Man!? I didn't think I'd sleep so late!? I'm still kind of OUT OF IT! But I don't wanna OVERSLEEP and then be RIGHT BACK IN THE SAME MESS! So!? Lemme get something to eat and then what I NEED TO DO is get to work on Williams Works. I decided yesterday before I passed out that I need to MAKE SURE that the Pagan Wars-series of characters is IN ORDER.
I'm also finding out that my artwork in these pads!? The rings that hold the pages are causing UNEVEN SCANS WHICH LEAVE SHADOWS, like THIS;
So on the left side of the drawing there is a SHADOW, because that is where the rings are for the drawing pad! BUT!?
Even artwork from MY OVERSIZED drawing pad, that has been pulled out from the drawing pad to be scanned, still has that left-hand shadow to it! So I gotta figure this all out!
I don't want to sit on this article any more than I already have so I'm gonna post this RIGHT NOW!
South Africa: Appeal for Calm after Killing of Activist
Monday, 28 Mar 2016 09:14 AM
JOHANNESBURG (AP) — The South African government has sent a team to try to reduce tensions in an area where people are divided over a plan by an Australian company to mine titanium. An anti-mining activist was shot dead there last week.
Police are investigating the death of Sikhosiphi Rhadebe, who was killed last Tuesday at his home in the Xolobeni area of Eastern Cape province.
Supporters of the mine project say it will raise living standards in the region. Opponents want to preserve ancestral land and allege they have been targeted by violence and intimidation.
Rhadebe, also known as "Bazooka," was the chairman of the Amadiba Crisis Committee, an anti-mining group. In a Facebook posting, the group said two men knocked at Rhadebe's door, saying they were police, and then shot him eight times in front of his son.
Rhadebe's funeral is scheduled for Saturday.
South Africa's mineral resources department sent a team to try to reduce tensions in the area on South Africa's east coast.
"We're just trying to engage as quickly and effectively as possible," department spokesman Martin Madlala said Monday.
Mineral Commodities is still conducting "consultations and public participation" as part of its bid to mine dunes in the Xolobeni area, according to the mineral resources department. The department's minister, Mosebenzi Zwane, will decide on the application after a review, it said in a statement.
The Associated Press on Monday called the Perth office of Mineral Commodities, but no one was immediately available to comment.
I'm up BRIEFLY! As you can see it is 2:45am EST and I found, look? I have...? So many videos. Saved bookmarked, whatever. When I FINALLY gain my financial autonomy and WILLIAMS WORKS BECOMES FULL-TIME AND PROFIT GENERATING!?
Then I can honestly POST the amount of posts that I was doing LAST YEAR. But like I said, I have videos articles, etc-etc! Here. There. EVERYWHERE! Here is an old bookmarked Youtube that I meant to POST LAST YEAR. It highlights South Africa's POST APARTHEID GENERATION.
Now?
You remember the fact that Tariq Nasheed was JUST OVER IN SOUTH AFRICA last year. And of course you already know I have my own connections and ties to South Africa on a number of fronts, including a former Coloured South African fiancee. PAY ATTENTION TO THE VIDEO! ESPECIALLY, BLACK AMERICANS. See if you see THE SAME CON-GAMES that Whites convince Black People EVERYWHERE OF, while THEY THEMSELVES VIOLATE THE VERY SAME LIE THEY GET US to but into!
You will see the stereotypical Black "I'm gonna work work work work WORK! Nobody gone give me a handout!" WHERE? Our People, EVERYWHERE. Don't have the FAINTEST IDEA IN FACTS! That the Whites AROUND THEM have what they have BY STEALING IT FROM US, FROM THEM! HOARDING WEALTH. HOARDING WORK. HOARDING OPPORTUNITIES! THEN CREATING GOVERNMENT PROGRAMS AND LAWS THAT SAY THAT IT IS LEGAL FOR THEM TO DO ALL OF THIS AND FUNNEL EVERYTHING ELSE TO THEMSELVES!
As they make US WORK 10X'S HARDER FOR 9X'S LESS OF WHAT THEY GIVE TO THEMSELVES! AND!?
Call Us LAZY at the same fuckin time!
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Cuz you're going to SEE Black South Africans talking WHAT THEY THINK MAKES SENSE! While IGNORING that the Whites who RULED THEM DID NOT WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK! TO GET WHAT THEY HAD! THEY MADE THEM! Work and work and work! AND NEVER GET! Their fair shake!
While being told BY WHITES and of course Kaffir-Traitors "You're LAZY!"
Ain't that some shit!? HAHAHAHHAHAHAH, and yes I laughed, HAHAHAHAHAHAH! When a fuckin RAPING MURDERING FUCKIN THIEF!
Tells YOU!
You're fuckin lazy.
While YOU cook THEIR MEALS.
CLEAN THEIR HOMES!
BUILD THEIR ROADS!
RAISE THEIR FUCKIN KIDS!
And then get some fuckin crumbs or become an "honorary acceptable" Black.
Translation; Pet Slave.
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Where as long as YOU'RE LOYAL AND DON'T ASK QUESTIONS, you will be "taken care of". And "not be treated like the Other Blacks".
Watch how Blacks in this video claim they aren't owed anything when of course THEY ARE. And WORKING IS FINE. But RESTITUTION FOR PAIN, SUFFERING, LOSS!? Is BETTER! While you WORK WORK WORK WORK TO MAKE UP FOR LOST FUCKIN LIVES, TIME AND GENERATIONS! MURDERED! They didn't just UP AND DISAPPEAR, they were MURDERED! Our perceptions of JUSTICE are even SKEWED AND FUCKED UP. Where, I gots my FREEDOM NOW, it is NO DIFFERENT! Than the bullshit Whites did HERE where they said "Well, you Blacks are FREE NOW.... And fuckin penniless from what WE DID TO YOU. BUT YOU'RE FREE! And now?! The minute you START CONGREGATING AND AGGREGATING YOUR HUMAN RESOURCES AND PHYSICAL RESOURCES TO BUILD SOMETHING CONSTRUCTIVE AND BEAUTIFUL...!?"
We're gonna come and destroy it.
But? You're free now.
We're gonna have OUR AGENTS, destroy what you're building.
Because YOU ARE FREE!
Just NOT FREE TO CATCH UP TO US.
Not if WE CAN HELP IT.
