE FOR;
The people who ride with you don't fight with you. They just ride.
The people who ride 2 miles and then want to fight with you aren't riding with you either.
And the people who only want to fight with you never should be allowed to ride to begin with.
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