Climate change ain't real, BULLSHIT! It's SUPPOSED TO BE 60-FUCKIN-DEGREES OUTSIDE AND FOR THE LAST THREE DAYS ITS BEEN GETTING COLDER AND COLDER! >_<
I'm hungry. I'll come back and update this post once I'm done cooking dinner downstairs! BOTTOM LINE, yeah, lemme!? LEMME KEEP IT SHORT! No shuttle bus to the job site today! SO!? It's a 30 minute WALK from the subway to the site! I RAN THAT BITCH IN 15 FUCKIN MINUTES AND I ONLY HAD 20 TO SPARE TO GET THERE!
TELL'EM;
What made it sweeter was the fact that I was able to pull that off on a SHORT AMOUNT OF SLEEP! It felt good to be able to run, never mind my fucked up feet and knees. I could care less. And I could care less because the yoga workouts are working, MY OWN STRETCHING REGIMENT, that DOES NOT COME WITH THE YOGA, is WORKING!
YO!? IT'S 4:14AM EST! Getting ready to hit this shower RIGHT NOW AND GET OUT THIS DOOR! This is all OT-time, lemme SHUT UP AND SHOWER UP! ENJOY YOUR SATURDAY PEOPLE and of course people sending me emails because some Brits got beat down Hua Hin Thailand and now all of a sudden I'm supposed to be worried that something bad could happen with Stacey and her family while they're visiting Her Daughter, people?
RELAX. They will be fine.
Some of ya'll are trying to push me and push my buttons and AREN'T LISTENING.
I'm not a Whiteman for the 1000th time.
I can't have a woman shit on me for silly shit and then ignore that.
At the same time like I told Stacey TO HER FACE when she had to get cut open BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T LISTEN TO WHAT I'D TOLD HER YEARS BEFORE, I don't want you to die.
So RELAX PEOPLE.
I'm NOT STACEY.
If I was then she certainly wouldn't be where she is right now where once again, she doesn't fuckin listen and that's why she thought she could cheat on me and shit like that without repercussions.
Lemme get moving, MY POINT IS.
Nobody is gonna fuck with her and her family and nothing bad is gonna happen to her and her family.
They're gonna go there. See her daughter. Waste time and money and enjoy themselves.
Then go home.
So RELAX.
Lemme hit this shower.
Well another day down! Even did some light shopping for food with the little I have left! Not gonna be on here long simply because I woke up TOO EARLY this morning and struggle through the day and AS I SAID BEFORE!? This job is NOT the plantation-station, ANOTHER PERSON JUST GOT FIRED AND SHIFTED TO A NEW FACILITY, because they were FALLING ASLEEP AND FAILED TO REALIZE THEY LET SOMEONE SIGN-IN WHEN THEY'D SIGNED THEMSELVES IN!
Like I said, you cannot fall asleep at this job even when you have your 30 minute break, so if you DON'T GO TO SLEEP at night. You WILL FALL ASLEEP OR DRIFT OFF AND THEN THAT'S IT!
So I'm not gonna be on here long. Just finished cooking dinner. And YES!? I see the emails and all of that, I will address all of that TOMORROW! I'll answer your questions TOMORROW. Tonight? All I'm concerned about is GETTING SOME SLEEP AND GETTING OUT FIRST THING IN THE MORNING! Because the post I'm gonna be manning is NOT MY NORMAL ONE. So lemme eat up and get some sleep!
SEE YOU IN 9+ HOURS PEOPLE! TIME TO GO GET THIS MONEY AND GET MORE FUCKIN WRITING DONE!
And yes T-Man. I am a man who honestly does do what NEEDS TO BE DONE. I'm gonna keep putting one foot in front of the other to FINISH WHAT I STARTED by doing what NEEDS TO BE DONE. So I can FINALLY EARN THE RIGHT TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO. Lemme get outta here! And get to work! Ain't that some SHIT!? My day job allows me to do my REAL JOB TOO! No way am I jeopardizing this job, NO WAY! Because I can LITERALLY DO BOTH JOBS AT THE SAME FUCKIN TIME, now!?
You know...? There are times when I say to myself "Why have I INVESTED TIME in women like My Ex-Wife Noni and My Former Fiancee Stacey"?
And I've thought about that long and hard where yesterday when I came in the door I found questions and exclamations and "whatever else" from some of you who read this blogsite wondering what was I going to do in regards to the Sexy Shuttle Bus Driver? What has been going on with My Ex-Wife has she even bothered to answer ANY of my calls or EVER call back? Did you know that Stacey is headed off on some Mystery Trip and where do YOU THINK she's going?
First some typing music;
Look?
I have made it clear throughout that I'm not somebody to TRY TO GET OVER ON. At some point or another I'm GOING TO CONFRONT YOU ABOUT WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU'RE GETTING AWAY WITH OR GOTTEN AWAY WITH.
I'm not somebody who won't or doesn't ACCEPT, pattern recognition.
Right now I KNOW FOR FACT that My Ex-Wife is now hoping that by "falling back" and LETTING MORE TIME PASS where My Son goes WITHOUT ME WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED TO CAUSE ALL THIS CRAP, then the better SHE THINKS things will go FOR HER.
She's NOT GOING TO SIMPLY CALL ME and say "Come over here and see your son." because she's come too far and gone too far with this whole UNNECESSARY BULLSHIT. And bullshit IT IS. But when a PERSON is a bullshitter then the best they can do IS BULLSHIT. There will ALWAYS BE SOME OTHER EXCUSE FOR WHY THEY WON'T CLEAN UP THE SHIT THEY SQUATTED DOWN AND CRAPPED OUT ON SOMEBODY, ANYBODY, not just me.
I found a TRAIL of PEOPLE, MOSTLY DUMB-ASS WHITE-BITCHES who believed the BULLSHIT that Noni was talking and she USED THEM TO THE BEST OF HER ABILITY TILL THEY REALIZED SHE WAS BULLSHITTING THEM! And then she UP AND RUNS OFF and they GIVE CHASE FOR A HOT MINUTE and then they simply let her go on with her bullshit. No concern about whatever she's showed and told them, MAINLY ABOUT HOW I SUPPOSEDLY BEAT HER, till they are STUCK WITH HAVING EXPERIENCED HER BULLSHIT FIRST HAND, where?
She can ONLY BE WHO SHE IS.
Just like I CAN ONLY BE WHO I AM.
Just like YOU CAN ONLY BE WHO YOU ARE.
I've had to learn the HARD WAY that women are told more often than not NOTTO ACCEPT WHO THEY ARE WHEN THEY FINALLY SEE THAT THEIR SELF-IMAGE?
Doesn't match THE REALITY of WHO THEY ARE.
Talking a bunch of bullshit and grinning and laughing and pretending to be PERSONABLE AND ALL OF THAT, only works for as long as the OTHER PERSON DOESN'T SPEND TOO MUCH TIME WITH HER.
Now? Noni realizes what I meant when I said that in the end, I will win and then have to CLEAN UP THIS BULLSHIT THAT BOTH OF US HAVE DONE. Because ME COMING UP WITH THIS SLASH-N-BURN STRATEGY TO CLEAR MY NAME, GET WHITES AWAY FROM AND OUT OF OUR FAMILY-BUSINESS AND KEEP MY SON FROM FALLING INTO DHS AND/OR WHATEVER OTHER USELESS WHITE ORGS THAT PRETEND TO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT BLACK CHILDREN THAT THEY GET IN THEIR CLUTCHES, yo?