The government doesn't owe me anything, another sad, misguided lie fed to us. But then if you were paying attention in your WHITE SCHOOLS HISTORY CLASSES, over and over THE GOVERNMENT GAVE TO WHITE PEOPLE! USING YOUR FUCKIN TAX DOLLARS AND/OR ACTUAL INTELLECTUAL AND PHYSICAL LABOR! While you got NOTHING! If you THINK you're going to MAGICALLY DELICIOUS catch up to someone who has been able to MAKE MONEY OFF OF YOU, NEVER PAY YOU FOR IT AND THEN STACKS MONEY FOR THEMSELVES TOO WHILE CONSTANTLY SABOTAGING YOU ON TOP OF IT!?
You're crazy. Those diamond mines are BY RIGHT! Property of Black South Africans who had them STOLEN FROM THEM! Then they were FORCED TO WORK THE MOST DANGEROUS OF CONDITIONS FOR WHAT KIND OF PAY AGAIN!?
The bottom line is that when you LET PEOPLE SHIT ON YOU AND NEVER HOLD THEM ACCOUNTABLE!? Don't be shocked when ANYONE WHO SAW THAT DOES OR TRIES THE SAME FUCKIN THING TO YOU! And that's if your ORIGINAL disrespectful bastard and/or bitch doesn't SWING BACK AROUND TO TAKE ANOTHER SHOT AT SHITTING ON YOU AGAIN! This video has a lot of the same ole tricks and tactics and strategies that WE GO ALONG WITH. And then after the luster has worn off of mindlessly just pretending like We can just GET UP AND START GOING, REGARDLESS OF WHETHER OR NOT OUR INJURIES HAVE BEEN PROPERLY TREATED. Not, addressed. BUT TREATED AND HEALED!
When wrong-doers are not held accountable for their actions it is no different than raising a child and never punishing them when they do wrong. You cannot be shocked nor surprised when they grow up into a self-entitled, conniving, BRAT! Who thinks they can do whatever they want and then smile and shake their ass and that's supposed to be cute and make up for THE SHIT THEY JUST DID!
Here is the Video and for the UMPTEENTH FUCKIN TIME! Apartheid IS AND WAS TANGIBLE! Where THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THE SHANTY-TOWNS CAME FROM!? WHY DON'T YOU HAVE SEWAGE SYSTEMS AND CLEAN DRINKING WATER!? ROADS AREN'T PAVED AND LIT RIGHT! CITY SERVICES DON'T EXIST OR RUN OR WORK RIGHT WHERE YOU LIVE! Just...!? C'MON MAN! Shit is staring these people in the face and they're just TALKING CHILDISH NAIVE SHIT! YOUR SCHOOLS DON'T HAVE THIS THIS AND THAT! Meanwhile!? ANC Government is talking about RAINBOWS AND LET'S ALL WORK TOGETHER!
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Whu, where!?
Where was that at when Whites built their EMPIRE OFF YOUR ASSES!
They weren't WORKING TOGETHER WITH ANYBODY BUT THEMSELVES AT YOUR EXPENSE!
Highlighting some Black couples and individuals that "MADE IT" does NOTHING FOR THE MASSES OF BLACK SOUTH AFRICANS AND THAT IS WHERE YOUR POWER AND STABILITY ON ALL LEVELS WILL COME FROM! It is NOT ROCKET SCIENCE THAT if you have a job that pays a DECENT WAGE with THE OPPORTUNITY TO ADVANCE BASED ON YOUR JOB PERFORMANCE AND EFFORT!?
You won't waste your time JACKING PEOPLES SHIT FROM THEM! Because you AT LEAST have OPPORTUNITY STARING YOU IN THE FACE BASED ON YOUR EFFORTS! Enough, I could type all morning and I need to go back to bed to complete the restoration of my sleep cycle. Here. Is the video and...? More fuckin dancing Black People;
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHH! I have SURVIVED ON NO HOURS OF SLEEP! MADE IT THE WHOLE 8+ HOURS AND NOW I'M BACK HOME! Gonna enjoy some DINNER! And then get some SLEEP AND GET RIGHT BACK TO WORK ON WILLIAMS WORKS! It felt good to get through the entire day and MAKE IT HOME ALIVE! Without falling asleep due to NO SLEEP!
Now!? I'm gonna EAT!
And climb into the bed and get some REST!
Getting ready to hit the shower. I'm still stuck on the plantation-station sleep cycle. So when I came in yesterday after work I crashed and burned and slept till 9pm EST and I've been UP every since. Laying in the bed for two hours unable to fall asleep DOESN'T CONSTITUTE GETTING SOME SLEEP.
I didn't do a FULL WORKOUT this morning because I still need to get used to the transportation times to get to work. EITHER WAY!? Let me get moving!
GOOD MORNING FROM I'M ABOUT TO GO TO BED IN PHILADELPHIA!
OKAY!? Last post of the morning before I cram in a few hours and FLY OUT THE DOOR AGAIN! This time!? I'M READY!
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Sort of.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, ahem!
This is SERIOUS!
Now!? Getting to this issue is a TWO PART VIDEO by Professor Black Truth that JUST DESTROYS ALL THE BULLSHIT! Now!? The REALITY IS, We as Black People KNOW what We NEED TO BE DOING. But We have a SERIOUS LACK OF INFRASTRUCTURE and as I have typed on here THAT IS STARTING TO BE REBUILT! A number of Black Apps and Websites and SOCIAL APPS are being put together to start making it so We CAN COMMUNICATE AND NETWORK WHERE WE ARE THE OWNERS OF SAID SERVICES!
SO WE'RE ON THE MOVE! Don't think because the things I post on here MIGHT APPEAR TO BE MORE NEGATIVE THAN POSITIVE, DON'T BE FOOLED! Don't be fooled. AND!? DON'T BE DISCOURAGED! A problem can only be resolved when YOU KNOW THE DEPTH OF IT AND WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE!
So I'm gonna post BOTH PART 1 AND 2 to THIS POST and take my ass to BED! But I needed to post this NOW and not later;
That was a nice-sized video, so!?
Let's take a quick BREAK! You can stretch your legs! Get some coffee! Kiss your loved one! Talk some shit! While you process and think about what was just said, THEN COME ON BACK!
ALL RIGHT!? Uhhhhh...? I need a commercial here...
OH I KNOW!? I'll throw this in to COMMEMORATE MY ESCAPE FROM THE PLANTATION-STATION THANKS TO ANOTHER BLACKMAN PROVING WHY WHITES ARE ALWAYS ON THE WATCH FOR "Hey!? You didn't just hook your little Black friend up with a job did you!?"
