Here is an excerpt of From Child to Man Book Zero, where you can purchase this ebook in the store by clicking this link; /store/p1/From_Child_to_Man%2C_Book-Zero.htmlHAPPY HALLOWEEN FROM ME TO ALL OF YOU!
Chapter Two The Siege of Lu City...!
The ground had once again reached its fill from the fallout of the seemingly endless siege of Lu City. An unholy and unhealthy mixture of mud-&-blood from 3-nights of rain and battle! All drenched in the tainted milk-piss and massive lamian-female forms of the Ilvala of Old Adari. The Ilvala, a fusion of giantess-female upper-bodies, beautifully blended with their proportionally giantess lower beast-bodies! The frontline-force and shock-troops of Old Adari. They'd swept through the Border-Region Territories 8-years ago after over 14,000-years of continuous defeats and humiliations at the hands of their eternal-rivals and counterparts guarding the border of their even more hated enemies, the Empire of Tae-Khan-Sai. However this last shithole reminder of the now destroyed BRT refused to give ground or yield no matter how many hoardes of Ilvala were tossed at it! 8-years worth of some of the best bitches that Ilvala had to offer were laid low. Entire Hoarde-Queens and Hoarde-Queen Generals along with their respective hoardes were wiped out by Lu Family of Lu City, as if they were still living in their gory glory-days of being the Head of the Spear of the Border-Region Territories of the Empire of Tae-Khan-Sai. The last 3-nights of endless assault were now starting to look more and more like 3-nights of endless idiocy! As exhaustion and environment were working together alongside the lethal Lu City defenses to deprive the Ilvala of Mala-Hoarde of any hope of getting their ground-troops evenclose! To Lu City. For the waves of hard charging 4-legged Ilvala that could avoid the incoming barrages of emitter-beams and streaming cutter-beams!? There were pockets of each den of their forces that weren't able to do it! Leading to sizable amounts of Ilvala being flat out decimated by the defenses and its defenders. Never mind that the city-shields were fused with some new-type technology, reflexive-technology! That Mala-Hoarde still hadn't been able to figure out how to get around and hadn't been briefed on before being sent to this mission impossible! The reflex city-shields took Mala-Hoardes best beams and blasts and absorbed too much of them so that the normal city-shields weren't even being remotely stressed by them! The Mala-Hoarde technicians had correctly figured out that these reflexive-shields were then allowing all of Lu City's systems to double-n-triple their effectiveness-n-efficiency! Adding even more punch to their wall-tower weaponry! Wall-mounted emitters and emitter-arrays! So that once these weapons returned fire entire pockets of brave Ilvala-bitches were able to take massive amounts of damage, whereas before the invention of this reflexive-technology!? They would have only sustained light-to-moderate injuries and wounds, but now!? Especially whenever the city used its cutter-beam weaponry!? The width of the beams, the sheer size and intensity of the arcane-energy being poured out at them was ridiculous! While the Ilvala are known for their bruteforce-bullying and ability to take just as much damage as they give out. They aren't invincible, invulnerable, or as stupid as people would love to think! The casualties upon impact were oft times fatal as fuck! The Ilvala Shield-Maidens with their forcefield-abilities were quickly overwhelmed and all too often felled on the spot from having their powers completely blasted through! Where it only took a few direct hits against their forcefields from the city's cutter-beam weapons and emitter-based arrays to totally overpower them and destroy both them and their arcane-protections for their assigned-Ilvala! This was totally unheard of because even when the BRT used to routinely kick their cunts-&-asses open!? They'd never been able to do enough damage to take out Shield-Maidens where their arcane-protections and enchantments got destroyed when they did too! Even the Heavy Shield-Maidens who have arcane-equipment saddled to their beast-bodies found themselves being taken down and taken out while trying to provide cover for their advancing armies all for naught! However!? Even with all of this? In typical Ilvala-form, they did keep advancing. Even as more-n-more of them lay in piles and pockets on the ground, drenched in mud. Soaked in rain and each other's milk-piss, blood, and broken exo-armors. Some even had their head-horns cracked and broken from yet another failed attempt to charge the heavily defended and massively well-shielded gigantic city that loomed in front of them. But for all of its size? For the dim-shimmering bronze light that engulfed it and showed that its unbreakable city-shields were still up and showing no signs of being effected by anything they'd done over the last 3-nights straight,besides waste their air-n-ground forces in a futile gesture of strategic stupidity. The demoralizing reality was that Lu City was still too far away for Ilvala ground-forces tastes and tolerances to take damage. Something that both sides are keenly aware of....
Time for me to get ready for work! I have TOO MUCH STUFF TO POST! Where like I said, I've been scaling back to focus on my website and to look for work. I will include this excerpt from the typing I did last night, HAVE A GREAT ONE PEOPLE!
