Wednesday, November 30, 2016
Tuesday, November 29, 2016
Cyn - Texas Judge suggest Blackman is Lynched then claims it's not racist
Before the video, lemme just TYPE THIS. I still, STILL. And this is IMPORTANT! I still have MY GLOBE FROM WHEN I WAS A HIGH SCHOOLER!
^_^
Now?
You're probably saying, so what, well?
ON IT!?
Egypt is called The ARAB Republic of Egypt.
^_^
Is it important now to still have that?
You see, right now, We as Black People have DELUDED OURSELVES into thinking that words don't matter, unless We wanna profit from it! Such as the silly-shit of using the word Nigga and PROFITEERING OFF OF IT! But then saying NO YOU CAN'T SAY THAT!
^_^
Now?
You're probably saying, so what, well?
ON IT!?
Egypt is called The ARAB Republic of Egypt.
^_^
Is it important now to still have that?
You see, right now, We as Black People have DELUDED OURSELVES into thinking that words don't matter, unless We wanna profit from it! Such as the silly-shit of using the word Nigga and PROFITEERING OFF OF IT! But then saying NO YOU CAN'T SAY THAT!
You see, THAT!?
THIS IS ACTING WHITE!
But most of Us DON'T LIKE TO ACKNOWLEDGE OR SEE IT THAT WAY!
Professor Blacktruth talks about the fact that White Power Supremacy HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LOGIC AND REASON!
Which is why it often does shit THAT DEFIES ITS OWN "LAWS" IN ORDER TO FURTHER THE AGENDA OF WHITES POWER!
Dr. Francis Cress Welsing ALSO NOTES THIS FAR MORE IN DETAIL and of course. MOST BLACK PEOPLE who have had to deal with RIDICULOUS DOUBLE-TALKING WHITE COWORKERS AND SUPERIORS, where they LITERALLY CONTRADICT THEMSELVES IN THE MIDST OF THE VERY WORDS COMING OUT OF THEIR MOUTHES!
Because it is NOT ABOUT BEING RIGHT.
It is about HAVING A POSITION OF POWER AND AUTHORITY AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I MEANT TO SAY OR SAID! NOW JUST FUCKIN DO IT!
-_-
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd...?
For the record?
WHITES THEMSELVES CONFUSE THE FUCK OUT OF EACH OTHER BY DOING THIS TO EACH OTHER AS WELL!
I?
Just laughed out loud because I'm remembering the instances where I have seen this.
NOW?!
FUCK DOES ANY OF THIS HAVE TO DO WITH!?
Come alllllllllllllllllll the way back around to what I initially typed please and REMEMBER that MY OLD GLOBE CALLS EGYPT AN ARAB REPUBLIC.
Where I QUICKLY, pressed for fuckin time here.
I QUICKLY pointed out that WORDS CARRY MEANING NO MATTER WHO DISLIKES IT. Then I gave you AN EXAMPLE OF THE SILLY-SHIT WE ARE DOING WHERE WE ARE IMITATING WHITES BUT DO NOT HAVE THEIR POWER TO FORCE ILLOGICAL SHIT DOWN PEOPLE'S THROATS!
So when it says Arab Republic of Egypt that means THE CURRENT RULERSHIP OF EGYPT WANTED NOTHING TO DO WITH AFRICA BECAUSE...!?
Shocker of all NON-SHOCKERS!
THEY'RE NOT FUCKIN BLACK!
They are THE DESCENDANTS OF THE INVADING ARABS THAT BLACK NORTH AFRICANS KEPT MAKING EXCUSES OVER AND NEVER DEFINITIVELY MARCHED OVER INTO ARABIA AND EXTERMINATED!
HARSH!?
Yes.
REALITY!?
EVEN MORE YES!
So to try to FIND COMMONALITY WITH THOSE WHO DO NOT WANT COMMONALITY WITH YOU IS POINTLESS! Never mind, shush, DON'T TELL ANYONE! BUT THEY ARE OUR ENEMIES.
O_O
Don't say a word to anyone.
Nobody.
Anywhere.
-_-
Keep this confiden, wait.
Awwwwwwww, wait, I'm on the internet typing this.
Well...?
YOU DIDN'T READ ANY OF THAT!
So I posted this cuz it pertains to the video.
And now, HERE IS THE VIDEO and KEEP. IN, MIND!
I DO NOT KEEP KINSHIP OR CONNECTIONS WITH THOSE WHO DON'T ACTUALLY WANT NOR SHOW ANY SIGNS OF WANTING TO BE WITH OR CONNECTED TO ME, so. Keep that in mind that Arabs aren't running around saying We're BLACK. And as Black People We need to stop this SILLY-SHIT of trying to talk people into being down with Us or whatever the fuck some of you are out there doing;
Reposted TO REMIND MY PEOPLE THAT THIS IS WHAT OBAMA DID FOR WHITE-JEWS;
This is JUST TO REMIND MY PEOPLE.
That VOTING ALONE MEANS NOTHING!