"Why NO SIR. NEVER!"
"Very good. Carry on, I'M WATCHIN YOU!"
"Why of course sir. I'm watchin me too."
CUE COMMERCIAL!
I love how Cobra Commander casually pushes the guys away, HAHAHAHAHAH!
The world's WEAKEST PUSH-OFF versus the World's WORST GUARDS!
I'm done redoing the left pant leg hem and I'm getting ready to go TO BED. But before I do that I have TWO POSTS that I HAVE TO GET UP RIGHT NOW! Before I go to bed! Here is the FIRST ONE! Where Professor Black Truth shows that We as Black People should not be getting involved with the White Supremacist Machine attacking others when these groups are not doing anything of any worth FOR US.
And, you know, as I'm about to post this I'm thinking about some of the shit that I have seen posted by fools trying to say that "People need to stop all this Black-White stuff and its stupid and pointless and why does it have to be that way"-etc-etc-wah-wah-wah, I want my mommy!
O_O?
First of all?
I look at who the fuck is saying this childishly stupid shit.
Then I look at WHY would they say something like this when HISTORY AND REALITY SHOWS that this Black-White stuff is WHY THE WORLD IS THE WAY THAT IT IS AND WE DID NOT START THIS KIND OF CRAP NOR PROFITEER AND BUILD OUR ENTIRE CIVILIZATION OFF OF IT EITHER!
So I realize that people who say this kind of childish shit are generally those WHO NEED WHITES TO REMAIN IN POWER AND BLACKS TO REMAIN OUT OF POWER.
Because it BENEFITS THE SPEAKER.
THEY LIKE being able to claim that they're HELPING THE POOR WIDDLE DUMB NIGGERS AND KAFFIRS. While they know full-well that Whites CONTINUE to WORK OVERTIME to keep shit fucked up for Us as Black People everywhere. Because THEY'VE DEPLETED THEIR RESOURCES AND HAVE ECONOMIC SYSTEMS AND CIVILIZATIONS THAT MUST EXPLOIT US TO KEEP GOING.
These FACTS.
Mean nothing to these SLAVES!
So that was just something I needed to type off my chest!
Because it annoys me when slaves whine about the fact that We as Black People DO NOT AND WILL NOT CONTINUE TO LIVE WITH SHIT BEING THE WAY THAT IT IS AND DO NOTHING ABOUT IT!
Here is the video;
Professor Black Truth works with The Black Authority, TBA. I've never posted any of his own videos and if you've been listening whenever I post TBA vids, then every once and awhile Professor Black Truth appears alongside TBA and the two speak on whatever topic TBA has posted, etc.
Here is one of his posts regarding Peter Liang and Nigger-Traitor DA Kenneth Thompson;
QUICKLY!? This crap with Kenneth Thompson highlights what I have typed before. Unless and UNTIL We as Black People CREATE A BLACK POLITICAL PARTY!? Then these White CREATED AND PRO-WHITE AGENDA POLITICAL PARTIES! Put forward these straight-up Nigger-Traitors like Kenneth Thompson! Who is now trying to give Peter Liang HOUSE ARREST! For being SUCCESSFULLY CONVICTED OF MURDERING Akai Gurley.
HA!
The audacity!
The shock on my part is
Non-existent.
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Here is the article and MORE FUCKIN PROOF! That you tree-hugging, stupid-ass, Black People and Nigger-Traitors need to see that at some point or another We're going to run out of LITERAL PEOPLE for Whites and their SLAVES to SLAUGHTER. Then? We go the way of the dinosaur AND!?
NATIVE AMERICAN INDIANS.
And don't think I'm gonna play stupid with this.
We LITERALLY HAVE PROOF of what happens when you keep fucking around with Whites while they MURDER YOU AND THEN GET YOUR OWN PEOPLE TO SAY;
"All White Peoples ain't bad."
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Well they DAMN SURE AREN'T STOPPING THE ONES WHO ARE!
Here is the article and I LOVE HOW Asian-Americans are showing their true colors! It was a mistake. He didn't mean to do it. Why should he get jail time. Blah blah blah. But when it comes time for them to protest AGAINST WHITE PEOPLE MURDERING THEM!?
O_o?
Because THEY KNOW, they know.
Go on outside and protest muthafuckas.
Go ON!
And see what the fuck happens to your ass NEXT!
The FEAR of White Power Supremacy IS VERY REAL!
And Asian-Americans PICK THEIR SPOTS AND FIGHTS REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL CAREFULLY! And to come out and protest AGAINST US!?
But you just had some Whites MURDER Asian-Americans and they didn't lift a PICKET SIGN AT ALL!
So stop with this "coalition"-crap. Minorities-crap. We All in the Same Gang-crap. IT'S CRAP! Here is the article AND NOTICE WHO PRAISED THE NIGGER-TRAITOR KEN THOMPSON'S DECISION TO RECOMMEND HOUSE ARREST;
District Attorney Recommends Former NYPD Officer Peter Liang Only Get House Arrest for Killing Unarmed Akai Gurley
In a shocking announcement, Brooklyn District Attorney Kenneth Thompson has recommended former NYPD officer Peter Liang serve only house arrest for his 2014 killing of unarmed Akai Gurley.
Liang was convicted of manslaughter by a Brooklyn jury and is eligible to face up to 15 years in prison, but D.A. Kenneth Thompson is recommending the judge only sentence Liang to six months of house arrest.
This news has outraged many in the African-American community who believed that, once again, justice is being evaded.
The jurors themselves have expressed anger at the DA's recommendation. An anonymous juror was quoted as saying, “What was the point of prosecuting him? … What did we do this for?” Another juror said, “I agree he doesn't deserve tremendous time, but if something is wrong you shouldn't get a slap on the wrist.”
Many believe District Attorney Thompson was pressured into making this recommendation by the Asian community, which has protested in Liang's favor since the verdict.
Some who agree that Liang should not serve jail time point out that the former NYPD officer has been apologetic. Liang recently made a face-to-face apology to Kimberly Ballinger, who is Akai Gurley’s former partner and mother of his three-year-old daughter, saying he was, “Very sorry, that he knows how difficult it is to lose a loved one and that this was the last thing he could have ever imagined happening.”
