Posting this because some people bitch-n-moan about South Africa, like I said in my Good Morning South Africa Post;
Haters gonna hate, FUCK'EM!
I've seen COLOURED COONS BITCH-N-MOAN ABOUT WHAT'S WRONG WITH SOUTH AFRICA WHILE THEY PROTECT THEIR RAPING-MOLESTING-EMBEZZLING FAMILY MEMBERS! Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, long as YOUR BUSINESS AIN'T OUT ON THE STREET, ALWAYS GOT SHIT TA SAY! But when I said "You can't let this go. Someone has to call the police, how many other girls could have been molested?"
Fuck did you say Stacey?
What did you say?
Huh, bitch?
"Look? This ain't gone work. You have NO STANDARDS. NO MORALS. Yet your gums flap at the speed of sound when nothings going down. Then you see me get out here and even from hermitage I'm AT LEAST TRYING TO HANDLE WHAT I CAN AND ADDRESSING SITUATIONS TO KEEP SHIT AT LEAST SEMI-RIGHT IN MY LIFE. How the fuck can I marry you when you're trifling like this?" love man, I'm telling you!? Love will make you RATIONALIZE THE IRRATIONAL. Who buddies up with a molester who GOT CAUGHT MOLESTING IN YOUR HOUSE!? Then MY DUMB-ASS was like, well... I love her, so, DOH-DOH-DOH! DUMB! God that shit is fuckin, that was a MAJOR FUCK UP ON MY PART FANS.
MAJOR.
FUCK UP.
Meanwhile?
YOU AND YOUR FAMILY DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THE COMMUNITY! But you're all EMBARRASSED ABOUT SOUTH AFRICA, FUCK OUTTA HERE BITCH!
I got my own answer on why Megatron kept Starscream, because I did that shit myself. It's sheer STUPIDITY. A FALSE ASSUMPTION that the person is HARMLESS IN THEIR BUNGLING!
When the reality is that THE REAL BUNGLER IS ME! FOR KEEPING THE PERSON AROUND WHEN THEY'VE SHOWN THEY ABSOLUTELY CANNOT BE TRUSTED.
Now? Lemme add this too, because we live in a childishly-stupid time where stupid people speak when they know they ought to be quiet. I have typed what I have typed and have said what I have said not because of bitterness towards My Former Fiancee, but over the fact that this woman blatantly sells herself as something she isn't even close to. But will blog and talk shit like she gives a fuck about anyone else except for herself. For me? The compromises I made in judgement to accept her because I loved her, were utterly indefensible on MY PART. Let alone that this woman is an actual threat to those around her because anything goes with her. Beat up her child, that's okay, she'll do nothing.
But she'll talk shit on a blog about how much she loves her children.
She'll complain about South Africa, but then when asked to do something? Won't do shit. Nothing. Can't do shit. Or so she claims. But she can run her fuckin mouth with the best of them. Came to see me, saw for herself what I type on here is who I actually am. I don't pretend to be someone I'm not because I was taught and raised to understand that at some point or another, when you lie, you are going to get caught. When you front about who you are, life is going to test that, and when you fail, then everyone will see what kind of a fraud you are. And for me, it is embarrassing how much crap I let this woman just say and do and get away with, where she somehow thinks she was some sort of victim when I finally said "I can't put you first anymore, because you don't know what you're doing and I have a child to get back and you are not helping me accomplish that."
However?
She was never concerned about MY CHILD, because she wasn't actually concerned about HERS. And me making excuses for that? It can't happen. It simply can't happen. Then she runs and jumps around with the same pack of dirt-bag family members where the family-members she had and has, that don't roll with the criminal crap? Won't look the other way when family members do foul shit, she avoids them like the plague because it forces her to have to grow up. And I felt as though I needed to add this in here just because we live in a time where people try to reduce serious issues to childish nonsense in order to deflect and escape from accountability and responsibility for their hand in the fucked up world we're currently living in. But if it could be turned fucked up, then that means it can be turned right again. Which means the work has to be done to fix it and set things right. I'm not afraid of getting my hands dirty. And I have no problem with working to make things better. But I have found that too many people like to sound like they are willing to work to make things better, but the reality is that they speak the way they speak because they only want to sound like they care. When they honest-n-truly don't.