Here is a Rough Draft Excerpt from Escape from Alpha Foundry;
There are memories. The smell of ozone from the increased barrage of massive green and red beams and blasts directed at the shattered and destroyed dorm section of Alpha Foundry Base!? Intensified thanks to Karima's earlier tele-empathic thought-casting out to anyone and everybody for Byron to come and save her hot little ass before she passed out and cashed out! Of which I have a lot of! Where I can't say I've lived a charmed life, but? She'd had her connection to Her Master's Link-Network, severed! And for an overaggressive shit-talking bitch like Karima!? Who was just as dependent on Her Master-Husband's Link, just like his prized pussies back home at Crusader Base!? It was more than she could stomach, especially having been blown from walking blissfully and enjoying what should have been a conclusion to a great evening. I do okay for someone my age. To being hurled sideways and scattered and promptly buried under tons of rubble that would have absolutely blown apart a normal human on impact! "Mass-stir...!?" even as she felt that surge of recognition and warmth and all types of emotions that she knew could only be her Beloved Byron. Her ridiculous regenerative-recuperative abilities were already shifting into overdrive now that she was reconnected Link-wise to the source of her power "Are u," she struggled to open her eyes and failed miserably "all right...!?" all she knew was that she was badly fucked up and being carried. Her heightened sense, could finally make sense of shit now that she was reconnected to Byron and she knew that all too familiar sensation of being carried by his seemingly silly-ass. "I'm fine." he sent back to her tele-empathically as sirens blared all around him and his tattered but intact Guest Unit of Alpha Foundry Base "I'm fine, Reema. Just rest and let your body heal up." he'd barely had enough time to exo-up before the initial barrage blew their fuckin bungalow apart! His dark golden-yellow exo-armor singed in certain areas and fine in others, but all-n-all he'd gotten his defenses up just in time or else he would have been mortally wounded at best! Killed instantly at worst "We've taken cover for what it's worth but we can't stay here in the ruins of guest dorms, Reema." Karima loved the fact that he was cluing her in on the fact that they'd already abandoned their beautiful guest house, that these assholes had shot to shit! Her a moment her mind wandered and she sent out to him a hazy image of the two of them walking holding hands in the sun, just enjoying the day. Just enjoying, yesterday. And how much she loved being able to walk with him and how far they'd come together. She loved being His Senior-Most, Beloved Bitch. Being the one who'd truly been with Him for the longest, since his childhood "We can't die here.... Diana will be mad at us for getting... pelted!" And even underneath his motorcycle-like exo-helmet, she could sense and feel the warmness of his smile and the power of his emotions, convictions. As he told her tele-empathically "Not to worry, Reema. We're gonna be a bunch of bitches and one bastard returning alive, I can promise you that!" With that...? Karima was convinced enough "Then...? I leave the rest... To all of you... My Husband...." To finally let go and stop fighting. And pass out peacefully. Savoring that surge of intense concern and worry coming from the only man who'd ever been able to actually collar and Link her, trick her! When he should have killed her long ago when she, most definitely! Was fully intent on killing his dangerous young ass. Byron was able to resist the fool-ass notion of panicking as he felt Karima go completely limp in his arms. His thoughts and emotions of anger and survival momentarily warped into intense grief, worry and concern! That His High School Sweetheart had finally bit off more than she could chew and finally gotten her reckless ass pelted! But he was able to resist full-panicked clichéd shit when his instincts founded in training from this very same ARC that he held in his arms, kicked in. It immediately drew them both back to Their high school years at GLA. Their very first year to be precise, when Karima had finally, successfully! Gotten him out of Chester Tech and Chester City! And out into the middle of no place! Which is what made and still makes Glen Loch Academy so good, and? So dangerous to its recruitment of students....
Here is EXACTLY what I was just talking about. I am on Snagajob, which is an online employment job hunting site like Monster.com, which I am on too. As well as Career Builder, Zip Recruiter, Resume-Library, basically!? I SHOULD HAVE been able to find a BETTER JOB BY NOW. And as I told you Express Employment HAD ONE FOR ME, but my LACK OF TRANSPORTATION destroyed that opportunity.
But check this out!? Here is a Snagajob NOTIFICATION I GOT where it is a JOB HUNTING SITE ADVERTISING FOR A STAFFING SITE WHERE THE STAFFING SITE CLAIMS TO HAVE OPPORTUNITIES! It's like the shell game where there is a shell INSIDE OF SHELL WITH A SMALLER SHELL INSIDE THAT ONE WITH NOTHING UNDERNEATH ALL OF THEM! >_< But I'm supposed to play STUPID! And wonder why TOO MANY OF US AS BLACKS CAN'T FIND JOBS NOW OR ARE TERRIFIED TO LEAVE THE ONE WE HAVE BECAUSE SHIT LIKE THIS AWAITS US!