If you DO NOT MAKE IT CLEAR WHAT YOU ARE TO BE GIVEN AND TO GAIN!
BY GIVING SO-N-SO YOUR VOTE;
Monday, November 28, 2016
Roland Martin LOST THAT DEBATE!
QUICKLY!
Cuz I'm pressed for TIME!
If YOU BELIEVE that Roland Martin won that debate against Richard Spencer then YOU ARE A FOOL!
Anytime when a Whiteman can SCARE YOU INTO NOT SAYING THAT YOU ARE BLACK!?
If there was and STILL IS something I have been FORCED TO ADMIT, it is the FACT!
That I don't NEED A CODE OF CONDUCT TOUR BY TARIQ NASHEED TO TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING AS A BLACK PERSON!
-_-
And that is NOT A DISS TOWARDS TARIQ!
It is a DISS!
TOWARDS US AS A BLACK COLLECTIVE!
It is also why I KEEP STATING AND SAYING;
White People are playing CHECKERS. And Black People are PLAYING DUMB!
We know EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING! But We make up SILLY-ASS EXCUSES! AND BULLSHIT REASONS TO BE BULLSHITTERS!
Well?
Now that shit is NOT GONNA FUCKIN WORK ANYMORE.
As if it was fuckin working BEFORE.
Sunday, November 27, 2016
Night Music- 1 and a Brief Overview of This Weekend's Work....
Getting ready to CALL IT A NIGHT! Gonna be headed back to my post tomorrow. I put in 13 hours on saturday at +$2 extra pay per hour. $13.20 an hour and then 8.5 today where it turned into OT!
Look...?
I'm not fuckin around.
I'm serious about needing control over My Life again.
And I'm not gonna get that by bullshitting and wasting My Time and even Yours for reading this blog. Shit is serious out here in the world. And anybody fuckin around right now is bound to be destroyed, that's just the bottom fuckin line.
I wrote out those pages today and loved every minute of it. I made sure to pay attention on saturday so I'd know what I can and can't do for today. But the reality is, just like I've typed to you all before. It is pointless to leave from My Actual Post, because I can get work done there that I can't anywhere else and THIS WEEKEND!?
Was a STANDING POST.
Period.
Point blank.
End of discussion.
And I got everything confirmed first hand.
I had ZERO SHOT at being able to draw A FUCKIN THING!
And when customers started piling in?
Then I couldn't keep sitting at the table anymore.
Meanwhile?
No guard-shack.
No ability to come-n-go AS I PLEASE.
NO ABILITY TO MOVE PEOPLE ALONG EITHER, which meant I was asked "Whatcha writing?"
"You sure can write fast, whatcha writing?"
-_-
Then of course customers FOR THEM, thought I WORKED THERE AS A REP "Hey, I wanna get the new I-phone but My Contract."
"Sorry, sir, ma'am, small kid, but I'm just security" even though MY UNIFORM GIVES THAT AWAY "if you can hold on one moment a representative will be with you shortly."
MIND YOU!?
I WUZ ASKED IF I WOULD BE BACK TOMORROW!
Which shocked the shit outta me!
But I told them "Nah! Time for me to mosey on back to my normal post." thank god.
But I did like the fact that they HONESTLY LIKE HAVING ME THERE.
And it was because I wasn't interested in doing ANYTHING ELSE EXCEPT FOR MY JOB.
Something that they just had a problem with, with the guard I was filling in for, so.
I am already going to TURN DOWN the chance to take over that post.
YES!
It pays $13.20 per hour and GOD KNOWS THEY NEVER CLOSE ON TIME, BUT!?
It gives me ZERO ROOM FOR ANYTHING ELSE!
They are ALWAYS OPEN AND ALWAYS NEED A GUARD!
They got robbed not too long ago, SOMETHING I WAS CONVENIENTLY NOT TOLD TOO!
So it explained why on saturday the two women refused to move from their cars when I was standing by the gate of the closed store.
The REALITY IS. That I make ENOUGH MONEY AS IS. But I also GET WORK DONE FOR MY SITE. I was able to get in 4-pages. But I would LOSE MY WEEKENDS OFF. Which is OUT OF THE QUESTION. I'd ALSO BE STUCK STANDING ALL DAY AND PROBABLY BE WORKING FROM OPEN TO CLOSE!
Which means 12-hours PER DAY!
>_<
My current post is 9am-to-5pm EST AND THAT IS IT! I then GET TO DECIDE WHEN AND IF I WANT OT THERE IF THEY HAVE IT! And most importantly MY OT IS ALWAYS DEAD OF NIGHT! So NOBODY DISTURBS ME and I can do my drawings or writings!
-_-
10:33pm EST.
Time for ME to call it a night.
I enjoyed working this other location, but STRICTLY SO I COULD USE IT TO PUSH MYSELF TO BE GRATEFUL FOR MY NORMAL POST. ITS FREEDOMS THAT IT GIVES ME. AND TO MAKE ME BE MORE FOCUSED ON USING MY FREEDOMS FOR MY POST MORE EFFICIENTLY!
