Let's Get To It!

Good Evening from Upper Darby!

As I have said recently, by the time you see a Nazi-Army marching down your street, it is already too late. I've been sitting back observing and watching the reactions of My Own People alongside Whites and how Dylan Roof has been treated so far and let me say right now;
Evvvvvvvvvvvvverybody is playing their assigned roles in this piss-poor tragedy.

First-&-foremost the Charleston Church Attack was NOT by accident. But was a carefully thought out and planned TERRORIST ATTACK by this Scum-bag Coward where he made sure to go after people HE KNEW WOULD BE THE LEAST LIKELY TO FIGHT BACK. The LEAST LIKELY TO BE ARMED. And THE MOST LIKELY TO BE ELDERLY, WOMEN, AND CHILDREN.

Understand that he attacked Emanuel African Methodist Episcopal Church, because he was looking to KILL State Senator Clementa Pickney. He asked for him knowing he was the pastor of this church where, once again. You are shown EXACTLY what I talked about on WHY-&-HOW the Black American RELIGIOUS INSTITUTIONS ARE THE FORMER POWER-CENTERS of Our People here in Nazi-America.

Some of you think that I am EXAGGERATING.
Or "being dramatic" when I call this country Nazi-America.
But like I told you before I saw where all of this was going when I was in 9th grade and attempted to honestly talk with the stupid White People then and saw that they could give TWO FUCKS! Because they already knew it wasn't gonna be THEIR ASSES IN CONCENTRATION CAMPS OR GETTING GASSED AND EXTERMINATED!

It was gonna be me and mine.
It was going to be us, as Blacks.
So for all the bleeding-heart bullshit and hand-holding, they all knew that all they had to do was just SHUTTHEFUCKUP and let whatever happens!?

It has been said repeatedly that when FDR tried to chastise Adolf Hitler about his treatment of Jews, Hitler replied that FDR and America is where HE LEARNED how to handle unwanted elements of the population. He then EMBARRASSED THE SHIT OUTTA FDR BY REMINDING HIM OF HOW WHITES IN AMERICA TREATS BLACKS AND THE HISTORY OF WHITE AMERICAN TREATMENT OF BLACKS! This FACT is NEVER DISCUSSED, EVER! When HITLER!? CAN TELL YOU OFF AND YOU HANG UP THE PHONE IN FUCKIN DISGRACE!? >_< Just TYPING THAT, HOW THE FUCK!? DO YOU LOSE A FUCKIN PHONE-DEBATE OF MORALITY WITH FUCKIN ADOLF. FUCKIN. HITLER!

Happen.

Notice how Dylan Roof is VERY MUCH ALIVE. NOT BEATEN! NOT ONE HAIR ON HIS FUCKIN PUSSIFIED BOWEL-CUT BITCH-ASS HEAD! IS OUTTA PLACE! But THE NAZI-COPS!? THIS IS HOW THEY FUCKIN TREAT OUR CHILDREN! AND ESPECIALLY OUR GIRLS!?

So Casebolt can terrorize Black Teenagers to teach them that they don't belong in White neighborhoods, but Dylan Roof not only doesn't have one scratch on his head! But he's also VERY MUCH ALIVE, unlike;

So? Eric Garner CAN BE KILLED OVER NOTHING. Because please remember that HE WAS NOT GUILTY OF ANY CRIME WHEN THE NEW YORK CITY NAZI-COPS KILLED HIM.

WORSE THAN THAT!? He'd JUST FINISHED BREAKING UP A FIGHT! So understand this, UNDERSTAND, THIS! Eric Garner's LAST ACT ON THIS EARTH, WAS TO BREAK UP A FIGHT IN THE BLACK COMMUNITY AND THEN HE WAS PROMPTLY KILLED BY A BUNCH OF NAZI-COPS! And you look at the bullshit that White Americans talk, then YOU LOOK AT ERIC GARNER and THE IRONY of His Last Moments on Earth. He showed EVEN IN PASSING, WE DON'T FUCKIN NEED WHITE PEOPLE TO DO SHIT FOR US BUT LEAVE US THE FUCK ALONE!