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When a staring contest GOES WRONG. Dr. Boyce Watkins speaks with the mother of the Black Boy who was SUSPENDED for staring at a White Girl. In the video you will find out from the Black Boy's Mother, where the same "victimized White Girl" then becomes antagonistic a few days later with students and then causes a scene where she POORS MILK ONTO ANOTHER STUDENTS LUNCH! And she only gets A TALKING TO.
>_<
So Nazi-Cop Ben Fields didn't run in and yank this White Girl up and slam her around!?
This is why I said shit is a joke. White People are allowed to grow up and get chances GALORE. Where some of them DEMONSTRATE CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR FROM JUMP STREET! But THEY ARE GIVEN A PASS AS IT IS SIMPLY THE GROWING PAINS OF CHILDHOOD. And this is because these are White People looking after White Children and GIVING THEM A PASS. Because they DO NOT WANT TO DESTROY THEIR CHILDREN'S FUTURES. However DESTROYING OURS IS A-OKAY AND ALL TOO TYPICAL.
Nazi-Cop Ben Fields was a RESOURCE OFFICER, what the fuck IS a RESOURCE OFFICER? And what Black Person in their right mind allows their local school to have A RESOURCE OFFICER IN IT? What RESOURCE IS HE FUCKIN RESOURCING? Do you REALLY UNDERSTAND THAT? I've talked about it before, the fact that we as Black People both HERE AND ABROAD. We have been and STILL ARE, HUMAN RESOURCES FOR OTHERS, NOT JUST WHITES. We have Black People who are working THEIR ASSES OFF AND NOT BEING PAID OR RECOGNIZED FOR THEIR ACHIEVEMENTS!
BECAUSE THEY ARE WORKING UNDERNEATH NON-BLACKS TOILING IN OBSCURITY AND USING THEIR EXPERTISE TO FURTHER THEIR NON-BLACK SUPERIORS! In this video from Tim Black, NOTE THAT THE BLACK STUDENTS SAT THERE! THEY SAT THERE! And THIS IS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT! We DID NOT TOLERATE THIS IN MY HIGH SCHOOL! But it REQUIRED A COLLECTIVE COHESIVE EFFORT ON OUR PART AS BLACK TEENAGE BOYS TO COME TOGETHER AND SET ASIDE WHATEVER OUR PERSONAL DIFFERENCES WERE!
Those BLACK BOYS IN THAT CLASS, SAT THERE BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT BEING TOLD AND TAUGHT BY THEIR PARENTS! YOU CANNOT STAND IDLY BY WHEN SHIT LIKE THAT HAPPENS! FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE, YOU ARE EXPECTED TO GROW INTO A BLACK. MAN! WHICH MEANS WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!? YOU CANNOT SIT THERE AND LET A BLACK FEMALE GET FUCKIN MANHANDLED LIKE THAT BY ANYBODY, BUT ESPECIALLY!
BY THE DESCENDANTS OF OUR ENSLAVERS!
Then for THAT BLACKMAN TEACHER!?
TO STAND THERE!
And lemme get this out there now, NO! CAMERA'S SHOULDN'T BE EVERY FUCKIN PLACE! PEOPLE SHOULD BE HIRED THAT DO THEIR FUCKIN JOBS! You THINK ABOUT THE FUCKIN FACT! That when you turn PUBLIC SCHOOLS AND PLACES WE FREQUENT INTO FUCKIN CLOCKWORK ORANGE, CAMERAS UP YOUR ASS EVERYWHERE!? THAT MEANS!?
You are actually considered untrustworthy and YOU ARE IN A PRISON!
>_<
MUST EVERY FUCKIN THING BE SPELLED THE FUCK OUT ALL THE TIME!
If we ALLOW CAMERAS TO BE UP IN OUR FUCKIN FACES AND MONITORING US AND BEING "OUR PROOF OF EVIDENCE" THEN WE LOSE THE ABILITY THAT OUR WORD IS ENOUGH! Trying to HIDE BEHIND CAMERAS is JUST A PUSSIFIED SOLUTION OF I DON'T WANT TO KNOCK HEADS WITH WHITES WHO THINK THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO FUCKIN SHIT ON US AND KILL US! PERIOD!
Meanwhile!?
Tell me WHO HAS BEEN CONVICTED YET FOR ALL THIS CELLPHONE FOOTAGE SHOWN!? WHAT NAZI-COP OR WHITE HAS GOTTEN THE DEATH PENALTY AND IS NOW ON DEATH ROW TRYING TO SAVE THEIR ASS WITH APPEALS!?