Goodnight people.
See you in 7+ hours!
Look...?
I'm not fuckin around.
I'm serious about needing control over My Life again.
And I'm not gonna get that by bullshitting and wasting My Time and even Yours for reading this blog. Shit is serious out here in the world. And anybody fuckin around right now is bound to be destroyed, that's just the bottom fuckin line.
I wrote out those pages today and loved every minute of it. I made sure to pay attention on saturday so I'd know what I can and can't do for today. But the reality is, just like I've typed to you all before. It is pointless to leave from My Actual Post, because I can get work done there that I can't anywhere else and THIS WEEKEND!?
Was a STANDING POST.
Period.
Point blank.
End of discussion.
And I got everything confirmed first hand.
I had ZERO SHOT at being able to draw A FUCKIN THING!
And when customers started piling in?
Then I couldn't keep sitting at the table anymore.
Meanwhile?
No guard-shack.
No ability to come-n-go AS I PLEASE.
NO ABILITY TO MOVE PEOPLE ALONG EITHER, which meant I was asked "Whatcha writing?"
"You sure can write fast, whatcha writing?"
-_-
Then of course customers FOR THEM, thought I WORKED THERE AS A REP "Hey, I wanna get the new I-phone but My Contract."
"Sorry, sir, ma'am, small kid, but I'm just security" even though MY UNIFORM GIVES THAT AWAY "if you can hold on one moment a representative will be with you shortly."
MIND YOU!?
I WUZ ASKED IF I WOULD BE BACK TOMORROW!
Which shocked the shit outta me!
But I told them "Nah! Time for me to mosey on back to my normal post." thank god.
But I did like the fact that they HONESTLY LIKE HAVING ME THERE.
And it was because I wasn't interested in doing ANYTHING ELSE EXCEPT FOR MY JOB.
Something that they just had a problem with, with the guard I was filling in for, so.
I am already going to TURN DOWN the chance to take over that post.
YES!
It pays $13.20 per hour and GOD KNOWS THEY NEVER CLOSE ON TIME, BUT!?
It gives me ZERO ROOM FOR ANYTHING ELSE!
They are ALWAYS OPEN AND ALWAYS NEED A GUARD!
They got robbed not too long ago, SOMETHING I WAS CONVENIENTLY NOT TOLD TOO!
So it explained why on saturday the two women refused to move from their cars when I was standing by the gate of the closed store.
The REALITY IS. That I make ENOUGH MONEY AS IS. But I also GET WORK DONE FOR MY SITE. I was able to get in 4-pages. But I would LOSE MY WEEKENDS OFF. Which is OUT OF THE QUESTION. I'd ALSO BE STUCK STANDING ALL DAY AND PROBABLY BE WORKING FROM OPEN TO CLOSE!
Which means 12-hours PER DAY!
>_<
My current post is 9am-to-5pm EST AND THAT IS IT! I then GET TO DECIDE WHEN AND IF I WANT OT THERE IF THEY HAVE IT! And most importantly MY OT IS ALWAYS DEAD OF NIGHT! So NOBODY DISTURBS ME and I can do my drawings or writings!
-_-
10:33pm EST.
Time for ME to call it a night.
I enjoyed working this other location, but STRICTLY SO I COULD USE IT TO PUSH MYSELF TO BE GRATEFUL FOR MY NORMAL POST. ITS FREEDOMS THAT IT GIVES ME. AND TO MAKE ME BE MORE FOCUSED ON USING MY FREEDOMS FOR MY POST MORE EFFICIENTLY!
Goodnight people.
See you in 7+ hours!
Just BACK THROUGH THE DOOR!
JUST IN THE DOOR!
AND I DID A LOT!
Of RUNNING!
After I left today's job-site!
Ran from Aramingo Avenue down Tioga Avenue to the L's Tioga stop!
Then I got off at 60th & Market and ran from THERE BACK TO HERE!
I spent today working on Lady Mango-Ellis Melissa's backstory-n-history!
Got 4 pages done on that!
Sittin here listening to tonight's TBA-broadcast while I'm typing this.
Saturday, November 26, 2016
Fresh From WORK!
Today's post, which was a STANDING POST. Which LITERALLY MEANS I have been STANDING since 8:20am EST till 9pm EST when they finally closed up shop and got the fuck outta there! For starters? Our Youth, Black Youth? -_- Totally FUCKED UP! Based on the BULLSHIT I SAW TODAY! TOTALLY FUCKED UP! TOTALLY FUCKED UP!
Even MORE BIZARRE WAS SEEING THAT THE HISPANIC-LATINO SPANISH SPEAKING YOUNG ADULTS WERE JUST AS FUCKED UP TOO!
-_-
But fucked up IN A GOOD WAY.