This man broke up a fight, where these Nazi-Cops, had to have been CLOSE-BY WATCHING. Where they then swoop in DIRECTLY AFTERWARDS and THEIR CONCERN wasn't even whomever was INVOLVED in the fight that Mr. Garner BROKE UP! So all this BOOTSTRAP SHIT THAT WHITES TALK, I have YET TO HAVE HEARD that Eric Garner was doing what someone who honestly GIVES A FUCK ABOUT HIS COMMUNITY, WAS DOING. He ended a fight. And then got ambushed by Overseers patrolling the block, LOOKING FOR TROUBLE LIKE A FUCKIN A-TYPICAL GANG OF THUGS!

Also note that THOSE STORE OWNERS? THEY ARE THE ONES WHO HELPED KILL ERIC GARNER WHERE I BET YOU THOSE PIECES OF SHIT! SELL LOOSE CIGARETTES THEIR DAMN-SELVES! Those store owners need to be HELD ACCOUNTABLE AND DRIVEN OUT OF THE NEIGHBORHOOD! And I never heard ONE PERSON SAY "Yo? You guys went and got the fuckin Nazi-Cops over some FUCKIN LOOSIES!? Each one of you better fuckin OPEN UP ACCOUNTS TO DONATE TO THE GARNER FAMILY, NOW! OR ELSE BE DRIVEN OUT OF HERE BEFORE MONTH'S END!" But the Nazi-Cops kill Mr. Garner! But then!? Now I get to see THIS SHIT;

So this PUSSY! Gets a FUCKIN BULLETPROOF VEST!? And he was taken into custody, ALIVE! AFTER KILLING 9 BLACK PEOPLE. But Nazi-Cops see a 12-year old Black Boy playing with a toy gun and THIS IS THEIR RESPONSE;

Tamir Rice had KILLED. NO ONE. He was in the park. ALONE I MIGHT ADD. You don't see ANYONE, ANYWHERE. Yet their response was to RACE IN AND LITERALLY SHOOT HIM INSTANTLY! Yet Dylan Roof is just as fine AND ALIVE and in one piece, WITH NOT ONE BULLET IN HIS ASS AFTER KILLING 9 BLACK PEOPLE.
Now?

Do you get it yet? Do you understand yet? Just like when I tried to warn Whites in 9th grade that their country was on the same collision course as Nazi-Germany, their response was not only disdain. Disgust. And outright hostility. Never mind that it was my own English teacher who stuck me with doing a book report on Adolf Hitler, because the White students didn't wanna do it, as if I did. Even I knew who Adolf Hitler was, but that was because I grew up reading WWII books. However? I also had my own questions that none of the books would answer, nor would they acknowledge. Like the fact that I knew as a 4th-grader that the Treaty of Versailles was the catalyst to create the rise of Adolf Hitler.

My point is that Whites routinely fuck each other over. The concerns of morality. Spirituality. Religion, etc, are meaningless to too many of them. Their own rise to power has completely bankrupted them as a people and those Whites who are doing their best to be anything other than the excuse making cowards we are dealing with now? They are routinely made examples of, what NOT to do. Go on ahead and do some background work on White Whistleblowers and see how badly their lives are destroyed after they honestly "do the right thing".

Some of you out there, some of you frightened. Cowardly. Disgraceful. Disgusting. Niggers. With your "we'll pray for you", this is why this pussy came after YOU in particular. Because he knows you'll forgive him. He knew you'd talk all of that cowardly crap. You'd stand around and hold hands with the very same people like the White judge who said that Dylan Roof's family is a victim too. And!? He's right, just in the wrong way.