Do NOT FALL FOR THE MAGIC BULLET THAT WILL SAVE US THE HASSLE OF HAVING TO PUT OUR OWN ASSES ON THE LINE, it ain't happening!
Cellphones and cameras and body cams ARE NOT THE REASONS WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO US! These horrific PROBLEMS ARE HAPPENING because we have ALWAYS HAD PROBLEMS WITH WHITES, PERIOD!
And Whites have ALWAYS SAID "Well it is this way CUZ I SAY SO!" and then they DO FOUL SHIT LIKE DUMP TOXIC WASTE IN OUR FUCKIN COMMUNITIES! Then GET INDIGNANT WHEN BLACK PEOPLE CATCH THEM AND KILL THEM FOR IT! FUCK OUTTA HERE! Like they just MADE A WRONG TURN AND FORGOT WHERE TO DUMP TOXIC FUCKIN WASTE! But they KNEW where the local BLACK COMMUNITY WAS!
White People THINK THIS SHIT IS FUNNY! It is A FUCKIN JOKE TO THEM! And WE FOUND OUT that WHEN WE FUCKIN ATTACKED THEIR KIDS!? They SCREAMED LIKE LITTLE FUCKIN BITCHES! LITERALLY, SCREAMED! And yes I know there is a LOT OF CAPS! Because IT DESERVES FUCKIN CAPS! Having CAMERAS all over wherever WE ARE AT, is just JUSTIFICATION FOR US TO BE MONITORED AND OBSERVED AND PEEPED ON BY WHITES AND ANYONE ELSE! The reality is we have to GET SERIOUS about REBUILDING OUR COMMUNITIES! Stop telling and LETTING YOUR KIDS, just go to school JUST TO GO TO SCHOOL! Make it clear to them that they NEED GOOD GRADES BECAUSE WE NEED;
1) More Black Doctors
2) Black Chemists
3) LORD KNOWS WE NEED FARMERS! WE DON'T GROW SHIT OF OUR OWN!
4) We need Mathematicians
5) We need Computer Scientist!
ENOUGH WITH THE GODDAMN FUCKIN BLACK ATHLETICS BULLSHIT! WE DON'T NEED ANY MORE FUCKIN SPORTS RELATED ANYTHING UNLESS YOU'RE A FUCKIN SPORTS ATTORNEY TO REP BLACK ATHLETES OR A PROFESSIONAL SPORTS OWNER! WE NEED OUR OWN FUCKIN LEAGUES ANYWAY!
And note THE COON-ASS NIGGER-TRAITOR BLACKMAN, AGAIN!? This is why OUR WOMEN WON'T LISTEN TO US AS BLACKMEN! Because we have TOO MANY FUCKIN DICKLESS BASTARDS LIKE THE 2ND CALLER IN THIS VIDEO, ALL HE'S GOT IS EXCUSE. AFTER FUCKIN EXCUSE. AFTER MUTHAFUCKIN EXCUSE! BECAUSE LIKE ZO WILLIAMS SAID ON THE 5150 SHOW "TOO MANY BLACKMEN TRYING TO HOLD ONTO A FUCKIN JOB! INSTEAD OF DOING WHAT'S RIGHT! TOO MANY BLACKMEN TOO FUCKIN SCARED TO FUCKIN STAND UP AND BE MEN! BECAUSE THEY'RE MORE CONCERNED ABOUT I'MA LOSE MY FUCKIN JOB! IF I COME TO THE AID OF THIS BLACK PERSON RIGHT NOW!"
And for the record? THAT is why I NEEDED TO DIVORCE My Ex-Wife. Because I was TIRED OF HER BITCHIN-N-MOANING ABOUT WHITE PEOPLE! BUT HER ASS WAS ALWAYS UP UNDERNEATH THEM! >_< Then gettin MAD AT ME! FOR STEPPIN UP WHEN I AM SUPPOSED TO STEP UP AS A BLACKMAN WHEN I SEE SHIT IS FUCKIN WRONG! IT IS NOT FOR NON-BLACKS TO DO RIGHT OR ENSURE JUSTICE FOR US AS BLACK PEOPLE! IT IS UP TO US! AND NOBODY ELSE!
Here is an article concerning the latest Nazi-Cop power trip where once again excessive force is being justified but bullshitters and enablers. And will someone club Raven Symone in the back of the neck like the seal that she is so she can SHUT THE FUCK UP!
South Carolina deputy’s history comes to light after shocking video goes viral
Richland County Sheriff’s Deputy Ben Fields has been accused of using excessive force on students and targeting black students
By Michael WalshOctober 27, 2015 12:03 PMYahoo News
The FBI and the U.S. Department of Justice launched a probe Tuesday into the circumstances surrounding a school resource officer’s actions at a high school in South Carolina the day before.