I don't bullshit when I know SHIT IS SERIOUS AND RIGHT CHOICES, BEST CHOICES, NEED TO BE MADE! I'm not gonna PRETEND LIKE the moment that ANYONE asks and searches for "Where is His Father" in regards to My Son "And what the fuck was HE DOING during all this fuckin time?" could very well be the same BULLSHITTIN ASS PEOPLE WHO SUPPORTED CREATED THE WHITE POWER SUPREMACY SYSTEM AND ENABLING RECKLESS BLACKWOMEN AND BLACKMEN who KNOW that with NO INFRASTRUCTURE OF OUR OWN WE ARE RISKING MAKING A BAD SITUATION 10X'S WORSE....
By inviting outsiders into Our Situations.
ESPECIALLY, Whites.
This leads me to Stacey.
First of all?
For the cross-readers who asked me "where is she going?" and I told you "Either to see Baby Dave Evans OR to go see HER DAUGHTER."
And some of you were shocked when I said "Her daughter" and I said nothing more. Well? Why would I say that she was going to see her daughter?
BECAUSE I FORCED REALITY INTO HER SITUATION WITH BABY DAVE EVANS.
Remember?
He WAS a MARRIED MAN WHEN SHE WAS CHEATING WITH HIM ON ME. And I told her TO HER FACE BY PHONE that all he's after is SOME PUSSY. Because THE REALITY WAS AND STILL IS;
He's in a BETTER SITUATION THAN ME and IF SHE WAS HIS SOULMATE, HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE ABLE TO GET HER TO DIVORCE ZANE AND MARRY HIM WHILE HE WAS SINGLE, but HE DIDN'T AND SHE DIDN'T! And that is critical!
That is critical.
She didn't fuckin move a muscle, but she did fuck him.
She didn't mind FUCKIN AROUND WITH HIM.
But when it came time to MAKE THAT MOVE?
GET THAT DIVORCE, nope!
Because she KNEW what she had with Zane.
And COWARDLY WOMEN ARE THE WORST.
They've NO PROBLEMS with doing shit that DIRECTLY CONFLICTS THE FACT THAT THEY'RE COWARDLY! But it is all based on SELFISHNESS! So THEIR NEED TO GET WHAT THEY WANT, DO WHAT THEY FUCKIN WANT! OVERRIDES THEIR OWN FUCKIN COWARDICE. So now if you're still following and giving a fuck what I just typed actually shows you that THIS TYPE OF WOMAN INHERENTLY CAN'T BE FUCKIN TRUSTED BY DEFAULT!
Hold up, music just ended for this post, lemme fuckin POST IT AGAIN where like EVERYTHING ELSE WITH ME, this MF Doom Ghostface SONG ISN'T ON THIS POST BY ACCIDENT.
I do NOTHING RANDOMLY OR BY ACCIDENT. And in today's societies people THINK THIS MEANS that THIS MAKES ME PREDICTABLE, when really IT DOESN'T. When a PERSON SHOWS THEY FOLLOW RULES, REGS, POLICIES, PROCEDURES, ETC!?
Then fools GET COMFORTABLE thinking that the person is a fuckin herb, square, mark, SOME IDIOT THEY CAN GET OVER ON. When everyone with ANY BRAINS AT ALL KNOWS, nothing is WORSE THAN SOMEONE WHO FOLLOWS THE RULES AND IS A STRAIGHT-UP STRAIGHT-FORWARD PERSON...!? Deciding to GO ROGUE! And just DO WHATEVER! Where, the fact that THIS PERSON KNOWS HOW SHIT HONESTLY WORKS, makes them fuckin dangerous now that THEY DON'T GIVE A FUCK. Now that they've been shown, DOING SHIT "THE RIGHT WAY", doesn't fuckin mean shit or work, IN THIS INSTANCE. AND UNDERSTAND WHAT I JUST TYPED;
In this instance is critical. And it shows that this isn't about LASHING OUT AND NO LONGER GIVING A FUCK, NO! It is about ACCEPTING THAT IN THIS INSTANCE STAYING WITHIN THE RULES WILL NOT PRODUCE A DESIRABLE OUTCOME, SO!?
Fuck the rules.
Fuck them fuckin rules.
Because the person, situation or circumstances, HAVE NO RESPECT OR WORK WITHIN, "THE RULES", so? How can I DEAL WITH, in whatever way or context THAT PHRASE MEANS, how can I DEAL WITH this person and this situation when they don't have to or won't, follow and deal with shit within the supposed rules and regs laid down. You have to ADAPT to deal with them.
Trying to play fuckin mind-games with me and GET OVER ON ME, is a sure fire way to get yourself into some bizarre ass situation where you gotta keep wondering when I'm gonna finally confront you for the fuckery you put me through. I know you're reading this RIGHT NOW and because of that I'm gonna let you know that IT'S HARD TO DEAL WITH NOT HAVING A SAFE-HAVEN TO FALL BACK TO AFTER ALL THE BULLSHIT YOU PULLED. You THOUGHT you were getting over. YOU THOUGHT I was just going to KEEP PLAYING STUPID! Meanwhile?
Who the fuck invests all that fuckin Rand in a FAKE RELATIONSHIP!? -_- You, Stacey, DECIDED to fuck around with Baby Dave Evans while you KNEW you were in a committed relationship with me and would have WENT BESERK if I was over here talking to some bitch that I'd been fuckin and fuckin around with while I'd been married to Noni. But since YOU BELIEVE it is A-OKAY FOR YOU TO BE RATCHET AND TREACHEROUS!?
Even when warned by me for you to CUT THAT SHIT OUT!? You KEPT FUCKIN GOING ANYWAY! So My Behavior where YOU KNEW SOMETHING WAS SUSPICIOUS, yeah! You were RIGHT! Why wouldn't I just "move on", because bitch. You thought you were SLICK! So just like the phrase goes "Be careful what you wish for". I went right on ahead and MADE SURE TO FORCE YOU AND YOUR SOULMATE TOGETHER! And YOU WROTE THE SCRIPT FOR ME TO KNOW WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO DO IT, for the sole purpose of ME ALREADY HAVING TOLD AND SHOWN YOU THAT;
If He was INTO YOU like YOU CLAIMED?
Fuck am I doing here?
Fuck didn't you go get a divorce FOR HIM?
Fuck are you SPENDING ALL THAT RAND TO COME SEE ME FOR!?
While FUCKIN AROUND BEHIND MY BACK WITH A MARRIED FUCKIN MAN!
Who never fuckin claimed you when he was single and never fuckin fought TO CONVINCE YOU to go get a divorce WHEN HE WAS
Enough.
^_^
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!
It was because you saw he was willing to cheat with you and had NO STANDARDS.
-_-
You don't fuckin fool me with Your Twisted Logic.
You tested him and gave him some pussy with the soul intention of NEVER COMMITTING TO HIM EITHER ONCE HE SHOWED HE WAS WILLING TO FUCK YOU WHILE KNOWING YOU'RE MARRIED, at that time.
But when you came back at me and tried to CONVINCE ME TO BE YOUR ONLINE SIDE-PIECE CHICK-DUDE, I FUCKIN TOLD YOU FUCK OUTTA HERE! And I pointed out OPENLY AND HONESTLY WHY I SPOKE TO YOU AND STEPPED TO YOU WAS SOLELY BECAUSE I BELIEVED WHAT YOU SAID AND WHEN YOU DIDN'T FUCKIN LIVE UP TO THAT SHIT!?
I bounced, bitch.
So you tested me just like you tested Baby Dave Evans and understand whomever you are reading THIS. Yes, this shit is fuckin bizarre and ass-backwards. But IN THIS INSTANCE with THIS WOMAN, this is how HER THOUGHT PROCESS WORKS! And there are PLENTY OF WOMEN WHO ALSO THINK BACKWARDS LIKE THIS. And people talk about it but don't really GET INTO THE GUTS OF IT SO PEOPLE CAN SEE. You can't leave A WOMAN OR MAN WHO THINKS LIKE THIS, if you're A FRIEND, RELATIVE, ETC! Of someone whose thought-process is all twisted up like this, if you see it and you HONESTLY CARE AND/OR LOVE THIS PERSON, yo!?