Where their being fucked up would be PICTURE FUCKIN PERFECT for them to claim TO BE AGAINST TRUMP! Till they got in the fuckin VOTING BOOTH AND VOTED FOR HIS ASS! I paid attention to the interactions and SHIT! And seein the little HOOCHIE-MAMAS playing games with these DUMB-ASS BLACK YOUNG MEN WHO LOOKED LIKE ABSOLUTE SHIT ON A STICK!
Even I was like, really?
This is a fuckin place of BUSINESS!
BUT TRIPLE FAT BLACK BOY HERE!
HAS HIS TRIPLE GUT!?
HOW THE FUCK!?
DO YOU HAVE A TRIPLE GUT AT FUCKIN 22 FUCKIN YEARS OLD!?
-_-
I'm snappin.
His fuckin CLOTHES!?
DIDN'T FUCKIN FIT!
His goddamn NASTY-ASS BODY!
AND FUCK THE BULLSHIT!
ALMOST ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL OF THE YOUNG ADULTS WERE FUCKIN MASSIVELY OVERWEIGHT AND MAD OUTTA SHAPE!
How the fuck am I looking MORE IN SHAPE THAN FUCKIN PEOPLE HALF MY GODDAMN AGE!?!?!?!?! WHAT IN THEE FUCK!? IS GOING ON OUT THIS MUTHAFUCKA!?
Pfft this fuckin empire gets INVADED IT'S OVER!
HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAH, wait?
No, I STILL LAUGH! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH!
And I laugh because the You Be You and You DO YOU-brainwashing BULLSHIT HAS HONESTLY FUCKIN WORKED!
I spent HALF MY SHIFT SAYING TO MYSELF "I gotta get back to My Son, WHO KNOWS WHAT KIND OF CRAZY SHIT HE'S ALL MIXED THE FUCK UP IN!"
And they were listening to all this fuckin CRAP RAP WHERE THEY GOT UN.
-_-
Funny.
Video?
Is funny.
Song?
Funny.
Still not with the Nigga-shit.
And a few readers, have asked and figured out why I had and have Ol' Dirty Bastard & certain other rappers up on here tossing out Nigga-this and Nigga-that.
So shout out to Raeman for figuring it out and then talking with me about it.
Bottom line is though?
Timing is everything.
And it's a thin line between telling a joke and being a joke.
And today?
When they kept trying to play that silly shit that they THINK is rap-music around me?
They got self. Fuckin. Conscious.
They FELT STUPID.
Because they saw the fact I was LAUGHING AT THEM.
And yes.
I did so quietly.
BUT YES. I LAUGHED AT THEIR DUMB-ASSES, AS I FUCKIN SHOULD.
So now, UNLIKE the Young Guns at MY ACTUAL SITE. There was no fuckin way in hell I was gonna talk to these OBVIOUSLY BRAINWASHED BLACK YOUNG PEOPLE.
There was One, ONE. BLACKMAN. That worked there and even he was having to check and mock the Triple-Fat Black Boy. He was the only Young Blackman there with sense and was appropriately dressed for work in a casual work environment.
Not that SLOPPY SHIT!
That Triple-Fat Black-Boy was, I can't even call that rockin, cuz he couldn't move two feet without his fuckin clothes, WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH BLACK YOUNG MEN DRESSING WITH CLOTHES TOO FUCKIN SMALL FOR THEIR GODDAMN BODIES!?
THIS GAY-EFFEMINATE SHIT IS A GODDAMN DISGRACE!
Then THEY GET MAD when they GET MOCKED!
My Brother-In-Law & I had TO MOCK My Nephew who is GROWN AND MARRIED AND IS A FUCKIN TRUCK DRIVER!
For wearing SKINNY JEANS. A BELT!
BUT HIS UNDERWEAR STILL SHOWING!
And for the record, WE CHASED HIS ASS OUT THE HOUSE ON THURSDAY CUZ HE DIDN'T LIKE US RAGGIN ON THAT GAY-BLACK BULLSHIT STYLE HE WAS WEARING! And OLDEST BROTHER AND UNCLE TEDDY WAS NOT BAILING HIM THE FUCK OUT!
OLDEST SISTER-IN-LAW AND MY SISTER WOULD NOT DEFEND HIM!
-_-
His wife didn't even defend his ass.
Then when My Brother-In-Law REMINDED HIM that that shit COMES FROM PRISON CULTURE!? AND IS USED TO ADVERTISE MAN-ON-MAN SEX!
THAT'S WHEN HE DECIDED TO LEAVE!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHH!
-_-
And yes.
I fuckin laugh AND YES.
We DROVE HIM AWAY!
Put on SOME FUCKIN CLOTHES OR GO DRESS LIKE BRUCE JENNER BUT MAKE UP YOUR GODDAMN FUCKIN MIND!
ONE.
OR THEE OTHER!
BUT NOT BOTH!
>_<
And this is WHAT HAPPENS when YOU LISTEN TO YOUR FUCKIN ENEMIES TELLING YOU HOW YOU SHOULD BE ACTING.
You get CONFUSION!
Then I show up to post TODAY AND SEE MORE OF IT!
Fuckin RIDICULOUS!