Federal investigators will assist the Richland County Sheriff's Department, which found itself in the center of a national controversy after one of its deputies slammed a student on the ground.
Several students at Spring Valley High School in Columbia used their cellphones to record Richland County Sheriff’s Deputy Ben Fields as he flipped an unidentified girl’s desk over and dragged her across the floor Monday.
Witnesses say the teacher called Fields to the classroom because the student refused to turn over her cellphone after she was caught using it during a lesson.
“The sheriff has asked for special agent in charge from the FBI to be a part of the investigation and also for the U.S. Justice Department’s [Attorney] Will Nettles to also take part in this investigation,” Lt. Curtis Wilson of the Richland County Sheriff's Department said in an interview with Yahoo News on Tuesday. “So an outside entity is also involved — not just our investigators from Internal Affairs.”
By Tuesday, the media’s attention turned to Fields’ varied past with the department. He started working for the Richland County Sheriff’s Department in 2004 and joined the School Resource Officer Program in 2008.
Federal court records obtained by Lancaster Online show that Fields was raised in Lancaster, Pa., and graduated from Lancaster Mennonite High School in 2000, where he played basketball and football.
In addition to serving as a school resource officer, Fields is the defensive line and strength and conditioning coach for the Spring Valley High School varsity football team. Videos on YouTube show the officer weightlifting.
Fields has been the target of at least two lawsuits for allegations of excessive force and negligence, respectively.
In 2007, a couple accused Fields, another deputy and Richland County Sheriff Leon Lott of false arrest, excessive force and violation of free speech rights two years earlier, but the jury ruled in Fields' favor, CNN reported.
According to court documents obtained by the network, Fields approached Carlos Edward Martin after receiving a report of excessive noise. Martin said Fields "slammed him to the ground, cuffed him, began kicking him, and chemically maced him until his clothing was drenched and the contents of the can of mace was [sic] depleted."
In another case, Ashton James Reese, a student at Spring Valley High School, sued Fields and nine others for his allegedly unlawful expulsion in 2013.
Richland County Sheriff's Department Senior Deputy Ben Fields is pictured with Karen Beaman (R), Pri …
The plaintiff claims he was the victim of a lack of due process, negligence, negligent supervision and a violation of the right to public education, the network said.
The official complaint,reproduced on Heavy, says the stated grounds for expulsion were “unlawful assembly of gang activity and assault and battery.”
Reese’s attorneys said Fields “recklessly targets African-American students with allegations of gang membership and criminal gang activity.”
That case is set to go to trial in January 2016.
After the most recent incident, several students at Spring Valley High School took to Twitter to say that Fields has a history of using excessive force against teenagers and that he had even allegedly slammed a pregnant woman to the ground.
I was coming from lunch and saw Deputy Fields slam that pregnant woman. I was frozen in shock at how he was man handling her.
Student Tony Robinson Jr., who recorded the incident,told CBS affiliate WLTX that his classmate admitted she took out her phone, but that it was only for a second and she apologized. The force Fields used to apprehend the girl, he said, shocked the other students.
“I’ve never seen anything so nasty looking, so sick to the point that, you know, other students are turning away, don’t know what to do, and are just scared for their lives,” Robinson told the local station. “That’s supposed to be somebody that’s going to protect us. Not somebody that we need to be scared of or afraid.”
After a spate of such incidents, particularly one last June when a cop in Texas used force against a 14-year-old girl at a pool party, much of the outrage has focused on the fact that the officer is white and the student is black.
Civil rights icon Rev. Jesse Jackson has called for Fields to be fired, arrested, charged and sued. He also said the sheriff's department should be on the receiving end of a lawsuit.
The Richland Two Black Parents Association, an advocacy organization for students, parents and teachers of Richland School District Two, has applauded the federal government for getting involved so quickly.
“The unfortunate actions of this police officer has revealed what many African American parents have experienced in this district for a very long time,” the group said in a statement. “This is just another example of why we must have an independent assessment from [various] parties including the Department of Justice to examine policies and practices in the District. We applaud the federal government’s inquiry.”
Wilson said that Fields has been placed on leave and is performing administrative duties until the investigation is complete.
“Pending the investigation and the outcome, he’s still employed by the Richland County Sheriff’s Department,” he said.
Over the years, not all of the attention Fields has received has been negative.
In November 2014, Karen Beaman, the principal of Lonnie B. Nelson Elementary School, presented Fields with the Richland School District Two Culture of Excellence Award.
I just walked to a Wellness Center that was 40 BLOCKS AWAY AND NOBODY WAS THERE SO I HAD TO WALK ALL THE WAY BACK AGAIN! ^_^!!!!! NOW!? WHY!? Am I SMILING ABOUT THAT!?