Pull them aside and TALK TO THEM before they HONESTLY FUCK THEMSELVES UP PERMANENTLY! Too many muthafuckas are out here turning a BLIND-EYE to when they see someone just doing ASS-BACKWARDS BEHAVIOR and then SWEARING THEY'RE WINNING.
-_-
And this is the reason why MY LIFE has been FUCKED UP over the last decade and I'm busting my ass to fix it.
Because of the fact that I UNDERSTAND Crazy-bitches.
But I'm not crazy myself.
And the moment that the crazy-bitch sees that, then shit goes sideways. For me?
It's about making better choices.
Me ACCEPTING a woman for who she is, MEANS NOTHING in today's times.
Because there are too many fools out here who wanna ABSOLVE RESPONSIBILITY FROM WOMEN FOR THE WRONG FUCKIN REASONS;
1) Low Expectation.
2) Panty Chasing.
3) And maintaining fucked-up-ass Whiteman Injected, Male-Domination.
That third one would take me a hot minute to explain and now it's 5:44am EST (now 6:15am EST) and I don't have time to type all of that out. Bottom line, I AM WHO I AM, I'm not here to fuckin impress women with bullshit for panties and all this other shit. Because My Father, who ONLY LIVED FOR THAT, was SMART ENOUGH TO SHOW ME THAT HIS WAY OF LIFE IS A SURE FIRE WAY TO DESTROY NOT JUST HIMSELF. But everyone involved with Him, regardless of whatever reason the woman had to lay down with him.
Meanwhile?
The Sexy Shuttle Bus Driver?
Showed me subtle signs of that same MERCURIAL-NESS, as Noni and Stacey. So I fell back. And just keep it TO WAVING. Because I CANNOT AFFORD to unlock yet another woman who believes that shit is cool for as long as she thinks she can get over, because she swears since I never dogged her out or fucked her over then she can just take potshots at me when I put my foot down or tell her NO.
Why did I invest so much time and energy into Noni and Stacey? Because that is what you do when you love someone.
What THEY DECIDE TO DO WITH THAT LOVE?
And WHAT THEY'VE DONE WITH THAT LOVE?
Is their choice.
And in the end, because I clean up MY MESSES.
It becomes THEIR PROBLEM, because I'm not into ducking, dodging and deflecting when I know;
I don't need excuses and other people to FORCE ME to fix my fuck-up's.
Good Morning.
From.
Philadelphia.
And don't spend up all your fuckin money in Thailand, idiot....
Here is the 2/14/26 TBA broadcast where TBA gets into someone's ass but never mentions this person's actual name. Many people have speculated who he was pissed off at, I do know that it was a Blackman and was someone he may have worked with before and the two had a falling out because this other Blackman turned out to be a fraud and tried to use him and get over and got BURNED.
Big Head Scientist's videos are often times coded where you either get it, figure it out or you're just left going "WHAT IN THE FUCK!? DID I JUST WATCH!?" So? Because you didn't ask for it, HERE IS ANOTHER BIZARRE BIG HEAD SCIENTIST VIDEO THAT...!?
I HAVE TO CLEAN OUT MY INBOX! GOOD LORD!?!?! I'M JUST LETTIN SHIT PILE-UP AND PILE-UP! SO NOW!? FRESH BACK FROM FUCKIN WORK!
Don't say I don't do nothing for ya'll!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
-_-
Stop grittin on me.
^_^!!!!
PREPARE FOR A FLOOD OF POST BEGINNING RIGHT FUCKIN NOW!
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's 7am EST! Went to bed late! Got 5 pages typed yesterday looking to do even more today! Not really gonna yap too much this morning because I'm gonna be back tonight. HAVE A GREAT ONE PEOPLE!
Found plenty of college ruled paper but I also found all kinds of story ideas and manuscripts and unfinished written stories from as far back as 2007!?!?!? GOOD LORD! I didn't realize I'd written so much STUFF! I also can't believe I was able to FIND IT ALL AND BRING IT WITH ME! This my friends is how Our Civilization was not only destroyed but easily written over and glossed over!
When things fall apart, Chinua Achebe, and you're forced to move around in an UNSTABLE OR HURRIED MANNER!? Then of course the odds of valuable information and works you did are going to be left behind! I left a LOT of stuff behind in the old apartment, there simply isn't enough room here!
Bottom line is I've RELOADED MY BINDER! So lemme get to stretching and working out and then hitting the shower!
It's 5am EST and I'm pretty much, UP. Went to bed at 11pm EST and woke up around about 4:12am EST, too early. But I can't really go to sleep. I'm gonna stretch and workout in a minute, but first I needed to type this up and get it out there.
This post was typed to this music;
White-on-White Crime?
The term is something that is only highlighted or brought up by Black Americans in response to Whites propaganda in regards to Black on Black Crime. The reality is that Whites are masters of misinformation and propaganda and Whites themselves know this which is why they don't discuss certain things among each other unless they have a rallying 3rd-party point to keep them from turning on each other.
As I said before Dave Chappelle highlighted this when he was joking about the fact that a Whiteman will tell you how he was fucking his White Wife in her ass before he tells you his political leanings and affiliations. Because he or she knows once you know that then you actually know who they are. And that's of course horrible to be that predictable, but? A lot has been going on and not nearly anything has been said at all about it so I will let Professor Black Truth do the talking for me. When a Black Person, particularly a Blackman commits a crime it is splashed here there everywhere!
However when a Whiteman commits crimes that deserve execution immediately, there is all kinds of nuisances and talk about how troubled they must have been and there is a deliberate attempt to paint that Whiteman or Whitewoman as some sort of abnormality and certainly not cause for alarm or a reflection of the norm. This is another reason why Whites can write dystopian novels and movies so well once one actually looks at much of their original history in Europe. It has always been about the 1% Whites and their Nobility versus the White Masses and their Middlemen.
Wherever you're born at, is pretty much where you'll stay, unless a 1% or Noble or Middleman notices you and pushes you forward, thus the phrase;
It's not what you know it's who you know.
That phrase within itself has always disturbed me even when I was a kid, because I understood it for what it means. Take a look at what that phrase LITERALLY SAYS. It is LITERALLY TELLING YOU that YOUR KNOWLEDGE.
WILL BE TRUMPED BY SOMEONE HAVING THE LEVERAGE OF POSITION/STATUS/CLASS and then ACCESS TO OPPORTUNITY.
I honestly don't think anyone thinks about that at all. I've never liked the phrase and I've always wondered why people endorse it when you are literally saying that YOU DO NOT MAKE YOUR WAY FORWARD WITH SUBSTANCE BUT BY BUTT-KISSING. And then? What kind of society would WANT THINGS THAT WAY? Where you LITERALLY ARE TELLING PEOPLE THAT HAVING KNOWLEDGE AND SUBSTANCE, actually won't get you anywhere. Unless you KNOW THE RIGHT PEOPLE. Where the next QUESTION BECOMES, how do the Right People have the ability to control who can and cannot move ahead or use THEIR KNOWLEDGE and why are they the supposed Right People.
Either way?
Here is Professor Black Truth and Good Morning.
From Philadelphia....
Another GREAT WORK DAY complete with 4-pages for PCN-0! A lot of Black Power Fist waving back and forth with the Sexy Shuttle Bus Driver! AND!? Do what I can to help out other Black People I come across throughout the day, NOW!? Today was Pennsylvania's Voting Primaries or some other shit and I say it like that because I DO NOT OWN NOR CONTROL ANY OF THESE FOOLS. I was reading the paper in the security shack and ONCE AGAIN some Black Person is saying "We'z GOTZ TA VOTE! CUZ DEM REPUBLICANS CAN'TZ B GETTIN UP IN DAT DERE
SHUT. The Fuck. UP!