Friends and family of Gurley, however, are not accepting the former officer's apology. Shavon Ford, Gurley’s cousin, said, “The apology is not something that the family accepts... that apology does nothing. It does nothing to absolve Peter Liang from shooting and killing Akai Gurley. So he apologizes now over a year later after the incident.”
Despite this continued outrage, the Brooklyn district attorney still thinks Liang should not serve any time in prison.
The DA has received some praise for his controversial plea. NYPD commissioner Bill Bratton spoke in praise of Thompson's “courage” for recommending Liang serve no jail time. Liang is scheduled to be sentenced on April 14.
I did a sloppy job on this left pant leg because I ran out of black thread. And yes, I know how to SEW! Good enough to put a hem in pants and things like that. I was rusty as hell last night so it took too long. I'm starting to realize that I MIGHT START LOOKING INTO CLOTHING MATERIAL and work with My Sworn Brother Art's mother, who can sew and has a sewing machine. Maybe if the materials are cheap enough I might start MAKING MY OWN CLOTHES. I don't know yet, but it is ON THE TABLE!
Alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll RIGHT!?
See!?
Now you see!?
Getting my sleep schedule back in order is a MUST!
And right now I'm NOT CUTTING IT!
Sleep!?
Is ESSENTIAL FOR THIS JOB, because I found out today that even when I'm on BREAK!?
I cannot sleep!
So!?
Lemme eat something right quick and get back TO BED!
GOOD MORNING FROM MY 1ST DAY OF WORK IN PHILADELPHIA!
Well!? I got VERY LIMITED SLEEP and thankfully I had enough sense to wake up and get out of bed and get these pants hemmed instead of keep trying to force myself to sleep and then wake up at 5am EST and hem the, nope! In actuality I fucked up because I should have hemmed the pants YESTERDAY!
And not this morning.
I kept holding out that I could pay to get them hemmed and then found out that NOPE!
Either tokens or hem pants BUT NOT BOTH!
I didn't have enough money for both.
So I fucked up and just put it off on Sunday when I could have done it Sunday WHEN I SHOULD HAVE REALIZED that I wasn't gonna have ENOUGH for both yesterday!
EITHER WAY!?
It's DONE! Lemme get myself in order and review my notes and GET MYSELF READY!
WOO-WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
NO MORE PLANTATION-STATION!
HA-HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH-YES!
Decided to cut off the music and listen to this vid by Tariq that I just posted! Because the vid is more important than me listening to music! Cuz it's got info in it where I need to hear HIS TAKE on something I've consistently talked about both here and offline for a long time! And Tariq is LIGHT-YEARS AHEAD OF WHERE I AM!
So I definitely wanna hear HIS EXPERIENCES AND TAKE BECAUSE HE'S GETTING IT DONE WHILE I'M BUILDING FROM THE BASEMENT!
GOOD MORNING FROM POSTING THIS RIGHT QUICK BEFORE I GET BACK TO MY WORK PANTS IN PHILADELPHIA!
Here is a Tariq Nasheed ustream radio from his Hawaii vacation last month I believe it was. I missed this one and decided to post it IMMEDIATELY NOW THANKS TO DARK MATTERZ POSTING THIS AND ME LITERALLY STUMBLING ACROSS IT RIGHT NOW! And check out exactly what I have typed about before! Where, when ANY OF US AS BLACK PEOPLE, go AROUND the established White Economic Industries and Corporations. They IMMEDIATELY begin trying to figure out how they can try to DROWN YOU OUT! Before you can REALLY GET UP ON YOUR FEET!
Part of this is NORMAL competition, WHILE MOST OF IT IS ABNORMAL. Because Whites DO NOT CHASE Non-Blacks and TRY TO SNUFF OUT THEIR ECONOMIC INDEPENDENCE the way that they do TO US. Then pretend like they didn't intentionally target and destroy fledgling Black Businesses. ANYONE!? Lemme post this because I gotta get my ass sewing again! Here is the video;
Yesssssssssss, yes! I should be asleep right now, but I was never fully able to get my sleep schedule in order and that probably shocks NO ONE. BUT!? I have just finished hemming the RIGHT PANTS LEG of my work pants. Because I have found out that the client for this site is ULTRA NITPICKY AND WANTS ME TO LOOK AS PROFESSIONAL AND WELL KEPT AS POSSIBLE! Ironically, it is because the younger Blackman I'm REPLACING, REFUSED TO FOLLOW SUCH A SIMPLE RULE!
That I am getting HIS SPOT.
But not to worry, a new location is already set aside for HIM, so!?
I didn't take this young brother's job. But I was told in ADVANCE that he suffered from what is ailing Our Youth today. Frustration to the point of fuck-it and fuck-you. When, of course, it either isn't called for or is the wrong place and time for it.
Either way I'm gonna finish this last pant leg and get about an hour of sleep and then SET OFF on my first day of work!
Sewing pants TO THIS MUSIC;
What? Everybody doesn't listen to shit like this while they're sewing? HUH!? WHO KNEW?!
^_^!!!!!
WELL!? Just walked back from 69th Street Terminal with a 10 pack of tokens! COST!?
$18!
Now!?
Just so you UNDERSTAND!
A mere $18 is supposedly nothing, right?
But if I was still working at the plantation-station $18 is CRUSHING!
A mere $20 out of that paycheck is DEVASTATING!
Note the green color of the Constructicons symbolizes my plantation-station paycheck about to be TERMINATED!
It just dawned on me too, do they even MAKE TOYS THAT ARE CLEARLY MEANT FOR BOYS ANYMORE!? >_< Hhhhhhhhhhhh, always some bullshit going on. If you were lucky enough to find a girl who played with Transformers then she was COOL! Now? You're lucky enough to find a BOY who plays with Transformers. Yeahhhhhhh, well, anyway!
I got my transportation, so now I gotta make sure my clothes are ready for tomorrow so lemme go do that!
I just finished walking around trying to get this money off this Access card. I have NO IDEA HOW ANY BLACK PERSON CAN INTENTIONALLY GET CAUGHT UP IN THIS KIND OF CRAP!? For real. And when I say, intentionally? I mean to knowingly STEER YOURSELF INTO GOVERNMENT PROGRAMS AND PRETEND LIKE IT'S NOT A ONE-WAY TRIP TO DESTRUCTION!