These same people, then wonder why no one honestly cares about them. And bad things keep happening to them. When they don't understand the basic principle of you get back what you give off. I surrounded myself with questionable people, I got back questionable results. She surrounded herself with monsters who disguise themselves as family.
And she became a monster herself.
^_^!
Hate to tell you but you are STANDING IN MY SO-CALLED SKELETAL CLOSET OF SECRETS AND I INVITED YOU IN. Sorry, but I don't have any skeletons in my closet, because I need this closet FOR ACTUAL USEFUL THINGS IN MY LIFE. I've had to learn the hard way that someone who can be HONEST ABOUT WHO THEY ARE, WHAT THEY'VE DONE, WHERE THEY'VE BEEN AND WHY.
Has no chance of making it anywhere with lying people who lie about every little thing under the goddamn sun. As if they won't EVENTUALLY be found out. My life was actually going GREAT till I tried all this COMPROMISING BULLSHIT! And FITTING IN. Ugh! Fuck FITTING IN! Speaking of fitting in?
Dylan Roof's Apartheid Flags have come to the attention of South Africans and they have shown more intelligence than the dumb-fucks I'm surrounded with over here regarding Nazi-American flags and tolerance for it! Here is the article;
South African leaders: Pro-apartheid flag sign of 'misdirected anger'
(CNN)The debate regarding the prominence of the Confederate flag added an international element when photos of Dylann Roof, the man who killed nine people last week in the Charleston church massacre, surfaced of him wearing flags from apartheid-era South Africa.
But South African leaders and experts say the flag is not as well received in their country as the Confederate flag is in the U.S. -- and that it certainly isn't flown on Capitol grounds. And they are working to keep it that way.
Last week, photos appeared online of Roof wearing a jacket with the flags of apartheid-era South Africa, which legally discriminated against blacks and other minorities until institutionalized discrimination was outlawed in 1994. Roof was also seen with photos of the Confederate flag, which has again risen to national debate as people cite it as a source of influence for Roof's racist views.
The flag of the apartheid government was flown in South Africa until 1994, the year Roof was born. It was replaced after the fall of the existing government, but it still finds sympathy among U.S. white supremacists, who identify with the South African whites that they say are now under siege, said Heidi Beirich, a spokeswoman for the Southern Poverty Law Center.
But in South Africa, the flag is mainly celebrated by those with "misdirected anger," said Gwede Mantashe, secretary general of the African National Congress, the ruling party of the post-apartheid South African Parliament since former President Nelson Mandela's election in 1994.
"You will never find it on government property. But you can see it being flown in the meetings of ultra right wing groups, but not in public," Mantashe told CNN. "It is not something that is socially widespread here."
Eusebius McKaiser is a Johannesburg-based writer and author of "A Bantu In My Bathroom," a collection of essays on race. He said many South Africans wanted to believe that the photo of Roof wearing the flag was photoshopped.
"Judging from social media and talk radio responses, thus far, many South Africans were indeed surprised when a photo of Dylann Roof surfaced that included the old South African flag on his jacket," told CNN. "The surprise is innocuous in one sense: We are simply not used to our racism being exported to America."
However, McKaiser said he does understand why Roof could connect with the South African flag.
"The old South African flag symbolizes brute anti-black racism, and its longer colonial history from which it flows," he said. "To that extent, the antiquated and divisive symbolism of the Confederate flag in the U.S. finds ideological affinity with the old South African flag. Both flags show off past injustice and neither flag represents the idealism of breaking from divisive pasts in search of new, inclusive realities."
Although the old South African flag is not celebrated publicly by leaders in South Africa, some citizens felt that Roof's use of it was a sign of disrespect.
"I think the desire for the photo to be inauthentic speaks to an underlying belief that the flag is tainted by the association with Dylann Roof," McKaiser said. "This assumption, in turn, is deeply tragic because it (re)imagines the old South African flag as a symbol of dignity."
And despite the decline of the flag's public presence over the last two decades, it is possible -- and maybe even likely -- that the South African flag will rise again as South Africans grow nostalgic for the past, said Jonny Steinberg, an associate professor at the University of Oxford African Studies Centre.
"It will no doubt appear again; there is so much attention at the moment on the symbols of the South African past," he told CNN. "I'm sure it's only a matter of time before the old flag is used again as a form of aggressive mourning for the old order."
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