We have to come up with A REAL GAME PLAN AND STRATEGY FIRST!
Instead of WASTING OUR TIME JUST RUNNING AROUND LIKE A CHICKEN WITH OUR HEADS CUT OFF!
(A MILITARY banner breaking in the wind indicates an Enemy Ambush is Coming Soon)
I just thought it was interesting to here and read Black Fools continuing to believe that blindly voting while NOT OWNING OR CONTROLLING ANY OF THE OFFICIALS UP FOR ELECTION, IS A GREAT IDEA! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, no.
-_-
Okay I'm gonna go eat!
HA-HA! NOT BAD FOR OVER A WEEK OF NOT DOING ANYTHING! Now it is, -_- You know!? This is THE PROBLEM with living in a room for rent. Other people can RUN INTO THE BATHROOM BEFORE YOU CAN! Okay I think that person just left out, LEMME RACE IN THERE SO I CAN FUCKIN SHOWER!
Now do you see why I haven't spoken to the Sexy Shuttle Bus Driver. I'm 44 years old and have to share a GODDAMN BATHROOM with other people because I no longer have MY OWN APARTMENT! And yes yes, I know! I'm ON THE RIGHT TRACK, etc etc, STILL! This is embarrassing, for real, AT LEAST TO ME IT IS!
Oh and the plantation-station intentionally did not forward my termination notice so my SNAP benefits were DENIED. Wasn't that SO NICE OF THEM!
PETTINESS!
THE OTHER WHITE MEAT!
Just got in, long day! The WIP Event was covered. Got a chance to see the various Radio Personalities and the Sexy Shuttle Bus Driver and I got to wave and smile at each other all day where even the 1st Shift Guard was like "I think you should say something to her, because when she came around to pick up people and drop people off!? SHE WAS HONESTLY LOOKING IN HERE TO SEE IF YOU WERE IN HERE! SHE SAW ME, was like, NAH THAT AIN'T HIM AND TOTALLY IGNORED ME!" and then me and the 1st Shift Guard laughed about it!
But he was like "Like? Just talking to you for the last hour, you have an incredible head on your shoulders. You don't belong here." and I gave him a dry smile and he was like "What's wrong. I'm just saying, the things you just told me? I'ma put them to use soon as I leave here, it's just obvious that you don't belong as just a security guard."
And I told him "I've heard that phrase too much throughout my life 'I don't belong here'. Meaning I should be doing something bigger or greater and I've had my opportunities, but? There were strings attached where? I'd rather do without than be a traitor to My Own."
He looked at me and he said "Is that why you won't talk to her?"
And I told him "I have a lot going on and quite frankly I'm not in a position to try to date a woman while I'm doing things like starting an eBusiness and I've got no experience at it. Getting My Son back, which has already taken up almost his entire life. And I'm in a room for rent to top it all off."
And he said "Everything you just said? Tells me you're actually doing those things. You make it sound like you're a loser when what you just brought up, you're actually doing it and not just saying it. You don't sound like you think you deserve to be happy."
And I told him "You're not supposed to be happy when you've failed as badly as I've done. First thing that I have to do is fix what I fucked up. THEN!? Then, I can actually be ABLE TO enjoy dating and be able to not have to look over my shoulder at can I afford this or I can't give her My Time because I'm spread too thin. There will be time for women later, after I get myself in order."
And he countered with "Yeah, but probably not with the one who keeps going out of her way to acknowledge you while she's driving a shuttle bus. I think you're entirely too hard on yourself."
"Maybe?" I told him "But? This is the price I pay for not having things in order."
We talked off-n-on today for nearly an hour-&-a-half and I gave him my business card. But I reminded him of the fact that dating a woman requires My Time. And mine is bogged down IN NECESSITIES. These aren't non-essentials. I DON'T KNOW this woman, I don't even know her name and she doesn't know mine, FOR ALL I KNOW SHE MIGHT JUST BE A NICE WOMAN LIKE THAT, but it's nothing more than simply waving.
He disagreed and pointed out again that when I'd left the area and she'd come back through she was ACTIVELY LOOKING FOR ME. And I appreciated that. I liked that. But like I said before. Dating a Woman requires Time. And My Time is all tied up right now in getting my life in order. But it does feel good to know that I'm at least still considered desirable. That's always nice. And? Once I get myself in order? Then I can actually BE WORTHY OF THAT DESIRE.
I've been lounging today, kind of listless, but occasionally jotting down stuff for PCN-0's first ebook. While laying there I found out that the Memphis Grizzlies GOT SWEPT! As well they SHOULD! As you all KNOW I am an ADMIRER of Lionel Hollins
He is a VERY GOOD COACH! Who could have brought Memphis a championship if the White-assholes who own that team hadn't fuckin KNIFED HIM IN THE BACK!
Since they REFUSED to renew his contract the Memphis Grizzlies with their NEW WHITE COACH, have gone further and further DOWN THE FUCKIN DRAIN AS THEY SHOULD! Meanwhile Lionel Hollins took over the Dysfunctional Brooklyn Nets AND NEARLY PULLED OFF AN UPSET TWO YEARS AGO versus a FAR SUPERIOR CLEVELAND LEBRON JAMES TEAM!
He was then fired, because the White-asshole of THAT TEAM was tired of trying to make that SLOP HE PUT TOGETHER, WORK! Right now he's at home GETTING A FAT FUCKIN CHECK! And I BELIEVE HE'S THE PERFECT FUCKIN COACH FOR MY PHILADELPHIA 76ERS!
I have a post that is sitting on my draft's that I will ultimately complete and put up. And to also answer a question sent to me regarding Stacey's blog and a CURIOUS OMISSION;
Yes. You saw she started to comment when she saw that Mike Brown was killed. Then she saw Walter Scott was killed. Then as more and more Blackmen were killed YES, you see she shut the fuck down and shut the fuck up COMPLETELY. This? Is the danger of ANY BLACK PERSON MARRYING OUTSIDE OUR RACE. Like I said in the post yesterday, you have Blackmen and Blackwomen who RUN TO NON-BLACKS so that they DO NOT have to sit across from their Black Counterpart and have to hear how much bullshit they are going through and then FIGURE OUT HOW CAN THEY COMFORT THEM, HOW CAN THEY SUPPORT THEM, HOW CAN THEY MAKE THE SHIT STOP.
1) Document what has been happening and get it notarized and begin to compile evidence to bring a case against whomever is doing whatever and BE REALISTIC AND HONEST ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING. Don't swing at phantoms and chase ghosts where YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN FUCKING UP AND DOING SNEAKY-SHIT AND WHATEVER ELSE, and your supposed "discrimination" is ACTUALLY CAUSED BY YOUR OWN FUCKIN ACTIONS OF INCOMPETENCE.
2) Build your own fuckin business. Find out what you are GOOD AT and SEE IF YOU CAN MONETIZE IT. For the record, Stacey herself has a number of ACTUAL SKILLS that COULD MAKE MONEY. But much like Noni and this may well be a Libra-thing, neither of them can do shit without SOMEONE ELSE PUTTING A FOOT UP THEIR ASS. Which they then COMPLAIN ABOUT and then when left to their own devices they then go back to SITTING ON THEIR ASS AND PIPE-DREAMING AGAIN. So #2 is no diff than #1, BE FUCKIN HONEST WITH YOURSELF! Don't try to CON, YOURSELF. Build your own business. And you'll ELIMINATE having to FIGURE OUT what kind of fuckery is going on or being done to you this week at your job.