Fall on hard times, FUCK YEAH! That is what it is HERE FOR, but you cannot even think to hope to ATTEMPT! To stay on it! And this is where YOU HAVE TO STAY CONNECTED TO OTHER BLACK PEOPLE, your friends and family who ARE NOT! Getting ANY KIND OF GOVERNMENT ASSISTANCE. Because they're the ones that you can LOOK TO AND SEE, they have THEIR FREEDOM OF MOVEMENT. They're are the ones who will be able to put you D with info on jobs THAT WILL PAY YOU. Might even be able to help you with getting work where THEY ARE. It is CRITICAL that We reestablish Our Internal Communications with one another!
I remember when I was still at the old apartment, My Mother, kept trying to push me to go into PUBLIC HOUSING! >_< I had the paperwork and all and she was right there CONSTANTLY PUSHING! And I kept telling her "Have you READ ANY OF THIS SHIT!? And did you do ANY HOMEWORK ON WHERE THESE HOUSING PROJECTS ARE!?" then she was looking STUPID! And her response was always "You need to find someplace to live while you're at that job, cuz Wendy's ain't paying enough to keep your apartment!"
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Meanwhile I was saying to myself "Must you fuckin make TBA right with his over the top Blackwoman bashing he goes into sometimes, MUST YOU FUCKIN MAKE HIM RIGHT WITH THIS BULLSHIT!?" and sure enough she had NO PROBLEMS with IGNORING EVERYTHING I WAS SAYING! Then when she read the fine print of the paperwork...!?
Face all frowned up!
And finally "Well!? You can't stay here. And eventually you're gonna run outta money and I can't keep helping you."
And I was like, I was saying to myself "Wow...? So you drove My Father off when he FINALLY got his shit together! And you've constantly sabotaged me and now your fuckin solution is go get on welfare and go into public housing, while I have a job that HELPS PROMOTE THE BULLSHIT WE KEEP GETTING HIT ABOUT THE FACE AND NECK WITH!? Well...!? At least I know aliens haven't fuckin snatched your ass up! Because you're DEFINITELY STILL MY MOTHER. For whatever the fuck that's worth."
So? I had a talk with My Sworn Brother Art and went over everything with him and he was like "Look Brother, you GO IN THERE!? YOU'LL LOSE THEM!" and I instantly knew what the fuck he was talking about! And I was like, hmphf! He's right. It's good ole Wrath of Khan when Khan's dumb-ass insisted on following Kirk into the fuckin nebula even though his son already told him that shit won't work right FOR THEM OR KIRK'S SHIP! Because of the fuckin interference caused by the nebula!
Again, notice I'm typing about this shit and Chris used to call me an Evil Black Captain Kirk. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDIOT! Because I forgot to post it here, but!? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Evil Black Captain Kirk my ass. Look!? In the following video it ISN'T ABOUT whether you like Star Trek or anything like that. It is about PAYING ATTENTION TO THE DIALOGUE AND THE CHARACTERS AND THE WORDS THEY SPEAK AND WHAT IS GOING ON. Just in this clip you see WHY Our Sons especially are NOT DOING WELL and I question with MY OWN EXPERIENCE WITH MY OWN MOTHER, whether Our Women have also fallen into the Whitewash Trap right alongside us of thinking that somehow they can sit and POINT OUT THESE THINGS TO THEIR SONS where you have to know WHEN TO FIGHT AND WHY AND HOW AND YOU WANT TO ALWAYS BE IN CONTROL OF WHERE A FIGHT TAKES PLACE AND THAT ALL FIGHTS AREN'T JUST PHYSICAL. Every type of fight has a MENTAL COMPONENT, ALL FORMS OF COMPETITION have A MENTAL COMPONENT where it requires THOUGHT. GUILE. ATTENTION TO DETAIL, etc. And you have to be able to READ SITUATIONS PROPERLY, so you don't let your ego get the best of you.
Prime example as of late?
Rhonda Rousey.
Yeah I know, you knew I was going there didn't you!?
Why did she get her ASS KNOCKED THE FUCK OUT!? Because of fuckin EGO! She's NOT A BOXER OR STRIKER, however the White-bitch she FOUGHT IS. She let her get to her and decided to fight ON THE OTHER BITCH'S TERMS AND SHE GOT HUMILIATED!
Compare-contrast THAT!?
To Floyd Mayweather.
Whom she hates by the way.
He NEVER lets ANYONE DICTATE THE TERMS OF HIS FIGHTS. You can call him a DANCER!? A RUNNER! All this OTHER SHIT! But if you DO NOT GET KNOCKED THE FUCK OUT!? YOU'LL STILL END UP LOOKING LIKE A PIECE OF CHEWED UP FUCKIN STEAK BY THE END OF THE FIGHT! FROM HIM JABBING THE SHIT OUTTA YOUR FUCKIN FACE AND THEN WEAVING AWAY FROM YOU AS YOU GET MAD! Annnnnd, chase him around... To get jabbed up some more. And get madder. And chase some more. And swing and miss some more. And get jabbed in the face some more. And get more madder. Is that even right, more madder?
My Mother ERRONEOUSLY thought I was rejecting moving into the housing projects BECAUSE OF EGO. When I was making my decision BASED ON REALITY! Once you GO INTO CERTAIN PLACES, PROGRAMS, ETC!? You DO NOT GET BACK OUT, for any NUMBER of REASONS. So it is BEST to check Your Ego and ASSESS THE REALITY OF WHAT YOU'RE ABOUT TO DO AND NOT BE DUMB ENOUGH TO BUY INTO YOUR OWN "INVINCIBILITY";
Now?
The Wrath of Khan may be a sci-fi movie. But it once again has MILITARY APPLICATIONS TO IT! Once again it is about making decisions regarding proper time and place and how ENVIRONMENT can either HELP, HINDER OR IS NEUTRAL. And YOU have to make the RIGHT CALL on whether the environment helps, hinders or is neutral TO YOU AND FOR YOU. That shit seems like I'm grasping at straws, but it is like I said before. Entertainment? The shit contained within WHATEVER FORMS OF ENTERTAINMENT YOU LIKE AND WATCH!? Says something about ME AND YOU, BUT ALSO!? All forms of entertainment HAVE SOME VALUE TO IT, even mindless shit. Even mindless shit HAS A VALUE; mindless. And AN AFFECT ON YOU; Makes you mindless. So it ends up having a ZERO VALUE OF AFFECT.
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This is the shit that runs through my fuckin head on a daily basis.
I really need to write this shit down.