Black Parenting IS IN THE FUCKIN CRAPPER!
AND TRUST ME I'M RIGHT FUCKIN THERE WITH YOU AND THAT'S WHY I SAID I'M GETTING MY SON BACK AND WHATEVER I HAVE TO GO THROUGH!?
BRING IT ON!
My Oldest Sister-In-Law asked me the other day "How do you know Your Son will even respond to You after all this time."
And I told her "Because Noni knew and still knows that all I have to do is back up my words with proof of HER DEEDS. She was already complaining about him being too evidence driven moreso than just taking word of mouth. And he was a 12 year old at that time. Never mind that I have journals for him to read from the first year We were torn apart TO RIGHT NOW! And an entire blog for him to read and review and ask me whatever he wants to ask me. THAT, is what Noni is afraid of. Him asking me questions and me answering Him and then SHOWING HIM PROOF TO BACK UP MY WORDS."
But looking at the 20-something Blacks today, that bunch I just met?
NO SHOT!
NONE!
NONE!
THEY'RE DONE.
With that typed.
I'm headed to bed because before I know it it'll be time to head outta here again.
Another thing this post taught me, which is another reason why I took the assignment.
It reminded me of what I have typed on here and already knew and know.
My Actual Post?
Allows me to DO MY WORK FOR WILLIAMS WORKS!
This posting here!?
NO FUCKIN WAY, NONE!
And MIND YOU IT PAYS $2'S MORE THAN MY ACTUAL POST.
Fuck that.
To have to stand around and then see and hear that BULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLSHIT.
ON THE REGULAR?
-_-
Nah.
PASS!
And another thing, this area is MAD SWIRLER CITY AND TRASHY AS A MUTHAFUCKA!
I work ON THE WATERFRONT, how in THEE FUCK!
DOES THIS AREA HAVE SO MANY GODDAMN THUG-ASS SEAGULLS!
AND THE GODDAMN TRASH IS JUST BLOWIN EVERYWHERE!
FUCK KANSAS & DUST IN THE WIND!
Just BEING THERE TODAY!?
No fuckin DOUBT ABOUT IT THAT THE WHITES IN THAT AREA VOTED FOR TRUMP!
CUZ THEY'VE FUCKED UP ALL OF THEIR FUCKIN WHITE PRIVILEGE ON SILLY-SHIT!
So you're DAMN RIGHT THEY VOTED FOR HIS ASS!
CUZ THEY NEED HIM TO STOP THEIR OWN SELF-INFLICTED SKID FURTHER DOWN THE GODDAMN TRASH-CHUTE OF PHILADELPHIA!
Wait, WAIT, what makes it WORSE!?
IS THAT THEY HAVE ALL THESE BUSINESSES AND THE BUSINESSES EVEN LOOK TRASHY AND BURNED OUT!
How do you get MAJOR CHAINSTORES THAT LOOK BURNED OUT AND BOMBED OUT!? FUCK WERE THESE WHITE PEOPLE DOING IN THIS AREA!?
O_O
And that's why I typed to you all before.
Whites will DEPLETE AN AREA.
AND ITS RESOURCES.
DOWN TO DIRT!
Then!?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!
YOU BLACKS CAN MOVE IN!
Cuz there isn't shit here anymore.
So?
Yeah.
NOW?
You can move in....
4 Generations of Family
As you have seen I posted nothing all day yesterday. Nor did I post anything once I returned on Thanksgiving Night. I've spent all of those hours thinking about the fact that My Mother had insisted on me coming up there because she wanted me to see that she has been working to actually do the things that I used to always have to argue and fight with her about, regarding Our Family and HOW IT IS SUPPOSED TO WORK.
On Thursday I had a chance to sit down with a LOT of 4th-Generation children of varying ages while talking to Their Parents and being reminded, as I have typed before, that much of My Family, is military.
And a lot of them were honestly very happy to see me because as My Oldest Brother and His Wife said "You're like a presence more than a person." His Wife even went roaming around My Mother's house and finally sat back down with Us and said "I cannot find, one. Picture of you. Anywhere in this house. But everybody is always talking about how you honestly live by the things you say." and then she told me "Your sister grew up, married Your Brother-In-Law, cuz you were always on both of them about the example they were setting for Your Nieces."
There was a LOT of conversations and We all discussed what We need to do as individual Black People and what needs to be done by Our Family AS A COLLECTIVE. No one in that house was bitching and moaning about Trump winning. Because everyone was well-aware that We as Black People have had to fight and bleed and suffer and die and kill, to get what little We actually have.
My Brother-In-Law was GRATEFUL TO ME for staying on his ass during the years that I was with Stacey where he asked me "What're you gonna do?" and I told him and My Oldest Brother and His Wife about what happened regarding Stacey and I and not a one of them was shocked nor surprised when I told them what I did and why I did it.