3) INVEST IN OTHER BLACK COMPANIES AND COUNTRIES AND WALL STREET. You want OUT of the bullshit? You make DECENT MONEY? You make GOOD MONEY? Sit down with Your Wife/Your Husband and look over all the bullshit you blow money on and DIVERT THAT TO INVESTING.
4) Sit down with Other Black People that you know WANT OUT OF THE WHITE PLANTATION-STATIONS and use #1 and #2 or mix-n-match! THERE IS POWER IN NUMBERS! Especially when EVERYBODY IS TRULY ONBOARD AND NEEDS SHIT TO CHANGE. Start a BLACK ORGANIZATION WITH THESE PEOPLE AND COME TOGETHER TO NOT ONLY DEFEND YOURSELVES BUT ALSO TO GO AFTER THE DIRT-BAGS WHO THOUGHT THEY COULD PREY UPON YOU!
These are just 4-SOLUTIONS OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD. Where the most work I had to put into these just now was the actual typing that I just did to show them to you. As for what I said about Stacey, for those of you WONDERING why I would bring her up IT SHOULD BE OBVIOUS. But I will explain it BRIEFLY so we can get to our feature presentation of this post;
If there was ANY TRUTH to the things she used to say when we were together, with all that has happened, just as I had TOLD HER IT WOULD WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER. Then HER BLOG? Should be POPPIN! With all sorts of INSIGHTS AND KNOWLEDGE AND POINTS AND DISBELIEF, just constant posts where she COULD BREAK DOWN THE FACT THAT "Damn, Shawn was right with the shit he told me and I thought he was just full of shit or paranoid or BOTH! But now!?" this would be ENGAGING AND HONEST AND OPEN AND MAKE HER BLOG WORTH READING, however?
0) The reason why her post regarding Our People and the brutality against Us here fell off, is because SHE DOESN'T ACTUALLY GIVE A FUCK. Ta-da! Because SHE'S NOT BLACK. Period. So sitting there and typing about how we're getting killed for no reason, any reason, some reason, or some other shit. When she herself DOESN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT OR WORRY ABOUT IT IN THAT CONTEXT, least not yet. -_- You didn't read that. But I've typed about it before. The Tide is Rising in South Africa. And that tsunami IS GOING TO STRIKE. At that point she'll wish she was Black if she's still there.
1) It would lead anyone reading it to then question all of the other bullshit she talked about on how shitty I supposedly was towards her. If I'm having meaningful conversations with her where if we would have gotten married, isn't it the responsibility of BOTH PARTIES to show the other EXACTLY WHAT IS GOING ON AND MAKE SURE THAT THEY UNDERSTAND;
This is what you're stepping into. Be prepared. And understand this, because it is important.
2) It would force HER to have to stare into the face of "Maybe I just couldn't handle being with him."
But really it is #0 that is USUALLY the biggest answer FOR MOST Black Interracial Relationships. The Non-Black Person begins to see that "Holy shit...!? These White muthafuckas ARE ON MY MATES ASS! And now that I'm with them, I can HONESTLY SEE IT. From subtle shit. To just outlandishly DISRESPECTFUL BULLSHIT." and then it becomes AN ENDURANCE TEST FOR THEM. Where they can always simply ABANDON SHIP. And mind you THEY MAY WELL GET REWARDED FOR DOING SO. This is another reason why I have also NEVER DATED OUTSIDE MY RACE BEFORE, because it is not like people don't know that we're still trying to STABLIZE OURSELVES AS A RACE. So we don't have the socioeconomic mechanisms in place to prevent Non-Black Outsiders from coming in and promising the sun, moon and stars!
Then when shit gets too hot they can then BAIL AND RUN AWAY WITHOUT MUCH CONSEQUENCES! These things ARE IMPORTANT AND MUST BE KEPT IN MIND IF YOU ARE BLACK AND DATING ANYONE NON-BLACK. They DO NOT have any concerns about being punished ON A GROUP SCALE, not just from YOU as a Black Person, BUT BEING PUNISHED BY OTHER BLACK PEOPLE. For doing foul shit to you and then running off! You go into an Asian community and date and fuck over that Asian person, there is a good chance then when or if you are seen again...?
That area of the community KNOWS WHAT HAPPENED. So we're not just talking THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS, but even people YOU DON'T KNOW. And THEY'RE NOT GONNA JUST LET YOU WALK AROUND LIKE YOUR BUSINESS WITH WHOMEVER WAS JUST YOUR BUSINESS WITH WHOMEVER, nope!
YOU? Are an OUTSIDER. You had your chance and you FAILED, for WHATEVER REASON. Now? You're not gonna come up in here AGAIN and start some more drama or whatever. And that is the way it is SUPPOSED TO BE. All this reverse-psychology inclusion and integration bullshit is just that, bullshit. Because YOU are a GUEST IN SOMEONE ELSES HOUSE. You don't get to keep running up in there tearing shit up! And as some of you have seen this is the bullshit that Stacey has tried to heap on me. Claiming that I DISRUPTED HER FAMILY. When all you need to do is go to her Facebook page and then piggyback from there and you will see that the only constant person connected to any of "her family" is Baby Dave Evans. I never even had this blog till I got tired of her and him and their insults. Then I only got on Facebook in December and why, FOR BUSINESS. So my whole Modus Operandi is completely COUNTER to what you will read with any of them. I'm not into having 1000 friends and then NOT ONE OF THEM BUYS MY WORK. But they SURE DO GIVE ME LIKES THOUGH!
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>_<
Go. Away. Now.
I'm not about having a whole bunch of people around me for the sake of having a whole bunch of people around me. And I'm typing this to let some of the Blackmen out here know, THERE IS NOTHING OUT HERE WITH WOMEN FROM OTHER RACES BUT BULLSHIT. And due to OUR INSTABILITY, IF ANYTHING WE ARE ATTRACTING MORE GOLDIGGERS AND OPPORTUNISTS, USELESS NON-BLACK BITCHES! Because everybody can see that OUR SHIT IS NOT IN ORDER, which makes us vulnerable. So I've given you YOUR WARNING. Do as you wish. But understand that THERE ARE NO RESOURCES RIGHT NOW TO COME BAIL YOU OUT IF AND WHEN YOU GET BURNT!
And I've also answered the question of; Stacey sure did drop all that Black shit quick as things have gotten worse and worse over here.
Yes, because it is easy to drop an ACT, when that was all it ever was.
NOW!?
Here is the Latest TBA broadcast;
Lemme be 1000% CLEAR! We as Black People no matter what country are stereotyped to SHIT! And OUR CREDIBILITY is ALWAYS IN QUESTION, however!? How on earth can anyone say that WHITE PEOPLE HAVE ANY CREDIBILITY AS A RACE WITH ALL THE SHIT THEY HAVE DONE ACROSS THE PLANET! And CONTINUE TO DO.
The Verdict of PROBATION for Peter Liang was ABSOLUTELY UNACCEPTABLE! When Liang decided to do ANYTHING ELSE EXCEPT FOR, call a fuckin ambulance. After he SHOT Akai Gurley in that stairwell.
-_-
So FOR ONCE Black People actually WENT STRAIGHT TO THE ROOT of the problem and SHOWED UP AT NIGGER-TRAITOR KEN THOMPSON'S HOUSE! Asian-Americans have made it CLEAR! They are OUR ENEMIES! And they believe THEY SHOULD BE ABLE TO KILL US AT WILL TOO! Shit is about to hit the fan AND THEN POOF!?
Prince has died.
-_-
Really?
Prince.
Has died.
-_-
Really?
So?
You can't MILK Bill Cosby anymore.
He's no longer a GOOD ENOUGH DISTRACTION.
So Whites go and MURDER Prince.