>_<
To me it has been discussed before and used to be UNDERSTOOD. But now it is dismissed and well!? We see what has happened to Us because of it. I was JUST AT the supermarket JUST NOW!? And what did I fuckin hear!?
"OH EMPIRE ABOUT TO COME BACK ON!"
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Really?
And when I looked at the people talking it was a Blackman, customer.
And an Older Blackwoman, teller.
The moment that the Blackman said that!?
She starts with the giggling and giddiness and I swear to God this Blackman went from being a straight up dude to FULL FUCKIN FLAMING!
I was like "Wait, WHOA!? THIS GUY WAS HIDING THE FACT THAT HE'S GAY WITH ALL THIS TOUGH-GUY BULLSHIT!? THEN WHEN HE REMEMBERS EMPIRE IS COMING ON HE TURNS INTO FLAMING GAY BLACKMAN, WHAT THE FUCK!?"
Why do I type this?
Because he was BULLSHITTIN!
He'd been standing in line doing his BEST IMPERSONATION of Macho Tough Blackman.
Then he turned into a straight-up WOMAN once he started talking to this other Blackwoman about silly-ass Empire!? I was like, what's the need for THE ACT. If you're gay you're gay, why fuckin try to present yourself as STRAIGHT and then!?
Then I realized, whatever.
So Empire makes this guy feel good to be gay.
Well? Good for him.
Not doing shit for us as a whole, but!?
GOOD FOR HIM!
Or? Is it?
Because I said to myself, but wait!? If he's PRETENDING TO BE STRAIGHT? Is this what he ALWAYS DOES? Fronts and pretends and then he hears Lee Daniels name and Empire and then he THROWS OFF HIS DISGUISE!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK!? Now? Some of you may be saying, fuck does this have to do with, GOTCHA!
Remember it is about FORMS OF ENTERTAINMENT.
When this Blackman remembered something about Empire and the fact that it is gonna be back on TV or whatever, he totally DROPPED HIS PRETENSE OF BEING MACHO TOUGH BLACKMAN AND ACTED NORMAL. It isn't about the fact that he was gay it was about the fact that he was INTENTIONALLY PRETENDING TO BE STRAIGHT! Even the people behind me were ticked off because it was like "Really, man, c'mon. If you're gay then you're gay. Stop frontin!"
So people who say that what you watch doesn't affect and impact you, they might as well be Scientologist. Because like I said before people who claim psychology isn't real are always the FIRST ONES I KEEP A CLOSE EYE ON! Cuz they're FULL OF SHIT!
It's 1:16am EST and I am currently working on the Byron Maxwell Drawing I showed you yesterday. Or the day before, one of those two!? Either way I've already begun to define and change certain parts of the drawing because I need it to reflect not just who he is but in a way to show he's still a young man and not a veteran in actual AGE. So I've changed some of his exoarmor so that it reflects his brashness and ego! At the same time it is a COVER-UP of the fact that he knows he can't show how polished and serious he REALLY IS!
Otherwise his superiors and those around him will know for certain that something isn't right with him. So lemme get back to that! And this is the music I'm using now that I have the preliminary raw-draw done!
For starters this version of WWF wrestler Triple H and NO. I WILL NOT CALL IT WWE, in case anyone thinks I made a mistake. The mistake THEY MADE was losing their name and then not spending the millions and millions to either pay off World Wide Fund for Nature or keep fighting them in court until they won! The demise of Vince McMahon's WWF logo and name marked the literal DOWNFALL of American Wrestling and the absolute end of me watching any of it.
THAT ASIDE!? The music above is ULTRA-RARE and EXTREMELY HARD TO FIND! I managed to GET A COPY thanks to an old youtuber whom I'm sure HIS CHANNEL has been banned for SOME TIME NOW! Because he was able to constantly post USED AND UNUSED WWF THEME MUSIC AND PROMO MUSIC! The version of Triple H's My Time theme which is used above was literally only used ONE TIME FOR ONE NIGHT! Which Noni and I were actually watching it on TV and even she said "That sounds like music for one of your characters!"
Triple H's wrestling persona even when you LOOK AT THE VIDEO ABOVE, has always struck me as being INTENTIONALLY PATTERNED after Spider-Man villain, the GREEN GOBLIN, NORMAN OSBORN. Even in the video you see multitudes of green and the constant burring shift that makes Triple H seem either unstable or possessed! But anyone familiar with the Green Goblin character will slowly but surely see that the concept of Triple H's character turning the way it did in the LATE 90'S!? Just happens to be during the same time that Spider-Man the Animated Series was burning holes in people's brains alongside of X-Men the Animated Series!
Understand and think about this. For all the hoopla over shows like Empire? Spider-Man was created in 1962 and the Green Goblin was created in 1964. Here we are in 20-fuckin-16 and Spider-Man is about to appear in YET ANOTHER MOVIE! And the Green Goblin continues to reappear IN EVERY SPIDER-MAN CARTOON and was clearly set for some sort of return in Sam Raimi's Spider-Man movie series had he continued to go forward with it. So which one will be remembered? Which will IS IMMORTALIZED and WHICH WILL NEVER BE?
These are the things that I talk to Black people about where this is why WE NEED OUR OWN INDUSTRIES. Even IF Empire was to ATTEMPT to reach the status OF SOME FUCKIN CARTOON CHARACTERS!? Think about that SHIT!? COMIC BOOK/CARTOON CHARACTERS CAN HONESTLY OUTLAST WHATEVER WE DEEM IS SUPPOSEDLY HOT FOR THE MOMENT! Notice, any attempt to REMAKE GOOD TIMES? How about REMAKE SANFORD AND SON!? These shows are LITERALLY STUCK IN THEIR RESPECTIVE TIME PERIODS! WITH NO CHANCE FOR PAROLE OR A PARDON TO GET MODERNIZED AND REMADE! It is part of the reason why I NEVER FUCKIN LIKED THEM, EVER!
Because even as a child I didn't like how LIMITED. And "Oh we soh happy to be, FUCK OUTTA HERE! Fuck, OUT. OF HERE! And Empire is DOOMED TO THE SAME FATE! Because it DOESN'T HAVE ANY LONGEVITY. It doesn't have any INTRINSIC VALUE THAT CAN TRANSCEND ITS TIME PERIOD! Like I wanna fuckin watch a fuckin show about YET ANOTHER BLACKMAN BEHIND BARS AND HAVING A FUCKED UP ASS SCHEMING WIFE AND HE'S A DRUG-DEALER AND A FUCK UP! AND SHE'S BEHIND BARS AND HE MIGHT BE BEHIND BARS AND THE BOYS ARE ALL FUCKED UP AND
Enough.