My Oldest Brother then told me "You're an honorable man. I know that must have been hard to use yourself as an actual teaching point to the woman you love." and My Brother-In-Law said "How else is she gonna learn? Then stuff didn't work out so now can you imagine being stuck with some tattoo of someone who really was just some fling and fantasy, it still boggles My Mind how people can intentionally know they're risking everything for nothing. But still do it anyway and think they have the right to get salty when they end up with nothing."
He then talked about how he sees everyday, people working as prison guards. Throwing their jobs and careers away when they get too close to certain prisoners. Be it as guards or counselors or whatever. And I listened. All in all. I had a LOT TO THINK ABOUT.
^_^
And of course I don't type fast enough, so it's time for me to head out to work.
Especially since I'm simply filling in the next two days at this site.
Bottom line is I spent all day yesterday just thinking about everything that went on and all We talked about. Met a LOT of people I haven't seen since the early 80's.
Lemme get moving!
I'LL SEE YOU IN 10+ HOURS PEOPLE!
On Thursday I had a chance to sit down with a LOT of 4th-Generation children of varying ages while talking to Their Parents and being reminded, as I have typed before, that much of My Family, is military.
And a lot of them were honestly very happy to see me because as My Oldest Brother and His Wife said "You're like a presence more than a person." His Wife even went roaming around My Mother's house and finally sat back down with Us and said "I cannot find, one. Picture of you. Anywhere in this house. But everybody is always talking about how you honestly live by the things you say." and then she told me "Your sister grew up, married Your Brother-In-Law, cuz you were always on both of them about the example they were setting for Your Nieces."
There was a LOT of conversations and We all discussed what We need to do as individual Black People and what needs to be done by Our Family AS A COLLECTIVE. No one in that house was bitching and moaning about Trump winning. Because everyone was well-aware that We as Black People have had to fight and bleed and suffer and die and kill, to get what little We actually have.
My Brother-In-Law was GRATEFUL TO ME for staying on his ass during the years that I was with Stacey where he asked me "What're you gonna do?" and I told him and My Oldest Brother and His Wife about what happened regarding Stacey and I and not a one of them was shocked nor surprised when I told them what I did and why I did it.
My Oldest Brother then told me "You're an honorable man. I know that must have been hard to use yourself as an actual teaching point to the woman you love." and My Brother-In-Law said "How else is she gonna learn? Then stuff didn't work out so now can you imagine being stuck with some tattoo of someone who really was just some fling and fantasy, it still boggles My Mind how people can intentionally know they're risking everything for nothing. But still do it anyway and think they have the right to get salty when they end up with nothing."
He then talked about how he sees everyday, people working as prison guards. Throwing their jobs and careers away when they get too close to certain prisoners. Be it as guards or counselors or whatever. And I listened. All in all. I had a LOT TO THINK ABOUT.
^_^
And of course I don't type fast enough, so it's time for me to head out to work.
Especially since I'm simply filling in the next two days at this site.
Bottom line is I spent all day yesterday just thinking about everything that went on and all We talked about. Met a LOT of people I haven't seen since the early 80's.
Lemme get moving!
I'LL SEE YOU IN 10+ HOURS PEOPLE!
Good Morning.
FROM PHILADELPHIA!
Thursday, November 24, 2016
I'm UP WORKING ON TANSOBA ELLIS-FAMILY'S HISTORY!
I've been up since 6:30am EST writing and realizing that even though today is technically a DAY OFF from the day-job. Now is the time for me to get work done FOR MY REAL JOB. I've been asked all week how do I keep from just UP AND QUITTING AND PURSUING FINISHING MY WORK FOR THE TANSOBA STORYLINE OF PAGAN WARS.
And I told them the fact that I need to be able to get up in the morning. See that I have ENOUGH MATERIAL AND ENOUGH INCOME COMING IN. To SAFELY SAY "It's time to return back to MY NORMAL LIFE." and then come in to the day job. Hand in My 2-weeks notice. And leave out the door the same way I came in it.
Through the front door.
Professionally.
The Right Way.
One factory-worker while we talked on Monday said "The climate is PERFECT for what you are writing and talking about. Trump getting elected! Obama's presidency ending, everything is perfect for what you are talking about in these stories!" and I reminded him "To an extent. Because remember, MY TASK ISN'T TO MAKE THE MISTAKE THAT MANY BLACK WRITERS MAKE TODAY AND YESTERDAY! I'm NOT HERE to write out something THAT TRIES TO ADDRESS EVERY NEGATIVE ISSUE TOSSED AT US AND TALKED ABOUT. That is how you make slop shit and crap. And I've seen that done too many times no matter what Comic Con I've ever gone to. Black writers trying to ADDRESS, EVERY BLACK SLANDER AND STEREOTYPE AND!?"