Because they saw "Hey!? The Blacks seem pretty pissed about THIS ONE! And we do love us some Asian American women and they make a GREAT BUFFER CLASS AGAINST BLACKS. Asian Americans might have the Niggers on the socioeconomic game but if they turn violent!? The Niggers have the numbers and they've come out the gate GOING AFTER ONE OF THEIR OWN!? This time they might UNDERSTAND that they have to keep INTERNAL ORDER if they wanna deal with Us or ANY OTHER NON-BLACKS THREATENING THEM!? Do we let this develop or do we nip it in the bud...?"
And?
For fools who DON'T THINK WHITES DO THIS, READ IT AND WEEP BITCHES-N-BASTARDS! READ IT AND WEEP!
Key Figures In CIA-Crack Cocaine Scandal Begin To Come Forward
10/10/2014 07:30 am ET | Updated Oct 10, 2014
LOS ANGELES — With the public in the U.S. and Latin America becoming increasingly skeptical of the war on drugs, key figures in a scandal that once rocked the Central Intelligence Agency are coming forward to tell their stories in a new documentary and in a series of interviews with The Huffington Post.
More than 18 years have passed since Pulitzer Prize-winning journalist Gary Webb stunned the world with his “Dark Alliance” newspaper series investigating the connections between the CIA, a crack cocaine explosion in the predominantly African-American neighborhoods of South Los Angeles, and the Nicaraguan Contra fighters — scandalous implications that outraged LA’s black community, severely damaged the intelligence agency’s reputation and launched a number of federal investigations.
It did not end well for Webb, however. Major media, led by The New York Times, Washington Post and Los Angeles Times, worked to discredit his story. Under intense pressure, Webb’s top editor abandoned him. Webb was drummed out of journalism. One LA Times reporter recently apologized for his leading role in the assault on Webb, but it came too late. Webb died in 2004 from an apparent suicide. Obituaries referred to his investigation as “discredited.”
Now, Webb’s bombshell expose is being explored anew in a documentary, “Freeway: Crack in the System,” directed by Marc Levin, which tells the story of “Freeway” Rick Ross, who created a crack empire in LA during the 1980s and is a key figure in Webb’s “Dark Alliance” narrative. The documentary is being released after the major motion picture “Kill The Messenger,” which features Jeremy Renner in the role of Webb and hits theaters on Friday.
Webb’s investigation was published in the summer of 1996 in the San Jose Mercury News. In it, he reported that a drug ring that sold millions of dollars worth of cocaine in Los Angeles was funneling its profits to the CIA’s army in Nicaragua, known as the Contras.
Webb’s original anonymous source for his series was Coral Baca, a confidante of Nicaraguan dealer Rafael Cornejo. Baca, Ross and members of his “Freeway boys” crew; cocaine importer and distributor Danilo Blandon; and LA Sheriff’s Deputy Robert Juarez all were interviewed for Levin’s film.
The dual release of the feature film and the documentary, along with the willingness of long-hesitant sources to come forward, suggests that Webb may have the last word after all.
Webb’s entry point into the sordid tale of corruption was through Baca, a ghostlike figure in the Contra-cocaine narrative who has given precious few interviews over the decades. Her name was revealed in Webb’s 1998 book on the scandal, but was removed at her request in the paperback edition. Levin connected HuffPost with Baca and she agreed to an interview at a cafe in San Francisco. She said that she and Webb didn’t speak for years after he revealed her name, in betrayal of the conditions under which they spoke. He eventually apologized, said Baca, who is played by Paz Vega in “Kill The Messenger.”
But wait... There is MORE RECENT EVIDENCE with the typical WHITE BULLSHIT OF, but we didn't MEAN TO DO THIS SHIT TO YOU, sorry. Just walk it off and we'll NOT KILL YOU MORE THE NEXT TIME;
Report: Aide says Nixon's war on drugs targeted blacks, hippies
By Tom LoBianco, CNN
Updated 3:14 PM ET, Thu March 24, 2016
Washington (CNN)One of Richard Nixon's top advisers and a key figure in the Watergate scandal said the war on drugs was created as a political tool to fight blacks and hippies, according to a 22-year-old interview recently published in Harper's Magazine.
"The Nixon campaign in 1968, and the Nixon White House after that, had two enemies: the antiwar left and black people," former Nixon domestic policy chief John Ehrlichman told Harper's writer Dan Baum for the April cover story published Tuesday.
"You understand what I'm saying? We knew we couldn't make it illegal to be either against the war or black, but by getting the public to associate the hippies with marijuana and blacks with heroin. And then criminalizing both heavily, we could disrupt those communities," Ehrlichman said. "We could arrest their leaders. raid their homes, break up their meetings, and vilify them night after night on the evening news. Did we know we were lying about the drugs? Of course we did."
Ehrlichman's comment is the first time the war on drugs has been plainly characterized as a political assault designed to help Nixon win, and keep, the White House.
It's a stark departure from Nixon's public explanation for his first piece of legislation in the war on drugs, delivered in message to Congress in July 1969, which framed it as a response to an increase in heroin addiction and the rising use of marijuana and hallucinogens by students.
However, Nixon's political focus on white voters, the "Silent Majority," is well-known. And Nixon's derision for minorities in private is well-known from his White House recordings.
The comments come as there has been a marked shift in attitudes toward handling drug use -- ranging from the legalization of marijuana in various states to White House candidates focusing heavily on treatment as an answer to New Hampshire's heroin epidemic while they were campaigning across the state.
Ehrlichman died in 1999, but his five children in questioned the veracity of the account.
"We never saw or heard anything from our dad, John Ehrlichman, that was derogatory about any person of color," wrote Peter Ehrlichman, Tom Ehrlichman, Jan Ehrlichman, Michael Ehrlichman and Jody E. Pineda in a statement provided to CNN.
"The 1994 alleged 'quote' we saw repeated in social media for the first time today does not square with what we know of our father. And collectively, that spans over 185 years of time with him," the Ehrlichman family wrote. "We do not subscribe to the alleged racist point of view that this writer now implies 22 years following the so-called interview of John and 16 years following our father's death, when dad can no longer respond. None of us have raised our kids that way, and that's because we were not raised that way."
Ehrlichman's comments did not surface until now after Baum remembered them while going back through old notes for the Harper's story. Baum said he had no reason to believe Ehrlichman was being dishonest and viewed them as "atonement" from a man long after his tumultuous run in the White House ended.
"I think Ehrlichman was waiting for someone to come and ask him. I think he felt bad about it. I think he had a lot to feel bad about, same with Egil Krogh, who was another Watergate guy." Baum told CNN.
Baum interviewed Ehrlichman and others for his 1996 book "Smoke and Mirrors," but said he left out the Ehrlichman comment from the book because it did not fit the narrative style focused on putting the readers in the middle of the backroom discussions themselves, without input from the author.
Baum equated Ehrlichman's admission with traumatic war stories that often take decades for veterans to talk about and said it clearly took time for Ehrlichman and other Nixon aides he interviewed to candidly explain the war on drugs.
"These guys, they knew they'd done bad things and they were glad finally when it was no longer going to cost them anything to be able to talk about it, to atone for it." Baum said. "Nobody goes in to public service, I don't think, on either side of the political aisle, to be repressive, to be evil. They go in because they care about the country."
Yeah, they "go into politics because they care about the country". Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd HIT MY VIDEO;
So do YOU SEE how they just FUCKED UP!?
Do you see it yet?
Look at what was said "These (White) people go into politics because they care about the country." ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh really? And what EXACTLY has "the country's" stance been TOWARDS BLACK PEOPLE AGAIN...?