Because both my right arthritic knee and left foot arch, GAVE OUT WHILE IN MID-WALK THERE! And in typical Me-Fashion I kept going! Part of it was because I EXPECTED SOMEONE TO BE THERE, PLUS!? I did say I'd BE THERE AT 5PM. I left out at 4:45pm thinking this place was CLOSER THAN IT WAS. TALK ABOUT WAY WRONG! Upper Darby blocks get longer and longer as you cross over into Drexel Hill! So it went from ALREADY LONG ENOUGH BLOCKS TO DUDE WHERE'S MY CAR BLOCKS! And I kept on going!
That's either a testament to my STUPIDITY or HIGH TOLERANCE FOR PAIN OR BOTH! Bottom line is I MADE IT THERE! But NOBODY WAS THERE! I got there by 5:20pm and then called the Blackwoman I was expecting to meet me there, AND LIKE A JACKASS!? I should have used my cellphone to call and let her KNOW I was going to be late, HOWEVER!? When I told her I would walk to where her Wellness Center is, she stressed the fact that she'd be there from 5 - to - 7pm. Well? It is the 6pm hour now, so? I might have taken LONGER THAN I THOUGHT, but she still should have been there.
I left a message on her cellphone. Then turned around and hightail-hobbled it outta there back home! THIS!? Was A LENGTHY JOURNEY! And it reminded me of when I was in shape and sound of body. Because I used to walk, EVERYWHERE! Even when I had my car! Bottom line is I made it there and MADE IT BACK! I LITERALLY JUST CAME THROUGH THE DOOR!
With all the things I have been doing, looking for new work. Pushing the envelope for hours at work. Stressed over bills. Typing up the free story and working on the following pay story, which I have not been talking about. A lot has been going on out in the world and here within Nazi-America that I have INTENTIONALLY NOT BEEN TALKING ABOUT. With so much going on for me and with me on the personal level, I've been pretty much keeping things close to the vest and not really posting about the larger things and stories going on within and around the Black World. And yes, I just typed Black World.
I've found and it has been proven that your language and words, worldviews and philosophies/ideologies, are directly reflected in how you express yourself. I've already posted a map from Vox.com that shows just how much of the planet has been DIRECTLY CONQUERED by Whites and/or DIRECTLY CONTROLLED by Whites. Matter of fact, here is the map;
This map?
Is DISTURBING.
And NOT ACCIDENTAL.
For this MAP to show how BLATANT Whites have run all across the world and conquered and colonized and controlled, was and is an INTENTIONAL DESIGN BY WHITES. What is EVEN MORE DISTURBING is the amount of NON-WHITE PEOPLE SLAUGHTERED in all of this.
With THAT FACT, I bring up and bring back the fact that Whites have not gone CODE RED over the fact that Whites have literally been going into Movie Theaters and just killing anyone and everyone there. Yet no laws are being pushed to stop Whites from doing this. There is no PUSH by Whites to make these types of crimes mandatory death sentences, etc. But they have so much time and energy to say they don't owe Blacks ANYWHERE, reparations.
Here is an old article that shows that Whites can literally GIVE THEMSELVES AWAY AS AN ONCOMING MURDERER. Yet Other Whites will simply LET THEM KEEP GOING TILL THEY KILL SOMEONE, I type all of this because RIGHT NOW, we have White People and Nigger-Traitors trying to justify how the Black Girl in school was viciously attacked by that Nazi-Cop for not leaving a classroom, but?
Ray Rice punched out Janay Rice and it became THE FACE of domestic violence? And? Think about what it is that Whites and their Nigger-Traitor Slaves are trying to tell us. Trying to tell you. That whenever THEY DECIDE something is RIGHT OR WRONG OR JUSTIFIED OR NOT. Then? That's when it matters.
Whenever THEY FEEL LIKE, saying it matters.
Listening to people LIKE THIS?
Part of the reason why PREVIOUS GENERATIONS of Blacks, Black Americans IN PARTICULAR, have FUCKED UP. Is because they HONESTLY LET White People tell them "This is the standard to adhere to and/or reach."
It's so, strange to me. When I think of how my own mother has told me in the past and present "You're not like the rest of us. You're always striving for some sort of way to be independent of Whites, even when WITH OR AROUND WHITES."
and I told her
"Most of Our People don't know what it means to have Whites OBEY THEM. They are used to OBEYING WHITES. However? Being caught-up in having Whites at Me or Mine, OUR, beck-n-call, IS NOT WHAT IS IMPORTANT. And is NOT something we should be striving for. What we're supposed to be doing is making it so that WE ARE SELF-SUFFICIENT AND ABLE TO EXIST WITHOUT THEM. This DEPENDENCY and COWARDICE by too many of US. Frustrates and INFURIATES ME. But when I look at everything that has happened to us...? It REEKS OF INTENTIONAL DESIGN. It is NOT an accident. And that, Momma, is EVIL. That is evil."