And I just looked at him and told him "That's how you create nothing but a poorly done piece of work meant to be a conversation and not to be a creative work spun from real life and/or Your Mind's-Eye." so I cautioned him that "My stories are going to be ROOTED IN OUR REALITY. But then THEY GROW FROM THE CHANGES OF THAT REALITY, meaning THE OMNIVERSE THAT I'VE CREATED. Into something that I have to make BELIEVABLE TO THE READER BY SIMPLY WRITING A GOOD STORY WITH GOOD CHARACTERS BASED IN A GOOD SETTING THAT THE READER CAN HAVE A GOOD TIME IN. Making a connection with the reader and needing. Not wanting, but needing the Reader to, upon closing out the window after having read what I've written. When I do My Job as a writer then they need to come back home and reopen what I've published and posted and return to the omniverse that I've created. When I do my job then they need to pick up their tablet or phone or boot up the laptop or computer and return back to the world that I've created. That's the way it's supposed to work. Anything else is a failure."
With that typed I have finished INKING A NEW DRAWING.
Chief Chambermaid Discord is DONE.
I'll get her up and posted before I leave out today to head over to My Mother's house.
She has been INSISTENT that I come over for Thanksgiving, so...?
Gonna go over there.
Probably leave around 2pm EST, if I leave at al.
And she knows I'm good for simply not going.
Because I'm not comfortable up in that house of hers and due to the entirety of Our Relationship having been what it has been.
Either way!?
Time for me to get back to work.
Wednesday, November 23, 2016
Paying Verizon Bill RIGHT NOW
Time to pay some bills people! Lemme get this Verizon bill OUTTA THE WAY! Before I leave for work. The last 18hrs has been VERY INTERESTING FOR ME up on My Facebook account. Because as usual, when I start talking about My ACTUAL EXPERIENCE and what I am currently doing. AND PROVIDING ACTUAL PLACES, then all of a sudden.
Nobody wants to fuckin talk anymore.
We have way too many armchair Black-bullshitters who love to talk until told time for work.
Now?
They have to be chased from under the rock they just ran and hid underneath because they know it could put them into real danger with the multitude of bullshit booby traps and corruption that's been injected and harvested in Our Neighborhoods.
Nobody wants to fuckin talk anymore.
We have way too many armchair Black-bullshitters who love to talk until told time for work.
Now?
They have to be chased from under the rock they just ran and hid underneath because they know it could put them into real danger with the multitude of bullshit booby traps and corruption that's been injected and harvested in Our Neighborhoods.
Tuesday, November 22, 2016
Monday, November 21, 2016
TIME TO HEAD OUT!
SEE YOU IN 10+ HOURS! Lemme see if I can get these health benefits squared away after the dayjob website had all types of bullshit errors for my account! Pathetic! Fuckin company worth billions and they're too fuckin lazy to make sure the goddamn website is in order.
Cyn - Christelyn Karazin: Don't come for me unless I send for you
Lemme make ONE THING CLEAR.
If you HAVEN'T NOTICED IT YET.
MOST NIGGER-TRAITORS ARE THE BIGGEST COWARDS CRAWLING THE EARTH!
And I needed to highlight that to you.
Whether Male or Female, they don't mind talking shit from behind some barrier or safe-spot to spew their shit from.
But when it comes time to have to sit and address Black People, SURROUNDED BY BLACK PEOPLE?!!???!
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-NOH!
THEY WANT NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
PART OF THAT!
If they can't have some WHITE CONTROLLED LOCATION?
Oh no, NOPE!
They don't wanna meet with you.
DON'T WANNA TALK THEIR SHIT WITH AN AUDIENCE OF BLACK PEOPLE.
THEY KNOW THEY DESERVE DEATH!
FROM AN ANGRY, UNRULY, AVENGING MOB OF BLACK PEOPLE!
RIPPING THEM.
TO PIECES!
Saw This One Coming...
Quickly! Cuz I need to GET UP OUTTA HERE EARLY TODAY!
I saw the inevitable battle brewing between Cyn and Christelyn Karazin. Nigger-Traitors like Karazin are the PRIMARY REASON WHY WE ARE WHERE WE ARE. These things infiltrate Our Halls of Power and push for integration and sharing of information with Whites initially. But their actual intention is to DERAIL BLACK AUTONOMY DUE TO THEIR OWN PSYCHOLOGICAL ISSUES WITH BEING BLACK AND WITH US AS BLACK PEOPLE IN GENERAL.
Karazin and those like her, whether female or male, deserve death.
Because they are 5th-Columnist for Whites.
And they're TOO LAZY to rebuild Our Society and Civilization.
So instead they flock to White Society and make it clear they will ACCEPT WHATEVER POSITION WITHIN IT THEY CAN GET.
Again!
People have asked Me why I am NOT FURTHER AHEAD AND FILTHY RICH, well?
It is because I AM NOT A SELLOUT.
Note that Karazin's website makes her ENOUGH MONEY because she is APPEALING TO AND PLAYING OFF OF BLACKWOMEN'S FRUSTRATIONS!
I am WELL-AWARE that I could INSTANTLY MAKE MONEY by PROFITEERING OFF OF MY OWN PEOPLE'S PAIN-N-SUFFERING LIKE SHE DOES.
Notice how SO MANY RAPPERS WHO SPEAK SHIT ABOUT US MAKE MONEY!