His family is a victim of Their Own Incompetence.
Isn't this how Our Criminalized Children are treated when they go into the Nazi-American Court System. You're guilty, unless you can manufacture some sort of innocence. They aren't told after murdering anyone that Their Family is a Victim too. No. They get the book thrown at them, sometimes LITERALLY in the court. Yet this Charleston White judge claims that Dylan Roof's family is a victim too. Never mind that they PROBABLY KNEW Their Son was and is a bigot and wanted to kill Black People for some time. Regarding what happens to Us when one of Us commits any kind of crime? We're the scum-of-the-earth, much like Roof's words and claims that we're raping Their Whitewomen, how ironic that I just finished talking about Why I Don't Fuck With Whitewomen. How ironic that this horrific attack occurs to back up another hidden fact;
A Whiteman could arbitrarily decide to KILL ME simply for dating a Whitewoman or being married to one, just like they were doing allllllllllll through the 80's-n-90's. How quickly people forget the Black Teenage Boys and Men killed in the 80's-n-90's by angry Whitemen who didn't like the fact that they were fucking and fucking around with, Whitewomen. And I only go as far back as the 80's-n-90's simply to point out that NOTHING HAS CHANGED. Just some shifting deck-chairs on the Titanic, nothing to see here.

Notice also, most of us live paycheck-to-paycheck, thus we can't afford good legal representation. So we end up with Public Defenders. Because Our Priorities are all wrong, meanwhile? Look at how these Nazi-Cops of New York stand around Eric Garner after they've choked him out and strangled him to death;

Not one of them gave him CPR.
No mouth-to-mouth.
And they kept him handcuffed.
He was even blamed for his own death because "He should have been in shape."
Yet we have Black Cowards talking about "We shall overcome."
Not standing outside holding hands with a White Person where you have NO. IDEA. WHAT THEY ARE DOING OR THINKING. But you do know this much?

Go on ahead and start killing THEM the way they are killing us. See how fast they won't stand next to your dumb-Black-ass and they damn sure won't be forgiving of anything except for once they see those bullets cut through your body! And end your life for killing them. THEN!?
Then?
Once you're dead?
Then?
Just like with the Native American Indian.
Then, they might forgive you. Because you're dead. And no longer a threat.
Some of you, some of US. Just don't get it yet. But I'm gonna say it right now;
We have been in the midst of a Race War, for centuries now.
Even that cowardly-asshole Dylan Roof didn't know it, because His Ass was and is nothing more than a White-grunt. And clearly not even a smart one either. Right now things are changing from a Secret-Cold War, back into a hot one, which means it is returning to a CONVENTIONAL. OVERT. War. With intentional displays of TARGETED VIOLENCE. Where if you've been paying attention and/or studying and talking with other Black People and getting yourselves right, then? The pattern is already obvious and crystal-clear. Because this is TYPICAL TACTICS for Whites, beginning with THE FACT THAT THEY USE/USED THESE HOT-N-COLD WARS, SECRET WARS, against each other in Their Ancestral Homeland of the Subcontinent of Europe.

Getting rival-neighboring enemies to lower their guard with feign-friendships and arranged exchanges of women for marriage, solely to try to trick one side into giving up either a female family member that they honestly loved. Thus allowing for AT LEAST one SOLID STRIKE AGAINST THE OTHER SIDE, while they fret and frown over the fact that if they respond then their pawned-off-female family-member will be killed. This is another reason why I look at Our Women and shake my head at the fact that they want to be Feminist. Wear weaves. Etc-etc.

I actually UNDERSTAND WHY THIS IS HAPPENING. But it puts ME & US AS MEN, in a position that Our Women probably won't like if we have to go there, but? If WE are saying that YOU don't need to keep doing these things, but you insist. Then we will have to respond with TOTALITARIAN-TACTICS to put a stop to it. What I mean by that is this, we ALL KNOW that Whites hold the jobs, FOR NOW. And they will ALWAYS HIRE A BLACKWOMAN before they hire a Blackman. This is simply the Psychology of Oppression. You hire and lure away the women, while keeping the men at bay and as powerless as possible with the full-intention of forcing the woman, whether she wants to or not, to turn away from HER man.