All that NOISE that Whites made over Ray Rice.
Where there is NO FOLLOW-UP. No CIRCUMSTANCES that could have caused Him to act and conduct himself in such a manner where? Prior to that?
Ray Rice DID NOT HAVE ANY BLEMISHES OR WARNING SIGNS OR HISTORY OF THAT KIND OF VIOLENCE.
Yet, time and again we see Nazi-Cop.
After Nazi-Cop.
After Nazi-Cop.
Raps sheets. Lawsuits. Discipline Problems. Anger Problems. Abuse Problems.
And then THE EXCUSES. >_< I saw a number of things tonight, LAST NIGHT. In places I DID NOT EXPECT TO SEE THEM, where I had my PERSONAL DECISIONS, VALIDATED. My BUSINESS DECISIONS, VALIDATED.
Where I was shown, I'd made the RIGHT CHOICES. Now? It was all about GROWING PAINS. It is all about going through the part of DOING THE WORK. TO CORRECTLY CHANGE PATHS, CHANGE COURSE. Where this isn't about making up lies and excuses or FOOLING MYSELF to justify SCUMBAG BEHAVIOR.
I am being reminded that when you TRULY NEED AND WANT TO CHANGE AND MAKE THINGS RIGHT?
You can't actually laugh at yourself. Because when you are SINCERE AND HONESTLY PUTTING IN THE WORK TO CHANGE?
You see the damage you have done to OTHERS AND YOURSELF, and it is not funny. It's not funny. You see HOW MUCH WORK YOU NEED TO DO. And then you are TESTED, the STRENGTH OF YOUR CHARACTER IS TESTED, on how well you can FIX YOUR MISTAKES. Because that IS WHAT IT IS ABOUT. FIXING AND CORRECTING things. Not trying to figure out new ways to DODGE ACCOUNTABILITY, RESPONSIBILITY AND THEN LAUGH AT YOUR OWN SCUMBAG BEHAVIOR.
The following article is filled with Whites at EVERY TURN. That could have DONE THE RIGHT THING, YET WILLFULLY DECIDED TO ONLY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THEMSELVES. Allowing, ALLOWING. For a whole bunch of people to get HURT AND FOR SOME TO BE KILLED! Because they REFUSED to stop bullshitting and CLEAN UP A MESS THAT HAD TO BE CLEANED UP. Yet? I heard NO OUTCRIES OF ACCOUNTABILITY OF;
Why didn't this guy's FAMILY, STOP HIM SINCE THEY KNEW HE WAS UNSTABLE!
I heard no cries of; WHAT KIND OF FAMILY LETS A KNOWN CRAZY-MAN KEEP ROAMING AROUND TILL HE FINALLY KILLS SOMEONE!
I heard none of the MASS-ACCOUNTABILITY AND VICTIM-BLAMING that is ALL TOO CONSTANT AND CONTINUOUS when someone Black does ANYTHING. ANYWHERE. At ANYTIME. It creates psychological pressure that is meant to frustrate and annoy us all as Black People. And I think I needed to type this to point it out. Point out the fact that it is yet another psychological warfare ploy, meant to add pressure to an already stressed out people.
Here is the article;
Theater gunman built reputation as an angry provocateur
By JAY REEVES and KATE BRUMBACKJuly 25, 2015 2:46 AM
In 2014, facing eviction from his Alabama home, John Russell Houser set out to make sure no one else could ever live in that house. He poured concrete down the drains and cemented the fuse box shut. He splattered paint and human waste all over the walls.
The new owners found Houser had it booby-trapped: the gas starter tube in the fireplace was twisted out and ignited, the logs removed. "He was hoping the house would catch on fire. That's what the investigators told me," said Norman Bone, 77, who had bought the house for his daughter.
The man Bone once knew as a church-going neighbor had grown into someone better known by neighbors and colleagues as an angry provocateur. Police say his anger culminated Thursday night in a slaughter at The Grand 16 theater in Lafayette, Louisiana, leaving two women dead and nine other people hurt.
For decades, Houser lived and worked in the same area where he owned that home, in Phenix City and the surrounding cities. Since the early '90s, he had built a reputation as an oddball. It was then that he regularly appeared on a local television show, appearing opposite a Democrat as a radical Republican railing against women in the workplace and calling for violence against abortion providers.