Who do you REALLY THINK IS BUYING THEIR MUSIC!?
For EVERY BLACK PERSON who buys their crap YOU CAN SAFELY GET 2 WHITES WHO WANNA HEAR ABOUT HOW SHITTY AND STUPID WE ARE! Because it REINFORCES HOW MUCH BETTER THEIR LIVES ARE AND IT'S LIKE LISTENING TO A MOVIE ABOUT SHIT THAT MANY OF THEM DON'T HAVE TO BE BOTHERED WITH!
And I saw that ESPECIALLY DURING THE STRAIGHT OUTTA COMPTON NWA-DAYS OF THEIR HEYDAY!
Whites in PAOLI AND EXTON AND OLD CITY PHILADELPHIA!
BLASTING FUCK THE POLICE AND DOPEMAN AND ALL THIS OTHER SHIT!
-_-
Then BREAKING THEIR WRIST TO TURN IT DOWN OR TURN IT OFF WHEN I PULL UP OR DRIVE BY OR WALK BY!
It's EASY to push products and services THAT PLAY TO THE SICK EGO OF ONE'S OPPRESSOR.
And they show you whether or not they ARE OR AREN'T BY HOW THEY REACT TO YOUR ATTEMPT TO DEBASE YOURSELF FOR THEIR AMUSEMENT-ENTERTAINMENT AND PLEASURE.
So it is NO SHOCK that at some point or another.
Cyn, a KNOWN ANTI-SWIRLER.
Would collide with Karazin, A KNOWN SUPER-SWIRLER.
And yes, I just typed that.
LEMME HURRY UP!
TBA 11-20-2016 - The Big Business of Bigotry
This TBA broadcast HIGHLIGHTS EXACTLY WHY We are WELL-BEHIND AND ON THE VERGE OF ANNIHILATION! While We as Black People are fucking around We have Whites who are ONLINE EVERYDAY INCITING OTHER WHITES OF LIKE-MIND TO DO EVERYTHING POSSIBLE TO KILL. MAIM. DESTROY! AND ANNIHILATE US!
And they could care less about WHETHER THEY ARE BEING LIED TO OR NOT! They are FOLLOWING THEIR DESIRE AND NEED TO SEE US DESTROYED!
And they could care less about WHETHER THEY ARE BEING LIED TO OR NOT! They are FOLLOWING THEIR DESIRE AND NEED TO SEE US DESTROYED!
A lot of Black People DO NOT LIKE TO ADMIT THAT WHITES HAVE ALWAYS TURNED A PROFIT OFF OF MURDERING AND DESTROYING US!
And this is something that the AVERAGE BLACK PERSON EVERYWHERE does NOT LIKE TO REMEMBER AND TALK ABOUT.
Sunday, November 20, 2016
Cooking Dinner and Looking at Some DISTURBING FACTS for Dayjob
Tried to enroll for health benefits and as usual shit does not work right on the company website. I also just finished talking with AC who admitted that HE DOES NOT SEE WHITEWOMEN WORKING AS SECURITY GUARDS. And he ADDED, then whenever he encounters them IT IS EXTREMELY SHORT-LIVED BECAUSE THEY LEAVE IMMEDIATELY!
Meanwhile this company is OVERRUN WITH BLACKWOMEN AS SECURITY GUARDS, BUT!? As I pointed out WAY BACK WHEN where we had the SECURITY LOCKDOWN!? It was at that point that a LOT of the Blackwomen guards REALIZED that they could be MURDERED AND KILLED if the person threatening the factory FOLLOWS THROUGH WITH THEIR THREAT!
Lemme get back down to the kitchen. But this bullshit going on out here ON OUR PART AS BLACKMEN HAS TO STOP! Far as I'm concerned it isn't for Us to wait or work with Blackwomen in BUILDING UP THESE BUSINESSES. The job of CREATING WORKPLACES FOR US ALL IS OURS AS BLACKMEN. Our women wouldn't need to worry about these ANTI-BLACK WORKPLACES IF WE'RE OUT HERE CREATING SAFE WORKPLACES FOR THEM TO WORK IN PEACE.
Meanwhile this company is OVERRUN WITH BLACKWOMEN AS SECURITY GUARDS, BUT!? As I pointed out WAY BACK WHEN where we had the SECURITY LOCKDOWN!? It was at that point that a LOT of the Blackwomen guards REALIZED that they could be MURDERED AND KILLED if the person threatening the factory FOLLOWS THROUGH WITH THEIR THREAT!
Lemme get back down to the kitchen. But this bullshit going on out here ON OUR PART AS BLACKMEN HAS TO STOP! Far as I'm concerned it isn't for Us to wait or work with Blackwomen in BUILDING UP THESE BUSINESSES. The job of CREATING WORKPLACES FOR US ALL IS OURS AS BLACKMEN. Our women wouldn't need to worry about these ANTI-BLACK WORKPLACES IF WE'RE OUT HERE CREATING SAFE WORKPLACES FOR THEM TO WORK IN PEACE.
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