This is shit is compelling?
Really?
This shit is "entertaining"?
Only if Misery Loves Company.
So when I started looking around I noticed that all the HOT SHIT is either White owned and controlled or it is Black WRITTEN AND INSPIRED, but NOT BLACK OWNED AND CONTROLLED! Pfft, then WE have to do something about that. I'm gonna do MY PART. And MY JOB IS TO EARN. RESPECT. PATRONAGE. ETC! And that is what ALLLLLLLLLLL of this is ABOUT! But when I see shit like this!? THIS IS MUSIC I HAVE USED TO CREATE SOME OF MY CHARACTERS AND WRITE OUT CERTAIN SCENES;
To wrap this whole thing UP. I didn't use Black Republican because Byron is NOT ON THAT GRAND OF A LEVEL and MAY NEVER REACH THAT LEVEL. That instrumental is an instrumental to be used for an ALREADY ESTABLISHED. HIGH RANKING AND POWERFUL CHARACTER. Because that is the vibe and the tone that the music sets! However!? This ultra-rare version of My Time is PERFECT for Byron, because it has an underlying tone that something more is going on than what you're seeing. It has a bit of a sinister feel to it and in all actuality Byron is no choir-boy and has done things that have been all about making the hard choices and then living with the fact that he can't undo the decision and it HAS TO BE EITHER FLAT OUT RIGHT! Or the best possible choice for THAT MOMENT. Then he has to take the time and tie-up loose ends afterwards to make sure that he covers his tracks...!
Good Evening from typing my ass off in Philadelphia!
Katrina-Kox (KK) is a critical character to Byron Maxwell and was the Chief Recruiter of Ashmun Institute (AI) who went after Byron and got him to come to AI after he graduated from Glen Loch Academy. The first thing that is CRITICAL TO KNOW is that AI is NOT an indoctrination facility like Glen Loch Academy (GLA). It is no different than going to college but it is a military college meant to further the education of high school graduate IACF.
Katrina selected Byron because she needed someone who had graduated from GLA due to her own suspicions that AI had been compromised somehow by PAGAN-CORP. Needless to say that in order to get Byron to come to AI Katrina first had to literally defeat Karima who was hellbent on keeping Byron at GLA now that he'd successfully turned the entire facility into someplace that he could use to build his own power and have both ARC-Mangs and humans to sift through and select on who to bring into whatever cause he wanted to undertake.
Katrina however was able to contest and defeat Karima where it was Karima's dogged determination and passion even in defeat that convinced Katrina that Byron was the right Indoctrinated-IACF for her to drag into her crazy conspiracy witch-hunt! Where she only had vague assumptions and notions and not nearly enough evidence of what was really going on back at her own institute. This series of events right from the start would be the catalyst to Katrina and Karima's rivalry that Byron has to constantly keep tabs on so that shit doesn't sink the things he's set up! Now that he is of course older and the fact that Black Fox Diana eventually became a part of his life and became his 1st Wife!
Settled everything between Katrina and Karima and finally got him out of a tight situation between the two where he refused to accept and favor one over the other. Although both swear that he favors the other over them.
Counterstrike ARC-Mangs, as I've said before, do not have actual rights as a human-being. But they do have SELECT RIGHTS underneath the Counterstrike Constitution, along with whatever national laws that their respective nation has decided to provide. One universal law that can be found in all Counterstrike nations is the fact that ARC-Mangs have MORE RIGHTS when they are "married" to a Counterstrike Agent.
So it's obvious that the death of said agent has massive ramifications on the ARC-Mangs they are married to. Thus the reason why all parties involved fight as hard as they can because their collective futures are dependent upon keeping their human-husbands alive. And husband is a blanket term for man or woman even though all ARC-Mangs are female. Without disrupting my own work right now it should be obvious that problems arise when heterosexual female agents are put in situations where their ARC-Mangs are limited in their freedom of movement outside of combat. But their superior does not want to link with them or get too close to them because of their hyper-aggressive sexual nature. Even worse is when female agents link with them in order to improve ARC-Mangs abilities and then the fact that ARC-Mangs are NOT granted nearly enough rights to a normal life, where? Marriage allows that, but the female agent has reached her limits on how much she's going to sacrifice of her own self and standards.
I think it goes without typing that most males will recklessly think that linking to some superpowered set of bad ass bitches is a good idea... Until they get torn to pieces by either the link activity coming from the ARC-Mangs. The INDIVIDUAL ISSUES that the ARC-Mangs have where we as human-beings, do not SEE AND EXPERIENCE the dreams and subconscious issues of each other, however!? Once linked to an ARC-Mang a wrong-minded, dick-on-hard, dummy! Finds himself experiencing nightmares that come from the fact that the ARC-Mang can sense AND SEE HIS INNER-MOST THOUGHTS AS WELL! And being seen simply as a piece of ass for the moment DOES NOT GO OVER WELL. Where UNLIKE dealing with a human-woman, who at best will have to physically attack you or slander you. The ARC-Mang that you are linked to simply has to go on about her business while her conscious and subconscious thoughts tear your mind to SHREDS!
Right now I am working on fleshing out KK's background and backstory so the continuity is correct throughout the rest of the stories. The fact that I now have a real job with a decent wage and hours will allow me to buy Word 2016 and have the full-features that I need. Probably need to replace this laptop too. Either way!? Lemme get back to typing before I lose my train of thought!
I've INTENTIONALLY SELECTED THIS VIDEO because of the topic of this post! I've been sitting on this Lashid4u video for way too long! I have said before I ever posted this blog to, IRONICALLY, My Mother and Other Older Blacks that We as Black People go to facilities that are NOT UNDER OUR CONTROL AND GIVE INFO TO THESE WHITE CONTROLLED INSTITUTIONS THAT THEN TURN AROUND AND CLUB US IN THE HEAD WITH THE INFO GIVEN WHILE BLATANTLY DISTORTING FACTS WITH FICTION!
The Free Clinics of Nazi-America are NOTORIOUS for this.
Planned Parenthood is NOTORIOUS for this.
The CDC is NOTORIOUS for this.
The FBI and Justice Department ARE NOTORIOUS for this.