"He made a lot of wild accusations," said Calvin Floyd, who hosted the show on WLTZ-TV in Columbus for more than two decades. "He could make the phones ring."
Yet Houser had a dark side that went way beyond talk. In 1989, court records say, he was accused of hiring someone to burn down a Columbus lawyer's law office. His wife and other relatives filed papers accusing him of domestic violence in 2008.
"As many times as I had him on it was obvious he had a screw loose," Floyd said.
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The son of a longtime city tax official in Columbus, Houser received degrees in accounting and law but never applied to take the bar exam in Alabama.
Houser posted on an online career website that he was an entrepreneur who owned and operated two nightclubs in Columbus and LaGrange in the 1980s and 1990s. But his stint as a club operator ended sourly when he was accused of selling alcohol to minors at Rusty's Buckhead Pub.
In April 2001, the LaGrange mayor and city council voted to revoke all of Houser's alcoholic beverage pouring licenses based on five convictions of selling alcohol to minors in the span of a year from 1999 to 2000, according to a court filing. Houser appealed, but the court found the mayor and council acted correctly.
Houser put up the swastika banner in protest, according to an April 28, 2001, story in the LaGrange Daily News.
He told the newspaper he was "completely against" the Nazi philosophy but chose the symbol because it represents a government's ability to do what it wants.
"The people who used it — the Nazis — they did what they damn well pleased," Houser told the newspaper, accusing police officers of lying on the stand during his trial.
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It was not the last time he'd invoke that type of imagery, according to the Southern Poverty Law Center. Heidi Beirich, director of the SPLC's Intelligence Project, said he'd been on the group's radar since 2005.
Last January, he wrote on one online forum: "Hitler is loved for the results of his pragmatism."
He also posted on a forum dedicated to the New York chapter of Golden Dawn, Greece's far-right neo-Nazi political party.
It was around 2007 that former Phenix City Mayor Jeff Hardin lost touch with Houser. They had a falling-out then after partnering on a project to flip a house. Houser refused to move his belongings after Hardin bought him out, he said.
"He was a little odd. He was pretty even-keeled until you disagreed with him or made him mad. Then he became your sworn enemy," Hardin said.
In April 2008, Houser's wife, Kellie, his daughter and others filed court papers seeking a temporary protective order against Houser, saying he had "perpetrated various acts of family violence" and had a history of manic depression and bi-polar disorder.
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At the time, records show, Houser was vehemently opposed to the upcoming marriage of his daughter. A judge had Houser committed, but the man told his wife he would continue trying to stop the wedding and his "threatening behavior" once he got out of the hospital.
A police report included with the request for a protective order said Houser believed his daughter and her fiance, who were 23 and 26 at the time, were far too young to wed and that he was mad at his wife for not stopping the marriage.
"Kellie told me that she removed all of the guns from their house in Phenix City ... and he should not have one unless he obtained it illegally. She said he has made the statements that this wedding will not happen, although he has not overtly threatened anyone," the report says.
Neighbors recalled Houser as being odd but said they never saw signs that he was violent or dangerous or had guns.
Houser flew a large Confederate flag on a flagpole outside his house for a time, said neighbor Rick Chancey, but Houser later replaced it with a smaller rebel battle flag.
About seven years ago, Chancey said, Houser put a "doomsday-type" flier in neighbors' mailboxes warning that a global economic collapse was about to occur and everyone should pool their resources and work together.
By this spring, relatives had lost touch with Houser. In a divorce filing on March 24, Kellie Houser said she didn't know where her husband was.
The estranged wife was unsure where her husband had been living since they split. The wife accused John Houser of lashing out as she tried arranging a divorce, and accused her estranged husband of trying to get money from his mother by threatening suicide.
Kellie Houser said her long-gone husband called her as she left work on March 30 and asked for her address. She had recently filed for divorce and needed to contact him.
"He told me if I wanted to play games with him I'd better watch out because he always wins," Kellie Houser wrote in a court filing. He asked that any legal paperwork be sent to his mother. But Houser's mother told Kellie Houser that she had not seen her son in years, and that security at her retirement home had forbidden her son from entering or approaching her.
Police characterized him after the shooting as a drifter who hadn't spent much time in Lafayette. He had been living at least briefly out of a Motel 6; investigators found wigs and disguises in that room and said he tried to blend in with the fleeing crowd to escape the theater before running back inside when he saw officers in front of him. As police made their way in, they heard a single gunshot. Houser lay dead when they entered.
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Reeves reported from Birmingham. Brumback reported from Atlanta. Associated Press writers Kim Chandler in Columbus, Georgia; Ray Henry in Carrollton, Georgia; Janet McConnaughey in New Orleans; and Melinda Deslatte and Michael Kunzelman in Lafayette, Louisiana, contributed to this report.