When someone is SO STUPID to LITERALLY PUT IN THEIR ARTICLE;
"These guys, they knew they'd done bad things and they were glad finally when it was no longer going to cost them anything to be able to talk about it, to atone for it." Baum said. "Nobody goes in to public service, I don't think, on either side of the political aisle, to be repressive, to be evil. They go in because they care about the country."
So when Andrew Jackson was raping and owning his 300 slaves he was in politics because he cared about the country too, YOU DO UNDERSTAND THAT RIGHT? When Thomas Jefferson was talking HIS BULLSHIT he was RAPING SALLIE HEMMING AND VARIOUS OTHER BLACKWOMEN SLAVES! While talking HIS SHIT about How All Men Are Created Equal and whatever other CRAP HE TALKED! Till it came down to him MAKING SURE TO POINT OUT THAT THIS DOESN'T FUCKIN APPLY TO BLACK PEOPLE!
You DO UNDERSTAND that THAT IS THE REALITY OF THIS EMPIRE. So when an IDIOT like this Baum says in the same FUCKIN BREATH!? Oh, these pieces of SHIT WHO DID BAD THINGS, they waited till IT WASN'T GONNA FUCKIN COST THEM ANYTHING TO OPEN THEIR FUCKIN PASTY-ASS LYING MOUTHES, and I'm supposed to be FUCKIN GRATEFUL FOR IT!?
Whu!? WHAT KIND OF FUCKIN LOGIC IS THAT!? And people keep wondering why We AS A RACE are ALL FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD! Because MANY OF US will sit and read that QUOTE AND NO LONGER BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND OR EVEN GIVE A FUCK! That this DIRT-BAG JUST SAID, they didn't MIND DOING IT WHEN THEY DID IT! But now THAT THEY'RE ABOUT TO FUCKIN DIE, now all of a sudden they develop a sense of guilt OR EVEN WORSE!?
Hey man I only went along with it CUZ THEY WOULDA KILLED ME IF I SAID SHIT AGAINST IT! Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh, you're a FUCKIN COWARD! This is why Stacey isn't with me BECAUSE OF THESE TYPES OF SITUATIONS WHERE THERE IS NO FUCKIN GOOD ANSWER SHE COULD GIVE FOR FUCKIN SHIT UP AND THIS QUOTE AND WHAT IT ACTUALLY MEANS IS THE SAME FUCKIN THING!
1) Either THEY DID THIS ON PURPOSE AND DESERVE DEATH!
And UNDERSTAND THAT, if We as Black "Americans" are ACTUALLY "Americans", then THIS FUCKIN FOOL AND THE ABOVE ARTICLES MEAN SOMEBODY IS SUPPOSED TO BE BROUGHT UP ON CHARGES OF FUCKIN TREASON! Shh, don't tell anybody that! So now you make up whatever LIE YOU WANT that will help you DEAL WITH THAT FACT! When you do things as a supposed "leader" or "ruler" or "whatever"!? Where you have KNOWINGLY COMMITTED A CRIME AGAINST YOUR OWN FUCKIN FOLLOWERS, CITIZENRY, EMPLOYEES, WHATEVER!?
You're supposed to be punished for it.
Unless those who followed you or are subject to your decisions, HAVE NO LEGAL RIGHTS OF PROTECTION THAT LED TO YOU BEING PROSECUTED FOR YOUR ACTIONS!
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So I've just destroyed this bullshit about Black People in America are AMERICANS. We are a group in a country where we are ALLOWED to PRETEND LIKE WE ARE A PART OF IT and WHENEVER WHITES FEEL LIKE IT THEY MURDER. EXPERIMENT. AND EXPLOIT US! And then the "Black Leaders" THAT THEY PROP IN FRONT OF US, tell us to GO PRAY ABOUT IT. Stop killing each other. INVEST MORE INTO WHITE AMERICA. DIVEST MORE FROM OURSELVES. Anything OTHER THAN!?
Now? Just to LOOK AT POINT #1, it means that as a Black Person, be it HERE OR SOUTH AFRICA OR ALL UP AND DOWN OUR ANCESTRAL HOMELAND! Yo, we are NOT HERE to be HOPING FOR EQUALITY AND FREEDOM AND THE RIGHT TO LIVE OUR LIVES TO THE FULLEST! That is something that YOU FIGHT AND DIE FOR! YOU DON'T BEG YOUR WAY TO FREEDOM, PEACE AND HAPPINESS WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN SHOWN BY WHOMEVER IS INTERFERING WITH, your ability TO DO THIS, has made it clear that THEY WILL NOT STOP! They will not be SHAMED INTO DOING RIGHT! You either FIGHT AND WIN or YOU. WILL. DIE!
Do you think Native Americans of Yesteryears thought they'd end up EXTINCT! And replaced by Whites MASQUERADING AS THEM!? Do you think THEY ENVISIONED that one day THEIR ENTIRE CIVILIZATION WOULD BE PAVED OFF AND OBLITERATED! Where they would go from BEING THE CITIZENRY OF THIS VAST CONTINENT TO BEING SLAVES AND PRISONERS ON RESERVATIONS!
And mind you, I haven't even posted #2 yet. Let's delve into what I just posted with THOSE VIDEOS! If you're a Black Person worth a damn you're gonna see that and say to yourself "I GOTTA GET OUT HERE AND DO SOMETHING, SHIT! I don't know WHAT! BUT I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING!" if you're Non-Black your reactions could be ALL OVER THE PLACE! And that is because what I am talking about DIRECTLY IMPACTS MY PEOPLE, not Yours. At LEAST, not in the way that I have typed. When I post a video that shows THIS;
You get from that vid a sense of urgency and seriousness where THEY KNOW IT IS DO OR DIE TIME! This is a battle or a war, tell me something!? WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW A MOVIE OR TV SHOW THAT SHOWED BLACK PEOPLE GEARING UP AND GETTING READY FOR BATTLE LIKE THIS CLIP FROM STAR TREK II!? And then it leads to the question of WHY HAVEN'T YOU SEEN THAT!?Why haven't you seen ANY FUCKIN MOVIE THAT SHOWS BLACK PEOPLE GEARING UP AND READY TO KICK ASS AND TAKE NAMES!? I'll tell you why, because THAT SHIT GOES AGAINST WHAT THE CURRENT STATUS QUO OF WHITE POWER SUPREMACY NEEDS! THAT'S WHY!
Images. TV. Movies. EVEN FUCKIN COMMERCIALS! RADIO!? These forms of communication, LITERATURE! NOVELS AND BOOKS OF ALL TYPES! EDUCATION CURRICULUMS! They all SET A TONE! That will POTENTIALLY DEFINE THAT RACE-N-PLACE IN ONE SNAPSHOT BOTH TO OUTSIDERS AND THOSE WITHIN THAT RACE-N-PLACE! Right now all anybody keeps saying is South Africa is SO CORRUPT! Oh Jacob Zuma is gonna FINALLY GET OUSTED! Meanwhile the reality is STILL THE SAME WHERE THE FUCK WAS ALL THIS SHIT AT WHEN IT WAS WHITES ONLY RULING EVERYTHING!? WHERE WAS THE CLOSE SCRUTINY AND BEAN-COUNTING ABOUT WHITE CORRUPTION THEN!?
It is never about letting Blacks FIGURE SHIT OUT AND DO THE RIGHT THING AS WE SEE FIT! It is about always PUTTING PRESSURE ON US TO SNAP-SNAP-CHOP-CHOP BECAUSE A WHITE PERSON WOULD HAVE
1) Raped you, so shut up.
2) Raped your country, so shut up.
3) Killed you to keep their power, so shut up.