White PEOPLE, not just Whitemen, but Whitewomen also. Want Blackwomen to keep with the weaves, keep with the piss-poor attempts to look and PSYCHOLOGICALLY ACT, like Poorly-Cloned-Whitewomen. This creates a number of problems which I won't delve into too deeply for now, but it should be obvious that just like a Blackwoman doesn't want nor need a Poorly-Cloned-Whiteman's Blackman. A Blackman also doesn't want a Poorly-Cloned-Whitewoman's Blackwoman. However the key becomes who can actually PROVIDE STABILITY, this is universal, and NOTE. I did not say WHO HAS MONEY. Money is ONE FACTOR in STABILITY. But part of the reason why Our Women have lost respect-n-confidence in us AS BLACKMEN, is because WE ARE NOT ABLE TO PROVIDE STABILITY.

So when we tell Blackwomen cut it out with the weaves, while the Whites have all the ECONOMIC OPPORTUNITIES? -_- Which one is she going to choose after awhile? Us, as Blackmen, where we HAVE. NOTHING. And I am TYPING THIS, where MY LIFE IS JUST AS OPEN AS MY DOOR IS RIGHT NOW. I AM IN THE SAME BOAT, REGARDLESS OF HOW "INTELLIGENT" THIS BLOG MAKES ME POTENTIALLY LOOK, MY LIFE?

Is UN, STABLE.
So before ANY BLACKWOMAN even looks at me, I HAVE TO SAY TO HER "Ay, sorry sis, but? My shit ain't in order. I can't even take care of Myself properly and I haven't even got My Son with me. So? I can't date or holla at anybody right now. I gotta get my life in order, sorry."

So I'm not sitting here SHITTING ON OTHER BLACK PEOPLE AND PRETENDING LIKE MY LIFE IS PEACHY-KEEN AND I GOT IT TOGETHER. I DON'T. And one way TO REGAIN STABILITY. IS BY HAVING AN HONEST ASSESSMENT OF YOURSELF AND YOUR SITUATION. I'm trying to decide now whether to cut this ebook in half or leave it, because it is 440 pages long and I'm not entirely sure whether people will read an unknown 1st-timer like myself or will they simply avoid it. Because I'm at a point where I've got all My Eggs in this one basket, which I hate, but. This is the hand that I have and I understand other people don't even have that much all the time, so I ain't complaining too much. Understand that this isn't about belittling myself or trolling for sympathy or anything of the sort. This is about REALITY. And when we can't FACE REALITY, then we start CREATING ILLUSIONS AND FANTASIES, which means WE ARE LYING TO OURSELVES. AND BY DEFAULT!?

To everyone around us.

I have had to come to the painful conclusion that for Our People to return to respectability and power, we as Blackmen, MYSELF AS AN INDIVIDUAL BLACKMAN, My Decision-Making and Priorities, Our Decision-Making and Priorities MUST BE FOCUSED SOLELY ON PRODUCING TANGIBLE RESULTS. Where I can EMPOWER MYSELF AND STABILIZE MYSELF FINANCIALLY. As you can see by this post, these drawings are all mine. The content of what you have read comes from My Mind. So arrogant or not, I know I have SOME VIABLE TALENT THAT CAN PRODUCE AT LEAST A DECENT INCOME. Producing an income from MY OWN TALENTS, ELIMINATES THE NEED FOR ME TO WORK FOR WHITE EMPLOYERS. CREATING A BLACK FANBASE ELIMINATES THE STEPHEN-A-SMITH SYNDROME OF HAVING TO INTENTIONALLY COON BECAUSE MY PAYCHECK COMES FROM WHITES AND MY AUDIENCE IS ALSO WHITE, THUS. I CANNOT SAY ANYTHING OR DO ANYTHING THAT OFFENDS THEIR SENSE OF SENSIBILITIES.

This is what we are supposed to be teaching OUR CHILDREN TO PURSUE THEIR DREAMS WITH US AND AMONG US! Not, you need to go swimming in the White Peoples Pool. And get an education FOR THE SAKE OF AN EDUCATION WITH NO ACTUAL VIABILITY TO YOUR DEGREE OR AN ACTUAL LONG-TERM PLAN OF WHAT YOU NEED TO DO WITH SAID DEGREE. This is a talk that is WAY PAST DUE with My Own Son and I can say with 1,000% certainty that His Mother IS NOT TEACHING HIM THIS OR TALKING TO HIM ABOUT THAT. Further proof of my poor decision-making in marrying her and bringing a child into the world, because we have totally different ideals and expectations for Our People.