The fucked up crime stats!
The fucked up disease stats!
The fucked up stats period!
Where the moment you do ANY DIGGING!?
You find that WHITES ARE OMITTED!
Or THEIR NUMBERS AND INFORMATION IS GROSSLY UNDERREPRESENTED!
And it is all BLATANTLY HIDDEN IN THE FINE PRINT!
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Which the Whites who concoct this crap, think is slick and funny and all this other shit!
But it shows a level of trecherousness, sneakiness, where it reaffirms the old Native American Indian saying that Whiteman speaks with forked tongue.
Here is Lashid4u shedding SOME MORE LIGHT, on YET ANOTHER LIE INTENTIONALLY SPREAD ABOUT US AS BLACK AMERICANS;
Just woke up, AGAIN. At 12:20pm EST. I'm still locked in to this plantation-station sleep schedule and frankly I'm annoyed by it. I'll figure something out! One thing I AM ABOUT TO DO? Is stop all of the Monster.com and Snagajob.com posts that flood my inbox. I now have a job that I can WORK WITH. So now I can stop CONSTANTLY SEARCHING.
I'm not gonna yap long because I need to get some Williams Works done and I haven't forgotten that I have yet to post the completed pictures. Right now I'm gonna get some typing done, because I'm ALMOST READY to start posting new stories at MY REAL RATE OF POSTING now that I FINALLY have a job where I can be comfortable. WORK SAID JOB, and have the means to MEET MY DAY-TO-DAY OPERATING/LIVING COSTS!
And still be able to put money BACK INTO MYSELF to GROW MY BUSINESS. AND...!? Take care of my PERSONAL BUSINESS. In the coming weeks I will be able to post THE FACT that my Verizon services are completely up to date. Where being forced to move out of my old apartment jacked my bill back up because I needed to have installation work done here for me to be typing this to you now.
GETTING THE PRINTING PRESS FOR THE T-SHIRTS IS CRUCIAL.
PAYING FOR MY BUSINESS LICENSE IS CRUCIAL.
I've got everyday NECESSITIES that MUST BE REPLACED because they were LOST in the move to this room for rent. All of this has the overarching purpose of building up enough money to finally finish this last leg of the painfully long return trip back around to reach My Son. And it is also time for me to mobilize to begin the process of tearing down the existing laws that exploit domestic situations for the sole purpose of White Profiteering and Greed. Certainly not to help anyone on any side of the fence. Mind you?
I was just combing through My Youtube Video History to find the video at the opening of this post I am typing? And I realize now that my post take more time to make than I actually understood! It took me ten minutes of combing through My History to FIND THE VIDEO! And in all of that I saw how many videos I have reviewed, passed on, saved for later, etc-etc! To be able to MAKE THESE POSTS THE WAY THAT I MAKE THEM. But do YOU KNOW WHAT JUST HAPPENED PEOPLES AT 12:50PM?
My Mother just called. I didn't recognize the number so I let the answering machine pick it up. >_< So she is calling out of guilt and the fact that it is Easter Sunday or whatever. This is what I think of that;
I'm over here in my little corner. Doing My Thing and REBUILDING BITCH! RESPECT THE SIGN AND OBSERVE THE SONG AND KEEP CLEAR CUZ YOU'VE DONE ENOUGH DAMAGE;
I no longer tolerate traitors and your supposed title means nothing to me. Posts and positions are given and/or earned and then it is up to THAT PERSON TO UPKEEP THE POST THEY HAVE. If that is confusing or round-about then lemme be BLUNT! Simply because I am My Son's Father I am DELUSIONAL IN UNDERSTANDING THAT HE MAY WELL NOT GIVE TWO FUCKS ABOUT THE REASON/S WHY I WAS NOT THERE BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT I WAS NOT THERE FOR HIM! But I've noticed that people have tried to make an EXEMPTION for women when they SUCK AS MOTHERS. To build a responsible SOCIETY. Then both sides and all sides of the people in the society have to UNDERSTAND that you cannot fail to UPHOLD YOUR RESPONSIBILITIES FOR THE POST-POSITION YOU HOLD.
If me typing negatively about My Mother makes you think or feel NEGATIVELY TOWARDS ME? Fine by me, there is THE DOOR! TAKE YOUR ASS THROUGH IT AND DO NOT COME BACK! I am NOT Stacey! I am NOT HERE TO BE SABOTAGED BY MY PARENTS AND THEN SIT UP AND GRIN AND LAUGH AND LIE ABOUT HOW MUCH I SUPPOSEDLY LOVE YOU WHEN YOU CLEARLY DO NOT LOVE ME! You want that hollow fake shit, GO TO HER BLOG! She will indulge you with bullshit till your eyes pop out! Insincerity is something that has gotten lost in the shuffle of today's bullshit, but it rears its head everyday and everywhere with a lot of people and towards a lot of people. And I for one need to be a part of returning the world to an HONEST AND OPEN, SINCERE PLACE! Where when you have an issue or problem YOU DON'T FUCKIN LIE ABOUT IT! You state the issue with THE PURPOSE OF ADDRESSING AND FIXING IT! Not grabbing attention and being PHONY WITH IT!
Here is a video from off of Dr. Boyce Watkins channel where ONCE AGAIN coon-ass Stephen A. Smith is the center of attention for just saying the silly-shit that he gets paid to say. So he can continue to ingratiate himself upon his White ESPN/Disney Masters. It is clear that the Blackman that I admired when he worked here in Philadelphia is absolutely destroyed and gone and he is never coming back. Note in this video that Yvette Carnell highlights what TBA, myself and other Black People are talking about in regards to social integration and silliness is what BECAME the Black American and Black Diaspora's, central goals and themes!
Meanwhile it was NEVER A NEEDED ASPIRATION IN THE FIRST PLACE. SOCIAL INTEGRATION IS POINTLESS. If you do not have your milpol-n-socioeconomic issues IN ORDER, then you end up where I was just at. Working at the plantation-station Wendy's. Making only enough money to be able to STAY AFLOAT ONLY. But not enough TO PROPERLY INVEST IN YOURSELF TO BETTER YOURSELF. Thus you end up trying to TREAD WATER LONG ENOUGH IN THE HOPE YOU CAN FIND A LIFE-PRESERVER. Instead of having enough material to MAKE A RAFT. Or that a FRIENDLY SHIP OR BOAT will pass by and BRING YOU ABOARD.