You DO THE RIGHT THING BECAUSE IT IS THE RIGHT FUCKIN THING! NOT BECAUSE SOME ASSHOLES ARE OVER YOUR SHOULDER DEMANDING AND PRESSURING YOU TO MAKE A DECISION and THIS!? Is also why Stacey and I didn't MAKE IT! Because SHE NEEDED AND STILL NEEDS TO GROW THE FUCK UP! I can't FUCKIN STAND OVER HER FUCKIN SHOULDER AND KEEP BARKING AWAY AT HER WHEN SHE THINKS CHEATING IS OKAY FOR AS LONG AS SHE'S NOT CHEATED ON!
And notice how I keep breaking shit down to a PERSONAL LEVEL TO LET YOU SEE, that YOU YOURSELF ARE YOUR OWN INDIVIDUAL COUNTRY OR BUSINESS WITHIN YOURSELF. You DON'T MANAGE YOURSELF AND YOUR LIFE RIGHT, then PREPARE TO BE BOARDED OR WIPED THE FUCK OUT! The scale IS DIFFERENT, but STILL APPLIES! Enough. I can't even fuckin finish this post because I'm so fuckin frustrated right now. I will close with THIS!
I typed ALL OF THIS, where if you go BACK TO THE TOP, I point out that Prince was MURDERED, in order to WHITEWASH OUT OF IMPORTANCE THE PETER LIANG VERDICT. I have posted all of this to SHOW THAT WHITES ARE WILLING AND ABLE AND READY, WAR, Willing Able and Ready! To KILL OR CAUSE a MAJOR EVENT OR TRAGEDY, to COVER UP SOMETHING THEY WANT TO SNUFF OUT! People believe that this is a Chess move, when in actuality IT IS NOT. It is a CHECKERS MOVE. And while I want to break that down and explain all that I'm simply NOT in the mood to do that right now. And I wanna POINT OUT how so many Blackmen in particular end up with Non-Blackwomen and it is pure-D EXHAUSTION AND FRUSTRATION AND COWARDICE! MYSELF INCLUDED. Typing ALL OF THIS, takes a LOT OF TIME! And then HONESTLY LOOKING AT IT FOR WHAT IT IS AND THEN DECIDING WHAT DOES IT MEAN AND WHAT IS IT THAT I NEED TO DO TO FIX THIS SHIT!
And for TOO MANY OF US, it becomes, I JUST WANNA FUCKIN LIVE MY FUCKIN LIFE! AND NOT DEAL WITH THIS SHIT! Part of the reason why I was attracted to Stacey was because of her supposed CAREFREE NATURE AND FUN-LOVING PERSONALITY and you can SEE PROOF OF THAT ON HER BLOG RIGHT NOW! And OF COURSE since SHE'S NOT A BLACKWOMAN, SHE DOESN'T NECESSARILY HAVE THE SAME PRESSURE ON HER OR EXPERIENCES AS A BLACKWOMAN DOES. Pay attention people, because I'm SPEAKING HONESTLY WHERE THESE FUCKIN SWIRLERS WILL NEVER FUCKIN ADMIT SOMETHING LIKE THIS OR SPEAK CANDIDLY UNTIL THEY LITERALLY HAVE RUN THROUGH EVERY NON-BLACK WHOMEVER AND FAILED MISERABLY OR HAD SOME SHIT HAPPEN THAT FORCES THEM OUT OF DELUSIONAL LAND.
BLACK PEOPLE, not just Blackmen, LIKE MYSELF, we are THREATS to White Power Supremacy. Robert F. Williams found out that simply by organizing Black People at a young age before adulthood WHITES HAD HIM ON A GOVERNMENT LIST BEFORE HIS ASS WAS EVEN 18 FUCKIN YEARS OLD! So for the PUSSIES AND COWARDS who wanna CLAIM WHITES DON'T FUCKIN MONITOR US, this was fuckin 19-goddamn-30'S! So if Whites were ALREADY COMPILING LISTS OF POTENTIAL BLACK "TROUBLEMAKERS", I mean, Black Leaders, from YOUNG BLACK TEENAGERS? Let that SINK IN, they were MONITORING AND LOOKING OUT FOR, Young Black Teens who showed APTITUDE FOR LEADERSHIP AND ORGANIZATION IN THE FUCKIN 1930'S LONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG BEFORE ALL THESE GODDAMN COMPUTERS AND SHIT ARE THE WAY THEY ARE NOW!
It is about THE STRESS AND PRESSURES WHERE IT WILL NATURALLY PULL A PERSON APART! I HAVE NEVER DATED OUTSIDE MY RACE. And had PLENTY OF CHANCES and I've ONCE AGAIN, just finished talking to My Sworn Brother because ONCE AGAIN!? A Whitewoman AND NOT SOME UGLY FUCKIN HEIFER! Her AND HER FATHER HAVE MONEY! And I'm like I'm just a security guard why is this bitch coming at me like this!? And she TOLD ME "You have a very strong PRESENCE!"
And I'm thinking like "Bitch I'm a SECURITY GUARD. I'M SUPPOSED TO!"
And then she said "It's more than just the fact that you're a security guard though."
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THAT!? CREEPED ME OUT!
So then she says "I saw how you're always writing in that binder over there and you're"
Meanwhile I'm LIKE "WHAT IN THE FUCK!? HOW THE FUCK DID SHE SEE ME WRITING WHEN HER ASS IS SUPPOSED BE IN A FUCKIN CONFERENCE ROOM MEETING!? AND DOESN'T FUCKIN WORK HERE!"
My POINT IS THIS. You have Black People PARTICULARLY BLACKMEN! Who JUST WANT OUT! PERIOD! They DON'T LIKE ALWAYS BEING EYED AND FUCKED WITH AT WORK! Always HAVING TO KISS ASS AND FIGURE OUT WHAT TO SAY WHAT NOT TO SAY! I told Stacey when she started acting up "Yo, I can't fuckin have you DOING THIS KIND OF SHIT! You'll GET ME FUCKIN AMBUSHED AND KILLED BY MY OWN PEOPLE WITH THIS SHIT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE DOING ARE YOU FUCKIN KIDDING ME!?" and MOST BLACKMEN who RUN OUTSIDE OF OUR RACE, they do so TO ESCAPE HAVING TO SIT ACROSS FROM THEIR BLACKWOMAN AND ADMIT "I can't do anything. I'm sorry that happened, but? I can't do anything."
FOR ME!?
Yo?
I'm NOT FROM THAT BACKGROUND. I'm NOT LOOKING FOR an ESCAPE REFUGE, which is what A LOT OF BLACK INTERRACIAL RELATIONSHIPS ACTUALLY ARE! And when I was WITH STACEY I MADE SURE TO MAKE NOTE AND MONITOR MYSELF. What am I doing, WHY AM I DOING IT? Is Stacey WORTH MARRYING with the bullshit that she does when there are FAR SUPERIOR BLACKWOMEN OUT HERE THAN HER. When I KNOW that THERE ARE ALL OF THESE GREAT BLACKWOMEN OUT HERE UNDER ASSAULT AND UNDER DURESS AND MAKING CHOICES THAT THEY'D RATHER NOT! But because We as BLACKMEN KEEP MAKING EXCUSES FOR THE OBVIOUS, then what else can be expected. And that's when I said after the however many time that Stacey was in some bullshit and doing bullshit, yo?
I don't need this bullshit, bitch, you ain't even a Blackwoman. Fuck. Out. OF HERE. I'm not gonna keep making her the priority and I'm NOT her priority. Big Daddy Kane put the term RAW on the map with Ready Able and Willing. But as I was thinking about THIS POST and then sat down and typed this MONSTROSITY OUT!? I thought about him and what RAW meant and then PULLED IT INSIDE OUT AND GOT;
Willing Able and Ready.
WAR.
And I said to myself.
That's exactly what I'm in.
And that's exactly what I need to accept being....