By then taking my income AND PROPERLY ALLOCATING IT, reinvesting in MY BUSINESS. Handling My Responsibilities. Regaining My Parental Rights. Deciding at that Point whether to Proceed with FEDERAL CHARGES against My Ex-Wife and/or Her Brother, because they lied and claimed I was given formal notice of Our Divorce Court Hearing, while I have proof that I was not. THAT? Is a FEDERAL CHARGE THAT NEVER GOES AWAY. When you lie on Divorce Court Paperwork such as a SWORN AFFIDAVIT THAT NOTICE WAS SERVED, I made sure to CHECK with the Delaware County Media Courthouse and THOROUGHLY EXPLAIN MY SITUATION to the clerks. This is a HUGE DEAL. Because I will have to decide whether to pursue charges on the matter. This is something I will decide once I have had time to see My Son and not have to look over my shoulder. But regaining My Parental Rights IS CRITICAL.

Once this is squared away, my next task is LITERALLY getting to know my son all over again. Again? Nowhere in here is there actually ANY ROOM for me to be dating, because this is serious work that I've already LOUSED UP by choosing the wrong woman to bring a child into this world with. And know that it is RARE, ULTRA-RARE, for an honest conversation to be held about Black Fathers and HOW WE FEEL where many of us know that Our Women are wildin-out in more instances than we all would like to admit, because they know that FOR RIGHT NOW, riding with White People and Their "Laws" is a better prospect than riding WITH US. So everything I've typed right now? Using MYSELF AS AN EXAMPLE. My own POWERLESSNESS & INSTABILITY IS ANOTHER REASON WHY THINGS ARE THE WAY THEY ARE. Because there are TOO MANY BLACKMEN RIDING IN THIS BOAT NEXT TO ME AND WITH ME AND WE'VE GOTTA CONVERT THIS BOAT. Into a WARSHIP.

To wrap this up, because I mentioned how WE as Blackmen could become Totalitarian if Our Women continue to willingly ignore what we are saying. Here is how! Because if we as Blackmen AGGRESSIVELY REGAIN POWER. But during the course of doing that, too many Blackwomen remain OBSTINATE ON PURPOSE. Willfully-stubborn on purpose! Then? I shouldn't need to tell you what would happen in this kind of situation and dynamic. A SUDDEN SHIFT AND RETURN TO POWER by Blackmen, while too many Blackwomen are still kowtowing to Whites, will create an ABUSIVE DYNAMIC where the men will be able to issue AND BACK UP THREATS! Where the women will be forced to decide between continuing to follow White Laws and Rules of Engagement or have to kowtow to UNREASONABLE EXPECTATIONS-N-DEMANDS BASED OFF OF US AS BLACKMEN BEING PISSED! Because Blackwomen kept on keeping on with the running to Child Support Court when it was now no longer needed. But some want MORE ANYWAY. Or calling the Nazi-Cops because of arguments or disagreements when it isn't necessary to jeopardize both Our lives because she simply wants to be right and my have lost THIS PARTICULAR disagreement.

I included this last part because I don't want US. To turn into THEM. The blatant abuse of power and lack of regard for Our Lives, fine. I get it. Now it's OUR TURN to step up to the plate and answer the bell! In the process of doing that I say these things to instill in any and all Black People reading this that we need to be honest about the fact that we are powerless and stop talking in circles and looking to the sky and supernatural like cowards. FEAR, is a normal human reaction. But willfully turning into a coward is NOT the answer, at the same time? Becoming a crazed lunatic lusting for the power to GET EVEN is how we end up gutted the same way Whites are now. Where Our Thirst for Power turns us into blood-thirsty savages. Make your moves My People, but don't let the Moves We Need To Make, MAKE US....